Chapter 144: Despair

I can't give her any hope at this time. He made it clear that the greater the hope, the greater the disappointment. When she learns the truth, she may be even more unacceptable.

He came over in a hurry last night, and his clothes were crumpled. There is no such thing as a clean and meticulous look. Whether it is Yu Manzhu's surgery last time or this time, he is completely the backbone. If it weren't for him, she would probably only be more flustered and dazed. Mothers couldn't have had better resources.

Although there are many seas, she is inexplicably relieved to have him. You don't even have to be distracted by anything else.

Song Yu closed his eyes and said in a low voice, "Thank you." ”

She didn't even know what to say at the moment other than thank you.

Tang Xu was silent and didn't speak, and after a while, he saw Xiao Yun coming over with breakfast, and then he said, "Eat something, your body can't stand it if you don't eat." ”

He knew very well that she probably wouldn't be able to eat anything at this time.

Song Yu naturally knew that he couldn't fall, so he nodded. When Xiao Yun handed over the breakfast, he took it. Despite not having any appetite, she still ate all the bowls of porridge in one bite.

After eating the porridge, she continued to look at Yu Manzhu in the intensive care unit. Probably with a hunch, she was even more panicked than last time, and the fingers on her knees even trembled uncontrollably.

The time to wait for the results of the consultation was difficult, she asked Xiao Yun many times in a row, and the answer she got was that she was still in the consultation, and she didn't know the result for the time being.

As time went on, Song Yu began to become agitated. She couldn't restrain herself at all, her fingers were clenched tightly, and her nails were so deep in the flesh that she didn't seem to feel pain.

Tang Xu didn't know whether to deal with the company's affairs or what to do, and he hadn't seen anyone since breakfast. Song wanted to call him, but tried to take out his mobile phone several times but restrained himself.

In the second half of the year, her anxiety gradually subsided, and she became lifeless.

In the afternoon, Tang Xu came over, she looked stupid, obviously she wanted to call him a long time ago, but she didn't have any reaction when she saw him this time. It wasn't until Tang Xu sat down next to her that she looked sideways at him and asked, "The results of the consultation are not good, are they?"

Her tone was very calm, and the expression on her face was equally calm. Her calmness was unusual.

Tang Xu was silent, and after a while, he spoke: "The cancer cells have spread to the whole body...... The transplant also did not help, and the results of the consultation ...... It's to make it easier for my mother-in-law in this last time. ”

Every word he uttered was laborious.

He thought that Song Yu would cry or cry silently, but he didn't. She sat like a piece of wood. The expression on his face was glazed, and he couldn't tell what he was thinking.

After five or six minutes, she seemed to react suddenly, and said in a low voice, "Okay, thank you, I see." ”

As she spoke, she stood up and walked to the glass of the intensive care unit. It seems that this way you can get closer.

Tang Xu stood up and looked at her back. Although her face was calm, there was a heavy sadness in her back, which made people unbearable to look at.

Song Yu stood in front of the glass for a long time, then looked back at Tang Xu and asked, "Did the doctor say when he would wake up?"

She knew very well in her heart that when Yu Manzhu woke up, it might be the last time they would meet.

She didn't expect that she could be so calm, so calm that even she couldn't believe it.

There was no ripple in her dark eyes, and she was as calm as a puddle of water. Tang Xu looked away and said, "It's not clear for the time being." ”

Yu Manzhu's body organs are already failing, and it depends on her whether she can wake up.

Song Yu nodded, although she hadn't rested much all night, her mind was unusually clear at this moment. She looked up at Tang Xu and said, "Can you please call my uncle and ask him to come to the hospital?"

Yu Manzhu was most painful in her life, and she wanted to let her see him before she left. She may not answer Yu Zhiren's call, but Tang Xu's call is different. Yu Zhiren didn't dare not come.

Tang Xu nodded, took out his mobile phone and ordered someone to pick up Yu Zhiren's family.

Song Yu didn't ask Tang Xu to call again, took a deep breath, looked at Yu Manzhu lying in the intensive care unit again, and walked to the side to make a call.

She didn't call Song Zhiqin, but called Song Mian. Song Mian was surprised when he heard that Yu Manzhu was in the hospital, and said that he would come over soon.

Song Yu stood with his mobile phone for a while, then went back and sat down on the chair in a daze. Her heart was full of mixed feelings. Her daughter was incompetent, and in the end, she learned that her mother was terminally ill.

She didn't even know when Yu Manzhu found out. And during this time, without chemotherapy and without taking any measures, how did she survive the severe pain again and again without anyone noticing.

Song Yu's heart seemed to be grabbed tightly by a hand, and she couldn't even breathe. Tears were about to fall, but she was forced to hold back.

She just sat like a puppet. After a long time, he covered his face with his hands and buried his head between his knees.

Tang Xu watched from the side, he couldn't find any words to comfort, he wanted to touch the cigarette, his finger touched the cigarette case and saw the non-smoking sign on the side, but he still took his hand back. Quietly looked at Song Yu for a while, and then said: "If you want to cry, cry out." ”

Song Yu didn't speak, and quickly straightened up. He shook his head with a glazed gaze.

Tang Xu couldn't find anything to say, so he was silent for a moment and said, "I've already asked someone to pick them up, and it shouldn't be long before they come over." ”

Song Yu nodded and said thank you.

Yu Manzhu didn't know when she would wake up, and the two of them just stayed here. She looked at Tang Xu and said, "You go back and rest, there's nothing to do here, I'll be here alone." Thank you. ”

This thank you is pale.

Tang Xu didn't speak or leave, raised his wrist to look at the time, and said, "Close your eyes and rest for a while." ”

Her eyes were bloodshot and looked a little scary.

Where can Song Yu sleep and shook his head.

Tang Xu acted as if he hadn't seen it, and now he directly pressed her head on his shoulder. In a commanding tone, he said, "Sleep, and I'll call you when they come." ”

Song Yu's eyes were so swollen that he didn't struggle in the end, just leaned on his shoulder. He smoked a lot, and he smelled of tobacco. The smell of smoke was inexplicably reassuring at this moment, and Song Yu held back the tears that came out of his eyes vigorously, and leaned on his broad and thick shoulders so quietly.

She couldn't sleep, and there were many jumbled thoughts in her head. She was almost in a panic, and she didn't dare to think about anything.

The two of them sat quietly, and the hallway was very quiet.

Both physically and mentally have reached their limits, and Song Yu gradually fell asleep in this quiet. Tang Xu looked down at her quiet sleeping face, and gently flicked her head to her shoulder again so that she could sleep better.

Song Yu slept for less than ten minutes, and Tang Xu's mobile phone vibrated and she woke up suddenly.

Tang Xu wanted to press the phone directly, but when he saw her wake up, he picked up the phone.

The call was made by Xiao Yun, he fed it, and Xiao Yun on the other end of the phone said: "Mr. Tang, I have received Yu Zhiren." But his wife and daughter refused to go to the hospital. ”

Tang Xu glanced at the intensive care unit, and said after a while, "Bring him over first." ”

Xiao Yun answered yes and quickly hung up the phone.

Xiao Yun came back quickly, Yu Zhiren was snot and tears, crying all the way to his sister, and his voice resounded throughout the hospital.

He didn't know if it was true feelings or just acting, Song Yu was tired, he didn't step forward to comfort him, and let him wail.

Yu Zhiren wailed for a while, and the doctor came over to greet him and ask him to be quiet, then he wiped his tears and looked at Song Yu and asked, "Ah Yu, what's going on, why did your mother say that she was sick?"

In later years, Song Yu and Yu Manzhu's relationship was not as close as he was to her. He and Wei Wanzhen even lived in the mountains for a while.

Of course, she didn't expect him to know that she was sick. With his selfishness, wherever he can think of anyone else, he can only think of himself.

She didn't answer Yu Zhiren's words, and she couldn't answer, so she pinned her face to the side. If it weren't for her mother, she wouldn't want to see her uncle. I can't forgive my mother for being seriously ill, and she worries about him again and again and runs for him. And all he could repay her was a loud wail.

Thinking about my mother's life, most of my heart is for him.

Seeing that Song Yu turned his face to the side and ignored him, Yu Zhiren looked at Tang Xu again and asked, "Mr. Tang, what the hell is going on with my sister, how can you say that it can't be done?"

As he spoke, his voice choked up. It's real sadness.

How can he not be sad, this sister who took care of the aftermath for him is gone, and who else will clean up the mess he broke out in the future, regardless of the gains and losses? If it weren't for the doctor's permission, he would even want to cry out loud.

Tang Xu also didn't want to communicate with him, so he said to Xiao Yun on the side: "Take Mr. Yu to see the doctor." ”

Yu Zhiren asked Tang Xu, in fact, he had saved a little flattery. Seeing that Tang Xu didn't answer and didn't dare to say anything, he followed Xiao Yun to the doctor's office.

Song Mian's family also came quickly, coming over in less than an hour. Looking at Yu Manzhu, who was full of tubes in the intensive care unit, Zhao Ran almost subconsciously took a step back and muttered, "How can this be?

Apparently she was fine the last time she went up the mountain, except for the slight paleness of her face, she didn't look like a sick person at all. How did it come to the time of life and death in an instant?

Since receiving the call, Song Yu has not shed tears. The tears were uncontrollably squeezed out of his eyes.

has been with Yu Manzhu for so many years, although her personality has become eccentric in this year, but it is also emotional. Zhao Ran couldn't control himself, turned around and hugged Song Yu silently and burst into tears.

She was sad, and at the same time she pitied Song Yu even more. She has no father, and even her mother is gone. In a short period of time, the real family was ruined.

Her arms were warm, and Song Yu's tears finally fell uncontrollably. She knew she shouldn't cry, but she couldn't control the sadness that was spreading.

She looked at Yu Manzhu lying inside through the glass window through the hazy tears in her eyes, so desperate and so powerless.

She stopped her tears before Zhao Ran, closed her eyes and let her hug her and cry bitterly.

After a long time, Zhao Ran stopped, her tears were uncontrollable and about to fall, Song Zhiqin stepped forward and patted her shoulder gently.

No one spoke for a while, only Zhao Ran's low sobs.

Song Zhiqin's face was solemn, and he asked, "What did the doctor say?"

Song Yu didn't make it clear when he called just now, but he still had hope in his heart.

Song Yu's voice was so hoarse that she didn't want to admit it at all, and she couldn't say a word for a while.

However, Tang Xu was silent for a while, looked at Song Yu, and said the results of the consultation.

The result was undoubtedly sad, a deathly silence in the hallway. After a long time, Song Zhiqin muttered, "Is there no other way?"

It's all come to this point, where else can it be. If there is any other way, it is impossible to watch Yu Manzhu lie down like that.

Even if you don't want to admit it, you have to accept the reality.

After learning that Yu Manzhu didn't know when he would wake up, Song Zhiqin looked at Song Yu and Tang Xu, and said, "Ah Yu, you and Tang Xu go back to rest, and I will stay here with your cousin tonight." If your mom wakes up, I'll call you right away. ”

Yu Manzhu is asleep now, and she is only guarding here.

He knew that Song Yu would not go back, so he paused slightly, his voice softened, and he said: "Go back and wash up and change your clothes before coming over, your mother doesn't want to see you like this when she wakes up." ”

Song Yu was now depressed and haggard, and his face was frighteningly pale. It's unbearable to look at more.

Song Yu finally nodded, and answered in a dumb voice. She wanted to say thank you to her uncle and cousin, but she still didn't say it.

She rarely responded, Song Zhiqin was relieved, and immediately said to Tang Xu: "Take Ayu back." ”

Song Yu wouldn't be able to last long if he didn't rest like this, Tang Xu responded with a good hello, thanked Song Zhiqin as a son-in-law, and then prepared to leave.

They completely ignored Yu Zhiren, who came back from the doctor's office, and when he saw that Song Yu and Tang Xu were leaving, he hurriedly stepped forward and said, "Ah Yu, your uncle is staying here, and I will go with you." I'm going to call your aunt over, and we'll all take turns guarding it. ”

He still knows how to brush up his favorability.

Song Zhiqin hadn't paid attention to him all along, and his brows furrowed when he saw him at this moment. He wanted to say something, but knew that it was not appropriate to say anything more at this time, so he fell silent.

No one knows what Yu Zhiren is thinking, but at this time, no one can care about his careful thoughts. Tang Xu glanced at Xiao Yun and said, "Let the driver send my uncle back." ”

He didn't say much after saying this, greeted Song Zhiqin and Zhao Ran, and took Song Yu outside.

It's twilight outside, the roads are full of people, and the city is still bustling at night.

Song Yu leaned his head against the car window and looked out of the window so numbly and sluggishly.

Tang Xu wanted to find something to say, but he didn't know what to say at this time, so he drove silently.

Song Yu didn't say a word until he got home, and the first thing he did when he entered the house was to take a shower and change clothes.

Tang Xu paused at the entrance for a moment, changed his shoes and walked directly to the balcony, took out a cigarette and smoked it.

When Song Yu came out after taking a shower and changing his clothes, there were already steaming meals on the table, all of which were takeaways that Tang Xu had just ordered.

She doesn't have an appetite, but she can't stop eating everything when she orders everything. She sat down at the table in silence.

Tang Xu put a bowl of soup in front of her, and said, "I told my uncle that we will go over at ten o'clock, and you can take a nap after eating." ”

Song Yu's hand holding the chopsticks paused, but in the end he still responded well.

After eating, she went straight back to the bedroom, and then lay down on the bed with her clothes closed. She didn't turn on the lights, only the light of the street lamps that faintly came in through the window.

Although she was lying in bed, she couldn't sleep. I just kept my eyes open.

Tang Xu walked in a few minutes after she lay down, took a glass of water in his hand, and reached out to turn on the light.

The sudden light was dazzling, and Song Yu closed his eyes almost subconsciously.

Tang Xu walked straight to the head of the bed, handed half a pill to Song Yu, and said, "If you can't sleep, take half a pill, the effect of the medicine is not heavy, and you can wake up after sleeping for a while." ”

He originally thought that it would take a lot of speech for Song Yu to eat, but he didn't. Well-behaved as a puppet, she sat up from the bed, took the pill from his hand and swallowed it directly. He asked her to drink water again, and she took the cup and drank half a glass of water.

She didn't say anything after all this, and then lay back on the bed.

Tang Xu didn't stay in front of the bed for long, and soon turned off the lights and went out for New Year's greetings.

After taking the medicine, there was no reaction for the time being, and when he got to the back, Song Yu's eyelids gradually sank. She closed her eyes in obedience.

When Tang Xu entered the room to see her, she was already asleep, breathing shallowly. It's just that there is sadness between the eyebrows.

Tang Xu stood in front of the bed for a long time, and finally tucked the quilt for her, gently closed the door and walked out.

Like Song Yu, he had never rested, but he didn't feel sleepy at all, and when he arrived in the living room, he took out a cigarette and smoked again. It wasn't until he had smoked the cigarette butt of the ashtray and his throat was a little itchy that he stopped, closed his eyes tiredly and leaned back on the sofa.