Chapter 1: Born Ordinary [1]
As night fell, he finally finished the work at hand and packed up his things, and Shi Nian dragged his somewhat tired body out of the office. Looking around, it is no surprise that today is the last time I get off work.
Walking out of the office building, standing on the street shrouded in night, looking at the brilliant lights of thousands of homes, but I couldn't find one of my own. Xu has been lonely for a long time, and the occasional waves in his heart will soon disappear into invisibility, hooked the corners of his mouth, and raised his feet and walked towards the bus stop.
Soon her shuttle bus came over, and there were some office workers who had just finished working overtime, so the bus was still very lively.
With a sweep of her eyes, Shi Nian walked straight to the back row of the car and sat down, this is her favorite position, facing the crowd of vehicles, you can have a good view to enjoy the car.
At this moment, a couple sitting in front of them, the two of them sometimes lowered their heads and smiled, sometimes whispered to each other, looking at their fingers interlocked, the corners of Shi Nian's mouth rose slightly, and the whole person looked much softer.
It's a pity that these beautiful things belong to others, she didn't have this blessing to meet, she only met 。。。。。。 I don't know what I thought, the corners of my mouth straightened, and I didn't look at the two people in front of me.
When I returned home, I took out the key and opened the door, the room was dark, and I felt the switch familiarly, and there was a "click" sound, which instantly dispelled the darkness. Putting down his backpack, he spread out on the old-fashioned wooden sofa in the living room, and was stunned for a while before rubbing his shoulders and getting up and walking to the kitchen.
I simply made a bowl of noodles for myself, tasted it, and it tasted good. Her cooking skills were all learned from her grandmother before, and I don't know if she is doing well in another world, I really miss her!
Shi Nian has only had her grandmother by her side since she can remember, and when she was a child, she saw that her playmates had their parents take them to play, eat delicious food, and she was also envious and noisy, but only her grandmother was full of distressed and helpless eyes.
Later, she never mentioned it again, because she once came home from school and accidentally learned from a neighborhood chat that she was an abandoned baby picked up by her grandmother, and even she didn't know who her parents were.
When she heard the news, Shi Nian spent a long time in a panic, and she didn't dare to ask her grandmother, for fear that she wouldn't want to be by herself after she found out.
Tomorrow is Grandma's Day again, think about how fast time flies! Before I know it, 15 years have passed since Grandma's death. After so many years, she has changed from panic at the beginning to the current Buddhist calm, although life has not given her too much favor, but she still wants to live until the day of her old age.
Looking at the other people around me, they are busy with their goals and planning for the rest of their lives. It seems that she is the only one, who lives like an elderly person at a young age, and her life is like a pool of stagnant water, no matter how much she struggles, she can't make many waves.
Life is long and short, others are busy working, but she is busy waiting for death.
I once dreamed of a better future, but when did it start to change? I can't remember it a little, after my grandmother died, or after I joined the company and met that person? Maybe it's both! You have to add the last straw to crush the camel to death, don't you?
Thinking of today's visit to grandma in order to ask for leave, that person's face and request, Shi Nian's stomach was tumbling again. Even after all these years, she still can't get used to it. A scum who already has a home and has to keep gnawing on the grass by the nest in the office, even if it is another hundred years, she will not have the slightest interest.
But this person is like kraft candy, no matter how cold Shi Nian is or how he dodges, he can always stick to his side. While saying what he thought was a romantic love story, he secretly suppressed and made it difficult for her, not allowing her to have any possibility of promotion to get rid of him, in that person's eyes, Shi Nian was already her possession, how could she let her go.