Night 277 Do you think I look like?
Lonely nights, lonely hearts, souls with nowhere to put them! Can't sleep? Come and tell you a story, the story we are going to tell today is called "Do You Think I Look"!
Shuying is 12 years old this year, a sixth-grade elementary school student, when she was very young, her father fled from creditors because of business failure, so she went to other places, this time is eight years, and there is still no news of her father.
The mother pulls Shuying alone, and has to deal with those creditors who come to collect debts, how difficult it is these days, I am afraid that only their mother and daughter know in their hearts.
It is said that the children of poor families are in charge of the family early, and Shuying has been very obedient and sensible since she was a child, not only has good academic performance in school, but is a "top student" in the eyes of the teacher, and she is a good child at home.
Shuying's mother didn't read much, and when she married Shuying's father before, Shuying's father was still a small boss of a business, and the family was also worry-free, so Shuying's mother never went to work, but stayed at home to be a full-time wife.
But since Shuying's father disappeared, in order to make a living, Shuying's mother had to show up to do some simple and easy-to-use work, such as cleaning, going to the back kitchen of the restaurant to brush a dish and wash a dish or something, these jobs are very simple, and the relative salary is also very low, in order to make more money, so that Xiao Shuying can enjoy better material conditions, Shuying's mother has to get up early every day and work three or four part-time jobs.
Because her mother is so busy with work, and Shuying spends most of her time in school every day, the mother and daughter are often able to see each other only once for several days in a row.
Whenever the family gathers around the table in the dead of night to have a reunion dinner, Shuying eats silently with a bowl of instant noodles, and then holds the teddy bear who doesn't know how many times it has been sewn and sits on the sofa watching TV and waiting for her mother to come back, but her mother often comes back very late, Shuying really can't hold on and falls asleep on the sofa, and when she wakes up, she is lying in the bedroom, and her mother doesn't know where she went.
This day is the birthday of Shuying's classmate Li Xinrui, Xinrui's family conditions are much better than Shuying's, and she is happy on her birthday today, so she invited the whole class to her home to celebrate her birthday.
As Xinrui's best friend at school, Shuying is naturally one of the important guests that Xinrui wants to invite, and when she gets out of school, she didn't wait for Shuying to refuse, so she dragged her into the car home.
"I think I'd better call my mom first, because I've never been home from school, and if my mom comes back from work and sees that I'm not home, she'll be very anxious!" said to Xinrui in a very nervous mood, Shuying, who was sitting in the car.
Xinrui said with an indifferent face: "Just use my mobile phone to tell your mother no in a while, today is my birthday, don't spoil my fun, otherwise I will be very unhappy, you must know that you are my Li Xinrui's best friend, if you don't go, I won't do this party, I'll drive all the classmates home!"
"Don't be like that, wouldn't my sin be too big in that way, I can't go!" In the face of Xinrui's threat, Shuying could only obediently disarm and surrender, thinking to herself, her mother is very busy for a while, she shouldn't go back too early, as long as she goes home early to explain the situation to her, she shouldn't be angry and blame herself.
The party was very lively, everyone sang and danced, ate cakes and drank drinks, many of which Shuying had never eaten since she was a child, she was also infected by the lively atmosphere, with a long-lost smile on her face, but she was afraid that her mother would worry, so in the end she was reluctant to leave in the middle of the party.
Shu Ying politely refused to let Xinrui's driver drive her home, she felt that it would be too troublesome, and chose to take the bus home by herself.
When getting off the bus near the neighborhood where he lived, Shuying saw his mother standing at the door of the community from a distance, looking around at something, Shuying guessed that her mother must have seen that she didn't come home after work, and was about to go out to find herself, so she rushed to her mother and explained the situation to her.
Shuying's mother didn't blame Shuying, and the mother and daughter walked upstairs while chatting.
Shuying's home lives on the sixth floor, which is the top floor of this community, because the floor is relatively low, so there is no elevator installed, and if you walk from the first floor to the sixth floor, you will definitely be tired and out of breath.
Shuying and her mother told about today's party, chattering like a little sparrow, and her mother has always been in a state of listening, and soon their mother and daughter came to the fourth floor, just now they were talking and laughing, with an innocent smile of Shuying, after arriving on the fourth floor, couldn't help frowning, covered his chest with his hand, and showed a very painful expression.
Shuying told her mother that whenever she passed by here recently, she would feel a dull pain in her chest, but after reaching the fifth floor, this strange feeling miraculously disappeared.
Shuying's mother was very silent when she heard this, and silently took Shuying's hand and quickly walked to the door of the sixth floor, Shuying opened the door and walked in, but found that her mother was standing at the door and did not come in: "Mom, why don't you come in?"
At this time, Shuying's mother, who was standing outside the door, suddenly said to Shuying in a very low voice: "Shuying, do you see clearly that I am your mother?"
"Ah......h
Shuying walked into the community where he lived and went straight to the fourth floor, the feeling of chest tightness that occurs every day came again, but this time Shuying did not choose to go upstairs quickly, but endured the severe pain, opened the door on the fourth floor, and walked directly into it regardless of whether the owner of the room was willing or not.
On the floor of the living room of the house on the fourth floor, Shuying saw the body of her mother, who had been dead for a long time, and couldn't help but cry loudly.
Shuying's mother has been suffering from serious lung disease due to perennial fatigue, and has always relied on medication to control it, and living on the fourth floor of her house is an elderly couple, who was taken to the field by their children to recuperate due to physical discomfort, so she gave the key to the house to Shuying's mother, and paid her some money, entrusting her to clean up in that room every once in a while.
However, that day, Shuying's mother suddenly had a lung disease while cleaning, and she forgot to bring medicine when she touched her pocket, so she passed out in the living room, and she was not found for a long time and passed away in a coma, and Shuying felt chest tightness every time she arrived here, maybe her deceased mother was hinting at her.
What's even more bizarre is that it has been at least half a month or so to see the decomposition of the corpse, but just last night, when Shuying was waiting for her mother on the sofa, she fell asleep unconsciously, and when she woke up, she appeared in her bedroom again, and there was a hot breakfast ...... on the table!