"What do I want to say? Hehe, hehe! You're looking for me everywhere, and now you're asking me what I want to say?" Yao Qiyun's laughter looked a little nervous.

Be strong. Calm down. She's a patient, you have to understand that. Steady her. Chen Quan lowered the voice of the speaker and smiled: "I do want to find you, because I have something I want to communicate with you." I'm sure you called, certainly not just wanting me to guess who you are. Rather, you also want to talk to me, maybe it's to talk to you, maybe you want to exchange views on certain issues? I don't know. But I want you to know that I'd love to talk to you. ”

"Huh. Yao Qiyun continued to sneer.

"Did you call me from a pay phone?" I heard it was noisy," Chen Quan said, "Can you tell me the mobile phone number you are using now, and I will call you." ”

"Haha!" Yao Qiyun laughed a little maniacally, "You want to tell the police my number?"

"First of all, it's not hard to find your phone number. Second, you know the ethics of the counselor. Since you met me, have I ever done anything that is not in line with the ethics of a counselor?" Chen Quan said calmly.

Yao Qiyun snorted: "You have always been hypocritical. ”

"Can you tell me, what do I do that makes you feel hypocritical?" Chen Quan was unmoved, his voice as calm as ever.

"Your breath is hypocritical. ”

"I ......"

Chen Quan was interrupted by Yao Qiyun as soon as he spoke: "You are very hypocritical now. You obviously want to talk to me about Lin Ke, don't pretend to say, you are willing to talk to me. Bah. ”

"Although I had a guess before, I didn't confirm until recently that the Lingquan Studio was opened by you," Chen Quan's face changed slightly, "I have a lot of topics I want to communicate with you, yes, about Lin Ke, about your studio." I don't deny that. I just think it's not time to talk about that yet. ”

"Isn't the time ripe? I think it's quite mature, hehehehe," Yao Qiyun's laughter was low and a little hoarse, "Do you like the gift I gave you?"

"What gifts? I haven't received any gifts from you lately. ”

"Pretend! I like you to pretend to be calm and innocent!haha!" Yao Qiyun laughed wantonly, "He is my gift to you." How about this gift? Unfortunately, he was so lucky. The amount of medicine he took was supposed to be lethal. I don't know why he didn't die. But with such a large dose, he should have some sequelae. ”

Chen Quan felt a twitch in his heart. "So, are you admitting that you intentionally led Lin Ke to commit suicide?"

"Not entirely right...... But let's just say so. ”

Chen Quan's voice became resolute: "Since you have admitted that you have the intention and behavior of harming others, then, according to the code of ethics of psychological counselors, I must report this matter to the police." ”

Yao Qiyun laughed: "What are you pretending? I'm no longer your patient, so you don't need to think about any bullshit counselor ethics at all, just go to the police." ”

After a moment of silence, Chen Quan said: "In my opinion, our consulting relationship is not over. ”

Yao Qiyun said mockingly: "Don't you want to admit your failure? Admit it, you have lost a mess, and your consultation has made me worse and worse." ”

"If you're trying to shake me, I'm sorry, but I've always been aware that counseling is not 100% positive. "But...... Am I really not wavering? Chen Quan felt that it was difficult for her to grasp her heart at this moment.

Unless there is ample time for introspection.

But now, she doesn't have time.

There wasn't much time left for her to react and think.

She didn't know when Yao Qiyun would hang up.

You have to hurry up and get some useful information.

"Since you know that it is impossible to guarantee 100% positive results, why did you act so determined when you consulted me, as if you would definitely be able to help me?" Yao Qiyun's emotions seemed to calm down a little, although he was questioning, but his tone was not strong.

"Because, I have to give you faith. Give yourself confidence too. But I told you at the beginning of the consultation that there are limits to the effectiveness of the consultation. ”

"Yes, you said it, and now I know it. ”

After a pause, Yao Qiyun repeated the previous question, "Do you like the gift I gave you?"

She must want my answer to this question? Chen Quan wondered, what was her motive?

"No, I don't like it. Lin Ke was my patient, and his suicidal behavior made me sad. ”

"Yes, hehe," Yao Qiyun smiled nervously, "It's a pity that I've always wanted to please you." Did you know that I've been currying favor with you?"

Chen Quan didn't speak, and Yao Qiyun said to himself, "In the past, every day, every day, all I thought about in my mind was how to please that dead ghost and let him stop beating me like that. But then, after I came to you for counseling, I thought about how to please you every day. Changing ways to please you and saying things that might make you happy. ”

Chen Quan said in a low voice: "I'm sorry, I didn't realize it at the time. ”

Yao Qiyun's tone seemed to hide madness in the calm, "You are the best counselor, how can you not notice it? You must have noticed it, and I hope I will continue to do this." In fact, I only found out when I became a practitioner myself. You probably didn't realize it at the time. Some of the reactions are not fake. But how can you not be aware? You shouldn't be unaware. ”

"I'm sorry. Chen Quan could only say.

"I'm sorry, what's the use! You're a counselor who doesn't even notice my empathy, are you worthy? Are you worthy to be a counselor!"

"Every counselor has made mistakes and I can't guarantee that all of my judgments are correct. Yes, I was at fault, but I know that these mistakes are part of my career and I can't completely avoid them......"

"Bullshit!" Yao Qiyun interrupted her rudely.

Yao Qiyun gasped and was very emotional, "A consultant like you shouldn't make such a mistake!"

"But there has been an appearance. I know that this has caused you harm, and I hope to help you recover from these injuries," Chen Quan said calmly, "Please tell me, why did you do that to Lin Ke? I don't think you would take the initiative to hurt others." You have always been kind and patient, and you have many good qualities. Tell me, did someone instruct you to hurt Lin Ke?"

"Hehe, hehe!" Yao Qiyun smiled softly, "Guess what?"

"This kind of thing should not be judged by speculation, and I would prefer to hear your confession. ”

Yao Qiyun sneered: "I confessed to you, but you don't accept it." ”

Chen Quan was speechless for a while, and even a little embarrassed.

After thinking about it, she felt that it was better to respond. [I'm not against homosexuality, but my own sexual orientation is very ordinary], so it's enough to respond. "I ......"

But she was interrupted as soon as she spoke.

"Forget it, I'm not interested in telling you about these old things," Yao Qiyun said, "just joking." That's it, I don't want to say anything more, just make a phone call and ask if you're okay, it's a pity, it seems that you're doing well, I really hope you can be a little more painful, at least close to my original pain, so painful that I want to die. ”

Chen Quan looked down at the ugly scars on his wrists.

"I've killed myself, too, but ......"

"Enough, you're going to have another 'self-exposure'? Yao Qiyun's tone was not good.

Chen Quan's voice was still calm, although she knew very well that her heart had begun to mess up, "I have also committed suicide, so I have always hoped to help people in despair." I was so arrogant at the time, I really thought I could help a lot of people. But I underestimated the power of despair. ”

Yao Qiyun's breathing became heavy, but she didn't interrupt and listened quietly.

"Xiao Yao, on you, I failed. In Lin Ke, I also failed for a while. But he's not dead, and now he's survived, though not to me. You know, you and him, you taught me to learn to be more humble. ”

"Xiao Yao, it's not terrible to do something wrong, who hasn't done it wrong? But you have to face up to your mistakes and turn around in time. I know that you have a soft and kind side in your heart, and don't do anything that goes against your heart. ”

"Haha, hahahaha!" Yao Qiyun burst out into a burst of crazy laughter, laughed for a long time, and then lowered his voice and said in an evil tone, "Do you know what my heart is? It's so much fun to kill!"

"Do you think you can pull back the people who want to die in just a few words? No, let me tell you, I can make the people who want to live choose to die in a few words. ”

"That's what I just wanted to tell you. ”

"The power of death far exceeds the power of life!"

"By the way, the scar on your wrist, does it still hurt?"

After speaking, without waiting for Chen Quan to answer, there was a sound of "beep, beep" from the earpiece.

I don't know if Yao Qiyun took the initiative to hang up the phone, or if the signal was not good and was interrupted.

Chen Quan slowly put down his phone, feeling heavy.

In fact, Yao Qiyun is irrelevant now.

She left Dahuaguo, and it was difficult to cause any harm to Du Caige.

If she is willing to come forward to testify and prove that it was Shen Jinsong who asked her to induce Du Caige to commit suicide, it may play a certain role in bringing down Shen Jinsong.

But it's not very useful.

So, now she's an inconsequential person.

But ...... Such a poor man has been tormented. [Killing, it's so much fun]?

It's not you.

Chen Quan gently stroked the ugly scar on his wrist.

Your mind is not distorted to that extent.

According to what I have learned, except for Du Caige, none of the people received in your studio chose to commit suicide.

Don't you really think killing is fun...... Just trying to irritate me.

At first, I didn't notice your empathy.

I really didn't realize it.

How could I possibly have thought of it?

But...... I'm really sorry. I really should be aware.