Chapter 109: It's Not Worth It

Mu Qingyi didn't give Ruan Xin time to think, took her hand and walked in the direction of the backyard.

Ruan Xin was wearing flat shoes, but she was not trotting to keep up with Mu Qingyi, who was walking in high heels but flying like a fly.

At the corner of the back corridor, Ruan Xin's footsteps suddenly stopped.

"I, I'm still not going. ”

Mu Qingyi was stunned for a moment, took her hand but didn't put it down: "Why? It's coming soon, you didn't come to him today, did you?"

Ruan Xin wanted to pull her hand out, but she only shook her head and refused to answer Mu Qingyi's question: "I don't want to go, you let me go." ”

Mu Qingyi pursed her lips, but she didn't let go of her hand, but pulled her to continue walking.

"Running away doesn't work, being brave can solve the problem. ”

It wasn't until he walked through the corridor and saw Qi Ziqian's figure in the pavilion that Mu Qingyi suddenly understood why Ruan Xin was bent on leaving.

Beside Qi Ziqian, there was also a woman standing.

Feng Yitong, the two of them were talking about this at this time, but just such an ordinary thing, the two of them can always attract the attention of others.

She thought that Ruan Xin had just seen the two of them at a certain angle, and she wanted to leave.

But at this time, Qi Ziqian's eyes had already looked at them, and there was no point in wanting to leave at this moment.

Ruan Xin had seen the picture of the two of them together before, and thought that she could accept it with peace of mind, but she didn't expect that when she saw it again, she still felt a little heartache and couldn't breathe.

"Miss Ruan," it was Feng Yitong who took the lead in breaking the embarrassing atmosphere of the four of them looking at each other.

"I just told Mr. Qi about you, and I'm about to go over. ”

Feng Yitong smiled and talked to Ruan Xin, but Ruan Xin's eyes were stuck to Qi Ziqian's body, unable to leave for half a minute.

"Miss Feng, you're about to cut the birthday cake, and someone is looking for you just now, why don't we go back together." Mu Qingyi saw Ruan Xin's appearance, and pulled Feng Yitong and wanted to leave.

Of course, Feng Yitong understood what she meant, nodded and was about to leave, but suddenly heard Qi Ziqian's cold voice sound.

"I'll go with you. ”

Feng Yitong's pace paused, and he hesitated a little: "But ......"

"It's almost time, let's go. Qi Ziqian interrupted her words, put his arm around her shoulders and walked away directly.

When the two passed by Ruan Xin, they didn't have the slightest side look, as if they were just strangers standing there.

Ruan Xin almost subconsciously reached out and grabbed the hem of his clothes.

"Qi Ziqian. ”

There was indescribable complexity, urgency, fear, and deep sadness in her voice.

But Qi Ziqian, as soon as possible, pulled his clothes out of her hands.

Feng Yitong pursed her lips, and there was an unbearable look in her eyes, "Mr. Qi, Miss Ruan should have something to say......

"It doesn't matter. ”

Those words without any emotion broke Ruan Xin's pretended strength in an instant.

"Why, I've already told you everything, why don't you believe me?"

This time, Qi Ziqian finally turned his face sideways to look at her, but the cold ice in his eyes was more piercing than the cold wind around him.

"Because, you, it's not worth it. ”

Ruan Xin froze in place, and it wasn't until Qi Ziqian and Feng Yitong left that she finally moved.

She slowly grabbed her arm, then crouched in place.

In the gazebo under the moonlight, a small figure was lonely and shrunk on the ground.

Mu Qingyi only felt that his nose was also sour, and couldn't help but squat next to her and hugged her.

At that moment, Ruan Xin suddenly let out a cry of pain.

It turned out that she had been struggling with why he didn't believe her, just because she didn't deserve it.

He could have investigated it privately like Feng Xingwei did, this was just a trivial matter worth mentioning to him, but because she was not worth it, he chose to believe the others.

It turns out that all this is just not worth it......

......

In the end, it was Mu Qingyi who left with Ruan Xin.

She almost cried and couldn't walk, but Mu Qingyi dragged her into the car.

After struggling for a long time, Mu Qingyi still took her back to his house, and then cooked her a bowl of noodles to eat.

Ruan Xin lowered her eyes, and her chopsticks picked up the bowl of clear soup noodles for a while, but she didn't eat it.

"Let me tell you a story. ”

Unexpectedly, Ruan Xin broke the silence first.

Mu Qingyi nodded, and then, she heard a story.

The heroes and heroines of the story are Ruan Xin and Qi Ziqian, but Ruan Xin changed the title, and some things in the story also changed their words.

"So, am I really, not worthy of his trust?"

Ruan Xin's voice was very small, and when she said this, Mu Qingyi used full energy to hear it clearly.

Mu Qingyi was also an old fritter who had been in the workplace for many years, but today, in front of Ruan Xin, she suddenly didn't know how to speak.

She pondered carefully for a while, and then slowly spoke: "Actually, I don't think it's worth it. If I were Qi Ziqian, I should have chased you away when I saw you for the first time later, and never saw you again. The person I once loved the most has become the person who hurts me the most, and I think not everyone has the courage to face it again. ”

"Also, you said that he was unwilling to investigate the truth of this matter and did not want to believe you. I think this is the most normal situation. It's been five years, and the facts he has identified in the past five years, and it took him five years to finally get out of the sadness, and all of a sudden, it suddenly changed. If what you say is true, that's the best-case scenario, but if what you say isn't the truth, he goes to investigate with joy, and what if he gets another disappointment?

This is the first time Ruan Xin has heard such words.

The first time someone told her that he didn't believe her, it was because he was afraid to endure the pain of disappointment again. For the first time, he also has seven emotions and six desires, and he will also be afraid or even escape the harm that may occur.

He was always angry in front of her, could it be a way for him to protect himself?

"Ruan Xin, you always close yourself in your own pain, but Qi Ziqian may also have your own pain in your heart, you don't want to open your hearts, but you want the other party to see through what you are thinking at a glance. Ruan Xin, Qi Ziqian, he is just a mortal. ”

Qi Ziqian, he is just a mortal.

Yes, since the reunion, she has hidden too many things in her heart and hidden too many things from him. Even she herself didn't open her heart, how could she expect him to believe in herself everywhere.

She suddenly began to understand Qi Ziqian a little.