Yuan Lu stuffed the phone back into her pocket, probably because of the rush all the way, she felt dizzy for a while, and she couldn't lift her feet.

She looked at her parents sitting in the living room, she felt that she was not worthy of being their daughter at all, and she even felt that she was superfluous to live in this world.

The lights were blinding, and the room was quiet with the sound of pins dropping.

Yuan Lu walked to the front of the living room and lowered his head.

Yuan Zheng snuffed out the last cigarette, his face was pale, and when he looked at her more, the anger rose a layer up.

He finally couldn't sit still, got up and walked back and forth, and finally stopped, pointed at Yuan Lu and said, "Are you so shameless?!"

Yuan Zheng's voice was very loud, Yuan Lu shrugged his shoulders in fright, and subconsciously took a step back.

"That classmate of yours was forced to call me to complain! What the hell have you done?! I can't imagine that my daughter, who has always been obedient and sensible, can do such a thing!"

Yuan Lu didn't dare to look at their faces at all, his lips were pursed, his head was very low, and his body trembled slightly.

Yuan Zheng's eyes were red, and his angina was painful.

They didn't see the revelations on Weibo for the first time, they received a call in the evening, saying that it was Jing Fei's brother, and they were reprimanded. Later, Pei Li was reminded by her colleagues to see the revelations on Weibo and the video.

The old couple almost turned their backs in anger.

They really couldn't believe that their daughter would do such a shameless thing, and they couldn't imagine that their daughter would fall in love in high school, and they didn't see it at all.

Pei Li pressed her head with her hand and didn't speak, just silently shed tears.

I am sad for what Yuan Lu did, and I am also uncomfortable for Yuan Lu to be scolded by thousands of people on the Internet.

In the future, she won't have to be a person in the unit.

It's a shame.

Yuan Zheng: "Come here, come over for me!"

Yuan Lu slowly moved two steps and leaned on the edge of the single sofa.

"If you don't speak, does it mean that what they say is true? Do you really go to rob someone's boyfriend, and you don't have the shame to have sex with that boy?"

I don't know if that sentence touched Pei Li, she suddenly got up, didn't say anything, and directly stepped forward and slapped Yuan Lu.

"Why do you put yourself in such a low position? Even if you like it, you can't be so low, you know what you call it?"

Yuan Lu pursed his lips and said nothing, nor did he refute.

Pei Li burst into tears and poked her head hard, "You call yourself contemptuous! Not only will that boy not like you, he will only look down on you and think you are a bargain!"

She was heartbroken, "I don't understand, you have good conditions, you are beautiful, and you have a good figure." Which tendon did you make the wrong match? During the Chinese New Year, did I tell you, don't fall in love, what did you say at the time? I really can't imagine it, Yuan Lu, you are now a lie. ”

"That's still your ex-boyfriend, which means you've been in love since high school! Is it time to fall in love in high school?! What your dad and I told you, you all turned a deaf ear? No wonder your college entrance examination scores are so much worse than we expected, where do you still have the heart to study. ”

Yuan Lu bit his lip, and his tears finally couldn't help falling.

She didn't want to cry anymore, but when it came to high school, she couldn't hold back.

If she was willing to accept Jiang Ren's change of heart before, she could still recall the past, at least it was still beautiful and sweet, at least the best Jiang Ren was with her.

But Yu Mingxue smashed this last beauty.

It turned out that Jiang Ren had never been a good person.

It turned out that he was only playing with her from beginning to end.

It doesn't matter if it's high school, or now.

What she thought was good was nothing more than a bet he made with someone to deceive her hymen.

Only she took it seriously, it turned out that she had always been a big joke.

As soon as these tears fell, they were out of control.

She squatted down, fell to her knees, and burst into tears.

Pei Li was stunned for a moment, then her tears fell even more fiercely, she turned her back and didn't look at her again.

Yuan Zheng: "Now I know that I cry?what's the use of crying?!"

Yuan Lu cried for a long time, crying until Yuan Zheng and Pei Li softened.

Yuan Zheng stood by the window and smoked, only glancing at her, and did not take the initiative to speak.

Pei Li took a tissue, pulled her up from the ground, sat her on the sofa, wiped her tears, and said, "Go wash your face." ”

Yuan Lu's eyes were already swollen from crying, his whole face was numb, and his expression was a little frozen. She sat still and didn't move, Pei Li got up to get a towel, came over to wipe her face clean, didn't know what to say, and didn't know what to do when she looked so painful.

No one can say anything about feelings.

She glanced at Yuan Zheng and said, "You go to sleep in the room first, and you have to go to work tomorrow, I'll talk to Lulu for a while." ”

This will calm everyone down a bit.

Yuan Zheng extinguished the cigarette in his hand, hummed coldly, glanced at Yuan Lu, and went back to the room by himself.

When the door was closed, Pei Li opened her mouth and said, "Okay, now it's just the two of us here, you can talk to me about it." Why the hell do you really like him so much? I like him so much that you can put down your dignity? I've read all the revelations on the Internet, and I can't believe you would do such a thing. In my heart, you should be a proud girl. Even if you like it, you wouldn't do anything like that. ”

Yuan Lu closed her eyes, if it weren't for Yu Mingxue's message, this matter could be said simply, but her first love had changed her mind, and she couldn't extricate herself, and she fell deeper and deeper.

But now, she can't say it at all, what do she want to say, she has been played with her feelings, and she has been deceived into her innocence.

She pursed her lips, her throat was blocked, she couldn't say a word, and in the end she just cried silently, only choked up and said, "I'm sorry, I know it's wrong." ”

Pei Li looked at her like this, her heart was as uncomfortable as a pinprick, and the tears that she could not hold back came up again, she pursed her lips, and couldn't bear to continue to be harsh, so she only said seriously: "Knowing your mistakes can improve a lot, as long as you learn a lesson, keep this incident in mind, and never do this kind of thing again in the future." ”

"You have to remember that no matter how much you like someone, you can't live without yourself. Who likes you if you have no ego?"

Yuan Lu nodded lightly.

Pei Li wiped away her tears and said, "Okay, don't cry yet, go to bed first, and talk about it tomorrow." We'll figure it out together tomorrow. ”

Pei Li watched her enter the room, wiped her tears, and let out a long sigh before returning to the room.

Yuan Zheng was still smoking, sitting on the bed worried.

"Why are you still smoking, this is the second pack, let's smoke less. You're smoking, and you can't solve it. ”

Yuan Zheng didn't listen, but asked, "What did she say?

Pei Li shook her head, "I didn't say it." ”

"Default?"

"I don't know, don't scold her yet, she's like that, I'm afraid she won't be able to think about it then. ”

Yuan Zheng was silent, unable to say anything, only smoking.

Pei Li took the cigarette in his hand, "Don't smoke, let's sleep first." ”

"I can't sleep, I can't feel uncomfortable. He rubbed his chest, and his expression was not very good.

Pei Li: "Why is it uncomfortable? Don't scare me. ”

"It's just very uncomfortable, very stuffy, and I feel out of breath for a few moments. I don't know if my blood pressure is up. ”

"No matter, go to the hospital first. ”

"Don't go, go to some hospital. ”

"The heart is big or small, I don't know about you, it's not really a problem, you won't say it. Hurry up, get dressed, and get to the hospital. ”

Pei Li looked serious, she was a nurse, there was no problem if there was a problem, she had points in her heart.

Yuan Lu sat on the floor, did not turn on the light, in the dead of night, she heard the sound of her parents going out clearly.

But she didn't have the strength to get up and ask.

Her forehead rested on her arm, her whole body seemed to be drained, and her brain was groggy. There was always a voice in her head, all like this, what is the point of living in this world?

What's the point of being alive?

There was a shock in his hand, and Yuan Lu took it out and took a look.

It was sent by Xie Keman, and she was working overtime to do public relations.

She sent a manuscript over, which was a statement, basically refuting the whistleblower.

After Yuan Lu glanced at it, he sent a voice, [Sister Keman, you bother, I will write this manuscript myself. 】

Xie Keman called directly.

Yuan Lu got up, had already turned on the computer, pulled out a chair and sat down.

The blue light of the computer screen shone on her face like a ghost.

She clicked on the speakerphone, and Xie Keman's voice was with a hint of concern, and said, "Where are you now?" Don't look at the comments on the Internet, some of them deliberately hacked you to the sunspots invited by the family, and you don't have to take those words to heart. ”

"Thank you, Sister Keman, I didn't watch it, and I won't watch it. But I'll make it clear what needs to be said. ”

Her tone sounded a little too calm.

Xie Keman asked again, "Where are you now?" or I'll come to you and we'll talk about it." ”

"No need, I'm in Yuecheng now, and I've already returned to my hometown. ”

Xie Keman had already received the notice from the upper department, knowing her decision, and sighed: "Okay, what's the problem, you call me." ”

Hanging up the phone, Yuan Lu clicked on WPS.

At this moment, her mind is extraordinarily clear, and she can be regarded as a bystander in the past. She took her mobile phone, clicked on WeChat, and looked at the WeChat that Yu Mingxue sent to herself.

She asked: "Can you help me prove it? And the few people who bet with Jiang Ren, you also tell me their names, it's troublesome.] 】

It's rare, Yu Mingxue hasn't slept yet, and after a while, he came back and listed the names of the people who made the bet one by one.

Yuan Lu opened the drawer again and took out his former diary.

She specially selected a few special days and took pictures.

Then, she got to work.

......

After Jiang Ren saw the online video and the revelations, he immediately found the good deed person who took the video.

It's none other than Zhang Lianghui in their department.

That night, he went directly to the door and beat people up, and the matter went directly to the school leaders.

He beat him very hard, Zhang Lianghui was beaten until he fell unconscious, his head was covered with blood, and the ambulance patrol car entered the school that night.

Zhang Lianghui was taken to the hospital, while Jiang Ren was taken to the Patrol Bureau and his parents were notified.

Ren Kai informed Yan Yan.

When he saw people in the Patrol Bureau, Jiang Ren also hung up his colors, the corners of his mouth and eyes were still oozing blood, and his arms and clothes were also stained with blood.

I don't know whose it is.

Ren Kai gave her a brief explanation of the situation, and Ren Kai said that after he finished reading it, he was like a lion who went crazy, and no one could stop him.

Without saying a word, after rushing in, he picked up a chair and beat people, and the beating was particularly hard and terrifying.

Ren Kai felt scared when he thought about it, and he said, "I suspect that he wants to beat people to death." ”

"It stands to reason that it doesn't mean it, right? That video didn't just come out, it was there two days ago, but it was only posted a few times in our student group, he watched it at the time, and he didn't react much, and he didn't even explain it to Jing Fei, just asked people to delete it. Now that it's on the Internet, he's so angry that he wants to kill someone. Say, who the hell does he care about?"

Yan Yan didn't answer, just glanced at him, and it happened that Jing Fei was also here. Ren Kai shut up in time.

The situation on Zhang Lianghui's side was uncertain, and Jiang Ren's side was detained first for deliberately hurting people.

Yan Yan called Wen Ji over and bailed out first.

Bringing people home, Yan Yan slapped him in the face violently, "What kind of neurosis are you having?"

Jiang Ren grimaced, glared at her coldly, and said, "I'm just a psychopath, don't mess with me." ”

"You study law, don't you know that if you do this, the circumstances are serious, you will go to jail? If you go to jail, what will my aunt do?"

"Hey, not necessarily, maybe I won't have to go to jail for a psychiatric evaluation. ”

"Don't talk nonsense!"

"Don't pretend, I'm not a normal person in your eyes. ”

Yan Yan wanted to say something, but Jiang Ren opened the door and threw her out. Ren Kai and Jing Fei hadn't left at the door yet, and when they saw the door open, Jing Fei wanted to go in, but before they could speak, the door was slammed slam again. Jiang Ren didn't even look at her.

She paused, Ren Kai glanced at her, took the initiative to find a step for her, and said, "Otherwise, let's go back first, he will be in a bad mood, and no one wants to see him." ”

Yan Yan said, "Yes, you guys go back to school first." I'm taking care of you here, so you don't have to worry about it. ”

Jing Fei is actually very faceless, if Jiang Ren is fighting for her, but he didn't say a word to her, as if he didn't take her to heart. This fight was strange and inexplicable.

She nodded slightly, "Okay, then let's go back to school first." ”

Then, she followed Ren Kai out of the apartment.

On the way, Ren Kai quietly observed Jing Fei's expression, and wanted to say a few words of relief, but he didn't know what to say, so he didn't say anything in the end.

Anyway, if you think about it carefully, Yuan Lu is still the worst in this matter.

The people in her Weibo comments said something ugly.

He couldn't even see the ugly ones, and he tore them up with people several times.

Originally, this matter was only fermented on a small scale at first, and then it was maliciously stirred up by the opponent.

It is a means of riot control.

Those black posts and negative comments on the Internet are not all those who have eaten the masses, and there are also that kind of professional black fans.

Yuan Lu has good qualifications in all aspects, and he just came out a little, and all the team companies are staring at her tightly, one by one to dig up her materials, it is best to dig out black materials, and if they can't dig out, they can also make up a loophole, which just gives them a loophole.

made up a bunch of black material, which first ruined the popularity of passers-by.

......

Jiang Ren's mobile phone rang three or four times, all of them were calls from Jiang Yihai, and he didn't answer any of them. In the end, I turned off the phone directly and threw the phone on the coffee table.

After sitting for a while, he turned it on again, stared at the mobile phone interface for a long time, and unconsciously clicked on Yuan Lu's number with his fingers and dialed it.

But the other party didn't answer.

He edited the text message, typed it, deleted it, and finally didn't send it.

He rubbed his aching cheeks, put the phone back on the coffee table, took the cigarette case, and pulled out one, who knew that the lighter was out of gas, so it couldn't be used. He threw it so hard that the lighter slammed into the TV screen, falling to the ground and falling apart.

He sat for a while, then got up and went out.

Pulling open the door, Yan Yan was still standing at the door, she was deliberately guarding, holding her arms with both hands, looking at him, "What are you going to do?"

"Fuck off. He said coldly.

Yan Yan: "Let me in, stay at home obediently." ”

Jiang Ren didn't bother to talk nonsense with her, and dragged her away, Yan Yan reacted very quickly, and immediately grabbed his hand, "Where are you going? What are you going to do at this point in time?

Jiang Ren paused, in fact, he didn't know what he was going to do when he went out now, but he just wanted to go out, he couldn't sit still.

Very upset, he needs to find something to distract him.

Otherwise, he didn't know what else he could do.

Yan Yan said: "I have wine at home. ”

"I don't drink. ”

Yan Yan didn't care about thirty-seven twenty-one, and hugged him from behind, "Jiang Ren, you really can't have an accident! Think about your mother! She needs you to take care of her!"

Jiang Ren tore her hand away, but still entered the elevator, and didn't let her follow.

......

Six o'clock in the morning.

Yuan Lu's Weibo posted a long Weibo.

Her title is, "Love That Kills Me."

After sending it, Yuan Lu turned off the computer, her eyes were very sour, and the light from the window was very dazzling. She got up and closed the curtains.

Mom and Dad didn't come back overnight, and Pei Li reported her safety.

Yuan Zheng had some cardiovascular problems and needed to stay in the hospital, so Pei Li was there to accompany him.

Yuan Lu took the trash can, sat on the edge of the bed, and while reading the diary, he tore it off, shredded it and threw it into the trash.

In the diary, her feelings for Jiang Ren are recorded, and all kinds of things between them are recorded, bit by bit, literary and pretentious. Probably everyone has been like this sometimes, but now that she looks back, she feels that she is a fool, a huge joke.

She looked at every heartbeat she recorded, as if she had swallowed a mouthful of glass slag, and it hurt.

In the end, she couldn't bear to look at it anymore, so she directly tore it all up and threw it into the trash.

She lay on the bed, her eyes open, her mind like a movie, all of it, kept playing backwards, and finally stopped on the first day of high school, and she saw him standing in front of her seat, putting down the chocolate.

Everything came to an abrupt halt, and she closed her eyes.

......

Yuan Lu's long Weibo is very long, she has to post it several times, and the number of words can be worth a short story.

Before she sent it, she didn't show Xie Keman in advance.

She originally wanted to summarize it briefly, but she felt that it shouldn't be so simple, so she wrote it down carefully.

She wrote about how she and Jiang Ren were together in high school and how good Jiang Ren was to her.

also carefully wrote about the first time they went to bed, and when they went to bed, Jiang Ren said to her, and all the words were restored word for word.

From secret love, to sweet love, to cold breakup.

She writes about her state of mind very clearly, as if she is writing a first-person article.

The first half is very sweet, and sweet people unconsciously want to raise the corners of their mouths, and even very excited.

There are some small details in it, which are very movingly written.

In the second half, it took a sharp turn.

She carefully wrote about how she sent a cannon thousands of miles to get back together with him, the days after the reunion, how cold he was, how active she was, and she wrote everything very carefully.

No reservations, so to speak.

She even wrote clearly that she was almost raped, and pointed out that Jiang Ren was the mastermind behind the scenes, just to force her to keep his privacy. However, in her article, Jiang Ren's secret was not exposed.

In the end, she broke the beauty of the first half with her own hands, telling everyone that she was actually a joke, a fool who was quiet in her own beauty.

At the beginning, his pursuit of her was just a bet with others, just to get her first time.

Therefore, the inexplicable breakup is not inexplicable.

In order to convince everyone of everything, she attached her own diary, as well as a screenshot of the WeChat chat with Yu Mingxue.

There's also a tattoo on her chest, and a photo of her destroying the tattoo with her own hands.

She also said in the end that she would never enter the entertainment industry, reassuring those who want to destroy her.

She set it up not to comment on, and then quietly finished it without telling anyone.

After the article was sent, it began to spread about two hours later.

After Xie Keman finished reading it, she called Yuan Lu first, but her mobile phone was turned off and no one could be contacted.

The assistant asked, "Do you need to buy hot searches?"

Xie Keman was a little hesitant, however, there was no need for them to buy hot searches.

Real passers-by began to speak for her, and the topic of "Love That Caused Me to Die" was spontaneously raised by netizens.

Such a sincere article is very moving, anyone who reads it will be moved.

She writes so delicately, so delicate that it pulls people into her emotions, how sweet it is in the front, how painful it is in the back.

How much courage it takes for her to tell the public everything she has in such an unreserved narrative, whether it is good or bad.

Women know women's hearts best.

After reading Mao Shiqin, she was silent for a long time, her eyes staring at Jing Fei changed, she directly deleted her Weibo and took the initiative to apologize.

She directly questioned Jing Fei, "Why don't you make it clear?"

Jing Fei's face was ugly, and she said, "She, there are some things written in her that I don't know." ”

"I really don't know or I don't know?"

She pursed her lower lip, not wanting to ruin Jiang Ren's reputation, "Her words may not be true." ”

"The evidence has been posted, what's not true? You don't have to cover up Jiang Ren like this, you said that she was stalking and bullying you, why do I think it looks like you two are bullying her?"

"Don't talk nonsense!" Jing Fei stood up suddenly, "She has a company behind her, it must be a means of whitewashing, Jiang Ren and I are students, of course we can't fight her." ”

"Forget it, didn't you read what she wrote? She finally said that she wouldn't enter the entertainment industry. ”

Xiao Min won't help Jing Fei speak anymore, "Shiqin is right, Jing Fei, you don't make it clear, aren't you cheating us? We were so upset with you before, and it went to the Internet, but now it's good, all the scolding has come to Shiqin, you don't have any." ”

Jing Fei: "I didn't let you do this, didn't I advise you not to make trouble?"

She slapped the table hard, changed her usual gentleness, and said sharply: "You guys are gossiping about your own good things, you have to make trouble, don't put this responsibility on me." ”

With that, she left the dormitory.

Along the way, many students saw her and pointed at her.

She directly skipped class, left the school, and ran to find Jiang Ren.

However, after Yuan Lu's article fermented, the part that exposed the sexual assault was noticed by the police, and when he returned to the apartment in the morning, he met the patrol at the door and was invited to tea again.