The water was cold, so muddy that it seemed that the eyes had been blinded, and the droplets that could be seen had changed shape, as if there was mud and sand clogging the mouth and nose, and something was seeping into the body little by little, cold, very cold, as if it had suddenly been thrown into the ice water......

He wanted to ask for help, but his breath was cold, and the turbulent water that opened his mouth made him taste death in an instant.

What does death smell like?

It's a little astringent, mixed with coarse sediment, maybe some earthy smell, and the fishy smell of fish in the pond water, some strips are about fish feces, or whatever, that's another disgusting smell......

Nausea, disgusting, disgusting, disgusting makes people want to be nauseous, but can't the brain feel like it's going to explode, how can so much water not explode?

yes, why not blow it up?

Wouldn't it be dead if it blew up?

When you die, you don't have to endure such near-death horror and that disgusting feeling.

Die, he wants to die, he wants to end it all.

When the knife was in his hand, he didn't really know what he was going to do, what he wanted was a kind of relief, a late relief.

"Xie Yuan, what are you doing?!"

After being forcibly stopped, his mind seemed to start spinning, Xie Yuan, it's himself, ah, it's himself, Xie Yuan, he returned from the abyss, and he should thank him for this experience......

"Ha" seems to be a meaningless voice, and it seems to be a laugh, who is he? He is not Shen Mei, he is not the one who drowned, who is he? Who is he?

He's just a personality of Shen Mei, he doesn't know when he appears, and he doesn't know when he disappears, what can he do? He can't do anything.

The room was dark, the room was crowded, he could feel the presence of other people, he could see them, but it was as if there was an invisible membrane between them, he couldn't really reach them, it was like protecting every being.

Is it Shen Mei?

What is the outside world like?

He was curious, when he was not dominated by the fear of death, he also wanted to see the light outside, and every time that world came out of their mouths, it seemed to have a lot of colors, unlike what he could see, except for the darkness in front of him, only the dying muddy water, such a disgusting yellow, he didn't want to see it at all.

Why do you see that?

Why are you able to live without pain in this way?

How can a person like Shen Mei live without guilt?

Has he forgotten about it?

He must have forgotten.

How dare he forget!

Every time he thought about it, Xie Yuan felt that he couldn't bear to die, just die, how good would it be to just die? However, that membrane was also a kind of protection, so that he couldn't kill himself if he wanted to, so he could only be confined here in peace, listening to the laughter and excitement of another world tormenting him.

Day by day, year by year...... He gradually got used to the silence, because he knew that he couldn't do anything, he thought that such a day might not end until Shen Mei's death, and he looked forward to Shen Mei's death every day, but ...... The sudden arrival of the sound broke everything.

None of them knew, but only he knew, and he knew that Zhao Cangjie was not Shen Mei's sub-personality, he was an outsider.

What comes from outside can also come in, so can those who come from inside get out?

He had wanted to get out for a long time, he had wanted to get out of this prison-like situation, he had wanted to end the growing nausea and let everything end...... Early...... Early......

The light of that day seemed to have made a door out of thin air, and they didn't pay attention, but he saw it immediately, and the breath that leaked from those lights was greedily absorbed by him, and he blocked it, blocking all the light......

Xie Yuan didn't remember how he held the "doorknob", but when he found out, he had already left Shen Mei, no one noticed his departure, Uncle Shen died, and the person Shen Mei cared about had involved their energy, none of them cared about the lack of a person, this impossible situation did happen.

The happiness of freedom, Xie Yuan did not feel it, there will never be happiness in his heart, even if the person who sank into the abyss comes back, what he feels is the suffocation brought by the abyss, and the feeling that he will drown makes him feel the pain, the huge pain makes him unable to do it himself, and when he reacts, he has already grabbed the knife in his hand, and fiercely separates the blood vessels.

The scorching pain, the heat of the blood flowing on his body, overpowered the cold suffocation, so that he was finally able to take a breath, breathe deeply in the air of this world, and he smiled, even if it was still in pain, he was still able to laugh happily......

In his eyes, he saw two frightened faces, a man and a woman, they stood at the door of the room, looking at him, their faces were full of shock, and they didn't know how to react for a while, as if it was a mime, silent black and white.

Xie Yuan smiled at them, the knife turned, and he stabbed at his body again, this time, it was his neck, the knife that stabbed down so hard that his neck was crooked, looking at the man and woman, watching them scream and be frightened, the corners of his mouth were hooked, and he was still laughing, it was so good, finally someone could understand his feelings.

It's so exciting, it's so exciting!

After death, he naturally detached from his body, and Xie Yuan finally saw who this person who was possessed by himself was, and he was a little familiar, ah, Qin Lang.

Of course he has seen it, everything Shen Mei has seen, he knows it, he also knows the thoughts of those disgusting people in his life, what a dirty and despicable person, how can a person like Shen Mei still live?

He should have died, he should have died sooner, so that everything would be over and he would be free.

When I went back, the crack in the door was still there, and inside the door, Bai Baobao looked out curiously, and saw him and asked, "Why did you come back from outside?"

"Why, I'll tell you why. Xie Yuan said and stretched out his hand and grabbed Bai Baobao's neck, his body was as weak as his age, and soon his hand stopped breathing, he watched the "corpse" turn into white smoke after a while, and took a deep breath, as if he could smell the sweetness of death.

It's so good, it's so good, it seems to have a lot of strength.

Xie Yuan returned to his membranes and found that those membranes seemed to have become thinner, and he could perceive them without temptation, and if he used his own force, he could destroy some of them, creating a channel for himself to enter and exit freely.

However, there is no hurry, why would he help Shen Mei drive away these pesky tenants?

What he has to do is to strengthen himself and then kill Shen Mei.

Yes, kill Shen Mei, he has wanted to kill Shen Mei for a long time.

The second to die was Xu Zheng, Xie Yuan had a bit of a deliberate choice this time, of course he knew Shen Mei's dirty thoughts, he liked Cheng Ying, naturally he couldn't see those who were right with Cheng Ying, he wanted them all to die, but he didn't dare to do it himself, he was just a coward, he always hoped that the pie would fall in front of him, only he could eat it.

So, shall I help you?

Xie Yuan smiled softly, anyway, it's not the first time I've helped you, this time I'll help you, help you in the end, and I'll send Cheng Ying to accompany you, Shen Mei, it's okay for you to die, with your dark thoughts, okay?

Xu Zheng died without any difficulty, once he was born and twice cooked, Xie Yuan was already familiar with it, and even when he came back, he wanted to make a move on Mo Sangsan, but he was blocked by Qiu Changfeng.

Qiu Changfeng, do you think you are really a hero? You are just Shen Mei's despicable hope, he thinks that someone will stand in front of him, block all damage, but how can this be? If you really want to be that protector, then you should die first.

The battle of personality never involves real force, Xie Yuan doesn't know what kind of power he has, but it is enough for him to use it, so Qiu Changfeng died, there was no suspense, and his corpse turned into sweet smoke after a while, in exchange for Xie Yuan's happy smile.

Without the protection of the autumn long wind, Mo Sang, the representative of Shen Mei's weakness, naturally has no ability to survive.

Then there is the old man Long, he represents Shen Mei's yearning for the wider world, and it is also a kind of guidance on behalf of the elders, unfortunately, Shen Mei's life after returning to his parents is not better, and suddenly there is a child to take care of Shen Father and Shen Mother Many places are not too in place, and the appearance of Old Man Long fills this vacancy.

Behold, how selfish he is, that when he wants to need it, there must be such people, but why? why should he be the one who bears it all when he doesn't want it? he doesn't want that, he wants something better, but ...... Sure enough, Shen Mei should still die, only when he dies can he be freed.

Next is Zige, Xie Yuan has always thought that Qige is the most useless one, Shen Mei dared to do what he didn't dare to do, but his hope for Qige was the same as his name, and he naturally had to follow that Tianzi grid, so Qige was very mediocre in all aspects, he wanted to resist but had no courage, and he wanted to work hard but had no ability...... Xie Yuan looked down on him, of course, he looked down on other personalities even more, and what he despised the most was Shen Mei who produced these useless personalities.

And he himself had wondered why he would have been allowed to appear, and if he had not appeared, they would not have faced this feeling of being enveloped in fear, and naturally they would not have known what death would be, but if he appeared, he would have brought them death.

After killing Shen Mei, Xie Yuan opened the door and saw Zhao Cangjie outside the door, the unfamiliar face was clearly never seen, but without anyone to introduce him, he knew that it could only be this person, and it could only be this person, those lights were behind him, surrounding him, lining him like an immortal.

It was the light he brought that gave him hope and made him finally finish killing Shen Mei, and he smiled at Zhao Cangjie and said "thank you".

The knife that was still dripping blood in his hand turned and quickly slashed through his neck, he didn't know how many such things he had done, this time, it was finally his turn, this time, he was finally completely relieved...... 166 Reading Network