When a person says, "I can't let you go," it's not really a good thing.

Because if you can say this, it means that this person has begun to seriously consider letting you go.

The reason why I say this is because the last person to say such things to Wang Taika was ...... Coriander.

But...... When Zhien-chan said this, Wang Taika was really a little embarrassed. None of them are stupid, they just can't bear to expose all this.

Wang Taika knew that he had fallen into an emotional quagmire, and it was really impossible to make any decision before he clarified the matter of Song Coriander. Otherwise, it would be irresponsible to everyone. What's more, it's to hurt Jien-chan who has always been by her side?

Despite the pity in his heart, Wang Taika still knows what kind of bottom line he should keep. Even that can be very uncomfortable.

This is not to get anything, or to prove anything, but because Wang Taika believes that he is right to do so, nothing more.

So Wang Taika did not speak, did not answer.

Jien-chan didn't get a response, and she wasn't discouraged. Or maybe she's ready for everything, so this moment is looking away.

Wang Taika patted his head, probably because of the rainy day, and he felt dizzy.

Zhien-chan handed over a small quilt to Wang Taika and said, "You can sleep for a while, I'll go change my clothes, it's a little cold." ”

Wang Taika nodded, then leaned back on the sofa. I don't know why, he used to have insomnia, but today he really wants to rest.

Between half-dreams and half-awakenings, it seems that someone is moving, as if something warm is hugging him, and it seems to be ...... But the more Wang Taika thought about it, the more strange it felt.

I almost gritted my teeth and pinched myself, so that the pain could wake me up a little. Wang Taika struggled to get up, Wang Taika went to the door of Zhi'en Sauce's room, knocked on the door and said, "Zhi'en Sauce?"

No one responded.

I went to knock on the door again, but I accidentally used too much force, and the door was pushed open.

Wang Taika, whose head was in chaos, was instantly stunned when he saw what it looked like inside.

Nothing!

Like traces of no one ever inhabited, there is nothing left. There are only a few cardboard boxes with a few idle things.

"Ah......h

In an instant, a lot of things were done in my brain. From the inexplicable change of fingerprint locks, to the list of so many things written there, and the words that Jieun-chan just said, and that crappy poem.

Wang Taika felt tiredness hit her, so she went to wash her face. But the tiredness didn't stop.

"When?"

Wang Taika understood, it was Zhien-chan who didn't know when...... Why do you do that? And that warm hug just half asleep and half awake.

Wang Taika gritted his teeth to resist fatigue, and went to get his mobile phone to make a call to Zhien-chan, but saw that his mobile phone was actually pressed with a note.

When you open it, there are only a few simple lines of words on it.

"Terrorists, let's press the reset button. There are some things that can only be experienced by oneself, and no one can be responsible for the lives of others. ”

"Maybe that's all over here, maybe one day I'll suddenly appear at your doorstep, and I hope you can take me in. But for now, let's stop here. ”

"My own way, I have to go forward, I'm sorry!"

Wang Taika's hand shook, and he saw that there were last words below.

"PS: Terrorist, if you get up early one day and you find that I have become the target of thousands of people who are scolded and boycotted, I hope you don't hesitate to remember to stand with those people. Don't be scolded for being an outlier because of me. ”

Wang Taika clutched the note, but felt that the whole world was becoming dark, and fatigue seemed to be irresistible.

"Zhien-chan, come back...... Ahh......h

Wang Taika fell to his knees in agony, letting the darkness and weariness invade, but what was more terrible than these was the inner torment.

The phone was close at hand, but I didn't have the strength to make a call anymore. can only powerlessly make the whole world dark and lose consciousness.

"Know...... Kindness...... Sauce ......"

......

The rain is still falling.

Jieun-chan left Wangtaika's house, delivered his things to his house, and then walked around the street alone with an umbrella and a thick coat.

It's nice to be raining, it's like the whole world is cut off. Holding up an umbrella is your own space.

There seemed to be a hint of warmth in his arms, and before leaving, Zhien-chan lay beside Wang Taika for a long time, not worried about being pushed away.

At first, I wanted to make things clear and let Wang Taika know what happened in the sauna that day. But in the end, Zhi'en sauce still didn't involve Song coriander.

Because it's not necessary. Because Zhi'en-chan doesn't want anyone else to appear in this memory. Just two people, that's enough.

Under the dim sky, Zhien-chan walked in the rain, and finally came to the mouth of an alley, where the former Zhien-chan lived.

Just like at night many years ago, Zhien-chan got up from the cold snow and spit out a mouthful of bloody saliva in this inaccessible street.

With it, there were also surging tears flowing, and even the eyes were already red and swollen. Fear, fear, despair, sadness, all these things. But she only dared to cry silently alone.

Because Zhi'en knows very well that hope can never be given by anyone, nor can it be given to others. The road ahead still has to be walked alone.

But should we also think about someone in our hearts?

She wants to sing, she wants to be an idol. She wants to make money, she wants her family to live a better life, and she won't hide in Tibet because of debt. She also wanted to be like normal Nuna, who could give her brother pocket money at any time, even if it was just a small amount.

But the reality is always as cruel as ever, and there are no fairy tales and no mercy.

At that time, Chien-chan only saw darkness, the darkness without any light, the darkness in the night.

ァ新ヤ~(8)~1~Chinese 網ωωω.χ~8.~1zщ.còм

So Jien-chan gave up all unrealistic ideas and relied on himself wholeheartedly. Even if someone has made a promise over the years, Zhien-chan still maintains herself, but she just refuses to go with the flow. What she wants is never the comfort behind anyone, but an opportunity to walk side by side.

In fact, Zhieun-chan is just worried that if he is gone, who will remind him to go home and remember to change his shoes? Who will remind him that he can't lie in bed in the morning? Who will remind him not to eat too much at night? Who will remind him to eat on time every day? Who will ...... Leave a faint light for him to come back at night?

Thinking of this, Zhi'en-chan was inexplicably sad in her heart. After a pause, squatting on the ground, her heart swelled with bitterness and tingling, she breathed heavily, tears rolling down sadly.

If the darkness covers the whole world, you can't see anything clearly, you can't do anything. There seems to be only a time for loneliness and patience. Where is the light that belongs to her?

Somebody has to go into the light, but where is the light that I want to chase? I guess it's hidden in the darkness, so no one can see it.

Until one day, I participated in such an unexpected black fan party.

Now that I think about it, it seems that from that day on, everything was different.

Terrorist, I didn't understand one thing until I met you.

The light chasers themselves never thought that it turned out to be ......

Black powder glows!

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Tomorrow is the "final chapter of this volume" of the volume of "Light Chaser"! The next volume previews "Cold Night Forest"!