Chapter 106: Lingyun
After living for more than 20 years, Chang Yansong has walked the longest road is the "heart road" that the book has built for him these days.
Leng Qingyun, the protagonist in the dialogue book, Chang Yansong was a little disdainful at first.
Such a person can also be the protagonist?
What qualifications does he have!
In Chang Yansong's opinion, Leng Qingyun's temperament is withdrawn, a little indifferent, a little cowardly, and a little stupid.
The Ye family let him enter the clan study, and he was still afraid and timid, not daring to rob or fight, which was both cowardly and stupid.
Will the Ye family still expel him from the Ye family because of the children's fighting?
That's impossible!
Not to mention a family like the Ye family, even if it is their Chang family, it is impossible to do this. - If this can be done for a small child, then will their family still be human?
That's not called stinginess, but only meanness.
Mean and short-sighted, and not one or two people, it's the whole family!
That is simply not going to happen!
And Leng Qingyun's demeanor and actions confirmed his cowardice and stupidity.
Then, he was both aloof and withdrawn.
Similar to this person, Chang Yansong has actually seen it.
The Chang family is a big family, with all kinds of children, those who are promising, those who are not very promising, and those who are quite unproductive.
There is no shortage of them.
And those who are indifferent, withdrawn, cowardly, and stupid are either not from a good background, or not very well qualified, or have good qualifications, but they are not good at themselves, and the mud can't support the wall.
And all these children are not very affordable in the family, and in the future, they will basically not have any interest.
From childhood to adulthood, it is even more unlikely that it will be cultivated by the family as a focus, but just ignore it and let it run its own way.
Leng Qingyun, in Chang Yansong's opinion, undoubtedly belongs to this category.
But that's just the beginning.
When his cultivation suddenly rose to the top and left all those friends behind, not only the number one in the family, but also the number one in the entire Sihaimen, Chang Yansong felt a great loneliness.
In fact, he hasn't even really achieved condensation yet, whether it is in the family or in the Four Seas, there are not many people who surpass him.
If nothing else, his father, who was recuperating from his wounds in bed, could scrape his head to the sky.
But it depends on who you compare it to.
He can't compare with his elders and predecessors, but among his peers, even if there is a ten-year age difference, he is the only one, and there is nothing else.
Invincibility!
Feelings that I had never felt before are now coming back to me.
Although he was a "genius" before.
But at that time, his genius was on a par with many other geniuses, and now, there is no one alongside him.
Glad?
Yes.
Ecstasy?
Yes.
Proud?
Yes.
But within a few days, all these emotions dissipated.
When he was invincible in the martial arts training field.
When he was discussing the practice with his former companions, he suddenly felt that the things he was discussing were so childish and useless, just a waste of time.
When his companions secretly looked at him with strange eyes, either suspicious or jealous, he could always feel the stinging gaze behind him when he left the scene, and when he turned back, he only saw a smile of respect or flattery.
......
When all of these things were happening, Chang Yansong suddenly lost his group.
In fact, there are many more people around him than before, but these people Chang Yansong has been used to seeing since he was a child, and he has these people in his eyes, but he never compares himself with these people.
He compares to those who are similar to him.
The family background is about the same, the talent is about the same, and the cultivation is about the same.
And now, it was those similar people who made him feel a kind of uneasiness when he was in the group, and loneliness when he was out of the group.
Chang Yansong came to that pavilion more and more.
Alone.
He was also more and more immersed in that script, those Taoist poems.
Or those literary numbers, when he was a little tired and tired of tasting those Taoist poems, he would play with those literary numbers and make up some of them himself according to those forms, which could be regarded as self-entertainment.
No one had to talk to him in the morning.
A few people who were not convinced before had been discussing for several days in a row, but seeing that the gap was still very large, they were bored and didn't look for him at all.
And those discussions of cultivation, Chang Yansong himself began to be unable to blend in.
That is what was in that script, and now, you can really accompany him.
And so, a few days passed.
Then, suddenly, he understood Leng Qingyun.
In other words, it's not understanding, but a little "empathy", and then I begin to identify with this protagonist.
Then, Chang Yansong was a little anxious as he waited.
Actually, he really didn't expect to get any benefits from the back part of the script, but simply wanted to see, what happened to this Leng Qingyun?
Judging from the situation, Leng Qingyun should have gotten that "condensation", right?
So how do you deal with yourself in the Ye family?
Even if it is him, if there is such an improvement in cultivation, there will be such a situation as it is now, and that Leng Qingyun, in the Ye family, is estimated to be really excluded, right?
Thinking of this, Chang Yansong was a little resentful and sad.
It seems that he is the one who will be ostracized, and who has lived in another family since he was a child.
"Leng Qingyun, you have to fight for it!" Chang Yansong clenched his fists and said in his heart.
In addition to recognition and sympathy, Chang Yansong is more envious of Leng Qingyun.
Leng Qingyun is studying in such a clan, Leng Qingyun has such a gentleman! And that gentleman, next, will he go one step further and accept Leng Qingyun as a student or disciple?
Look at that move of the gentleman, it is very likely!
And if that's the case, he Chang Yansong is not as good as Leng Qingyun anyway, even if he has a grandfather who he has looked up to and respected since he was a child.
From the small thorns in the deep grass, now gradually feel the basil.
At that time, people didn't know Lingyun Mu, and they waited until Lingyun was high.
Chang Yansong thought about the poem in the script, thinking about the sentence "Waiting for Lingyun to start high", and also thinking about the name of the script, "The Road to Qingyun".
Although it is in a total of twenty Taoist poems, is this one specially written for Leng Qingyun?
Leng Qingyun, it should be the "Lingyun Wood", right?
If you learn from that gentleman, next, Leng Qingyun will definitely rise to the top!
The twenty poems are all in groups of twos and twos, and thinking of this one, Chang Yansong naturally thought of the other one in the same group:
Insist that the green mountains are not relaxed, and the roots are in the broken rocks.
Thousands of blows are still strong, and the wind blows from east to west, north and south.
This is also talking about Leng Qingyun?
Chang Yansong thought about his name.
He was not a thorn in the head since he was a child, nor was he "unknown to the times", and after he showed his talent for cultivation, he was valued by his grandfather and family very early.
But if these are excluded, these two poems are used on him......
It seems, too?
"I'm a Lingyun wood, and I'm a group of trees with it. Once out of the deep valley, I suddenly thought of Lingyun. ”
These days, the thoughts and ideas that have been brewing in my heart for a long time suddenly found an outlet, and then, in an instant, it became this "Taoist poem".
And as soon as this poem was completed, all the messy emotions and thoughts in Chang Yansong's heart were poured out in an instant.
Replace it with peace, replace it with determination.
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