Chapter 120: Are You Okay?
Ruan Xin was almost stunned for a while, and then slowly hooked her lips, revealing an expression that seemed to be smiling but not smiling.
"Miss Feng, that ...... I think you're mistaken. I have a child, but I just spoke to him on the phone today and he's fine. ”
She pursed her lips slightly, "Thank you for coming to see me, but in that case, please don't talk nonsense." ”
There was already a clear displeasure in her tone.
She couldn't even figure out what Feng Yitong was talking about, her Hong'er was obviously fine, and when she called him today, she was still talking about missing her. Ruan Xin was distressed and blamed herself, but fortunately, she promised him that she would take him over after a while, and after accompanying him for a while, he laughed again.
"On the phone?"
Feng Yitong was also stunned for a while, "You were sent to the hospital at the time, and you were already found to be pregnant, but you didn't save it, I was still there at the time." ”
As soon as the words came out, she covered her mouth, her eyes widened, and she said in surprise: "Didn't Mr. Qi tell you about this?"
After speaking, when Ruan Xin was still stunned, she immediately got up and walked towards the door, "I'm sorry, I lost my words, I, I'll go first." ”
But before she could walk out of the ward door, Ruan Xin rushed up with an arrow and grabbed her wrist.
"You wait. ”
Ruan Xin only felt that her head was in a mess, and she opened her mouth several times before she asked her words.
"You mean, I'm pregnant. But the child was not saved?"
How is it possible, not to mention that she hasn't done it with Qi Ziqian for a long time, even if she does, she will take medicine afterwards. She still remembers that at that time, Xu Rou hinted at the words she said, in order not to increase the burden on Qi Ziqian, and she was even more afraid that having a child would be as miserable as Hong'er, she didn't forget it once.
But now, Feng Yitong actually said that she was pregnant again?
It must be fake, Feng Yitong already had a good impression of Qi Ziqian, and now until they are about to get married, they must have said it on purpose, just to make themselves feel sad.
Ruan Xin has always been reluctant to think about others with the worst thoughts, but at this time, she subconsciously made a conclusion about this matter.
But even though she had already given the idea she was willing to believe in her heart, her eyes were still just staring at Feng Yitong, unwilling to miss any looks.
Ruan Xin's hand pinched Feng Yitong's wrist was painful, but Feng Yitong didn't care.
At that time, she suddenly regretted why she had such a thought, and now seeing Ruan Xin's panicked appearance, she was full of regret.
But in the end, now Ruan Xin asked her that the education she received made her unable to lie at this time.
Moreover, even if she doesn't admit it, this matter has already been mentioned, Ruan Xin will definitely go to verify it.
Then she, whether she lies or not, actually makes no sense.
"You say, you speak. Ruan Xin almost roared and was born, her eyes soaked with tears.
Under her questioning, Feng Yitong slowly closed his eyes, and then nodded slightly.
Such a simple action was like announcing Ruan Xin's death sentence. She slowly let go of the hand that was holding Feng Yitong and took two steps back in a daze.
Feeling that his wrist was released, Feng Yitong almost didn't dare to look at Ruan Xin's reaction, and turned around directly and fled towards the door.
Ruan Xin didn't know how long she had been standing in place, but when she came back to her senses, she was already squatting at the foot of the bed, numb and cold.
In my mind, only a few words kept circling.
She is expecting.
But the child is gone.
Like a nightmare, it pulled her into the abyss again and again.
Why, why did she get pregnant at such a time? blame her, blame her for not protecting him well, so that he didn't have time to see the world, just dissipated with the cold sea in her life.
It's because she didn't notice the abnormality of her body earlier, if she knew about her existence earlier, she could have begged Qi Ziqian earlier, maybe he would have been able to see the child's face and believe her a little. Maybe, the latter ones, she could have not had to bear them. She doesn't have to bear that, she won't be kidnapped, she won't fall into the sea, that child, is she still there?
Why, why is Qi Ziqian always reluctant to believe her, why have they all had the most intimate relationship, and still have to remember those misunderstandings?
Why didn't Qi Ziqian tell her, did he think that if he didn't say it, she would never know? Treating her like a fool was his way of loving her?
Why did he propose to marry at this time, did he really believe her, or did he make up for the guilt of having lost his child?
Like a curse, those grievances, anger, and even resentment hidden in the bottom of the heart are once again involved because of the child.
......
Feng Yitong ran out of the hospital almost all the way, sitting in the car in the underground parking lot, she gasped for breath and buried her head in the crook of her arm.
She seems to have done something wrong, no, just wrong.
Just because she knew that Qi Ziqian was going to marry Ruan Xin, she began to feel jealous. That kind of emotion is unfamiliar to her, so she can say that sentence, almost without a brain, just simply, she doesn't want Ruan Xin to be so happy.
She is so smart, how could she not see that Ruan Xin talked about Qi Ziqian without any barriers, and she must not know about it yet.
So, she said.
But the moment she said it, she regretted it.
Although she doesn't know what it's like to be a mother, she is also a woman in the end, and she also knows the pain of losing her flesh and bones.
After a moment of silence, she picked up her phone and pressed the pinned phone number.
"Hey, what's the matter?"
Qi Ziqian spoke so concisely and to the point, Feng Yitong didn't feel it before, but now he suddenly felt that his voice was a little frightening.
"Miss Feng, is there something wrong?"
Xu was silent for too long, and Qi Ziqian asked again.
"I," Feng Yitong clasped her fingers with her nails, her long nails almost poking into her flesh, but she couldn't feel it at all.
"I, accidentally, told Ruan Xin...... The child is gone. ”
On the other end of the line, there was a dead silence.
Then, there is the sound of a heavy object falling to the ground.
Feng Yitong never heard Qi Ziqian's answer again.
She thought, she might, never get her favor again.
......
When Qi Ziqian arrived at the hospital, Ruan Xin was sitting on the ground, leaning back against the foot of the bed, looking up at the sunlight outside the window.
It's not cold indoors, but it's scary cold on her body.
In Ruan Xin's eyes, Qi Ziqian had some incomprehensible emotions. But her state is too calm than he imagined, and even, calm to a little terrifying.
He half-knelt in front of her and slowly hugged her.
"Xinxin, are you alright?"