Chapter 89: The One Who Is Living Is Not the Happiest
Nan Zhen was shocked.
"Zhou Muchen?" she said unconsciously.
Zhou Muchen listened to her call her name, and the corners of his mouth smiled unconsciously, but it was not a happy smile, but a sarcastic smile.
"Can you hear me?" he said faintly.
Nan Chen was shocked again, but he didn't feel guilty, he didn't even pay attention to him, his hands changed directions, he touched Tianai lying on the hospital bed, and shouted: "Tianai?"
"She's not awake yet. Zhou Muchen told her.
"How's her body?"
"I can't die yet. ”
Nan Zhen didn't understand it. What's the deal with him? He's angry? Because what? Because she's hiding that her hearing has recovered? Because she's designing the conspiracy? Because it wasn't her transplanted liver in the end?
There are too many doubts in my head, but my emotions are a little more stable.
"Ah Xuan. She screamed so seriously.
"I'm here. Qing Xuan responded.
"What the hell is going on?" Obviously her plan has succeeded, why is this still the result?
"I woke up very quickly after you knocked me out, and then I rushed to the operating room and stopped the operation that had just happened. ”
"You're waking up soon?" Nan didn't understand.
"I've been training for the past seven years, one of which is to fight toxins, and there are a lot of drugs that don't work well for me right now. ”
"Training?" Nan Chen was even more confused.
"......" Qing Xuan did not answer again.
Nan Chen didn't have the heart to continue to ask him about the past seven years, all she cared about now was Tianai, but she didn't expect that everything she had designed would lose because of this. Although she was still alive, she didn't feel happy at all.
"How is Tianai's body?Did the operation go well?What about Tianxin?Where is Tianxin now?Is he okay?" A series of questions spat out of her mouth.
Qing Xuan looked at her increasingly pale face, worried in his heart, but answered them one by one.
"Tianai has been transplanted with most of her liver, and now her body is very weak, but the doctor said that as long as she is properly conditioned, she can recover slowly. The operation went smoothly, Lan Zhen participated in the operation, his technique was very good, and a lot of damage was reduced. Tianxin is now in the ICU, he is also in a coma, and even if he wakes up, he needs to be observed in the ICU for two days. If he can spend these two days safely, it means that there is no rejection and his body can gradually improve. ”
It sounds like a happy ending, everyone is alive, everyone is slowly recovering, but ...... Is that really the case?
"Did the doctor say that this operation will have any effect on Tianai?" asked Nan Yan again.
"......" Qingxuan didn't answer again.
Zhou Muchen, who had been sitting on the edge of the bed, opened his lips and said coldly: "Ten years." ”
"What ten years?" Nan Yu immediately became nervous.
"The doctor said that it can be guaranteed that Tianai will survive for ten years. ”
"What does it mean to live for 10 years? What about 10 years from now?"
"Ten years from now, they can't guarantee it. Tianai is still young, and her body is still in the growth stage, maybe when she grows, the liver will return to its previous appearance, but it may also grow and there will be lesions. As things stand, they can only guarantee that there will be no problems in the decade. The same is true for Tianxin. ”
"What do you mean? Tianxin can only live for ten years?" Nan Chen's godless eyes widened in shock.
"That's the maximum estimate, and it's when their bodies won't be affected in any way. ”
"You make it clear, why is Tianxin only ten years old?" Nan Chen's voice trembled.
"The survival rate of liver transplants is not high in the first place, and ten years is already a miracle. ”
Nanchen couldn't accept it.
These two children are only 7 years old, and they will only be 17 years old in 10 years, they are not yet adults, they have not really enjoyed the world, they can't die so soon. Especially Tianai, she was originally a healthy child, she could grow up healthy and live to seventy or eighty, but now she is lying here unconscious, and she is judged to have only ten years of life.
How did it come to this?
It shouldn't be like this.
She suddenly turned around excitedly and grabbed Qing Xuan's arm.
"Why are you stopping me? Why are you meddling in my business? Why do you control my life and death? I don't want to live anymore, I don't want to live in this world for a long time, I just want my children to be safe, how can you do such a cruel thing? She's still so young, she's still a child......" she said uncontrollably, slapping Qing Xuan's body with her hand.
Qing Xuan didn't resist, his lips were still saying those three words: "I'm sorry." ”
"Why did you come back? You didn't show up for seven years, why did you come back at this time? You shouldn't come back. ”
If he hadn't shown up, her plans would have gone well.
Qing Xuan looked at her painful face and said in pain, "Because I can't let you die." ”
"My life or death has nothing to do with you, you are not allowed to meddle in my affairs in the future, you let me go, go as far as possible, never appear in front of me, never come back. Nan Chen pushed him away vigorously.
Qing Xuan took two steps back, his feet stopped, and he didn't move.
"You let me go!" roared.
"Mom's ......"
Tianai's voice sounded weakly.
Everyone looked at the mattress, including Nan Chen's blank eyes.
"Mom's ......"
Tianai shouted again, slowly opening her eyes.
Nan Chen immediately knelt beside the bed, groped and grabbed her hand, and said with a bitter smile: "God love, mom is here, mom is here." ”
"Mom, are you angry?" asked Tianai weakly.
"No, Mom isn't angry, Mom is worried about you, are you uncomfortable? You tell Mom, where are you uncomfortable?"
"I'm not feeling sick, I'm just sleepy. ”
"If you're sleepy, just sleep a little longer. ”
"Mom, don't be angry with Brother Xuan, okay?" Tianai glanced at Qingxuan who was standing behind him as he spoke.
"......" Nan Yu did not agree.
Tianai said again: "Don't be angry with Brother Xuan, he didn't do anything wrong, you see, isn't our family all fine now, we are all alive, Xiaoxin can continue to live, and my mother can continue to live." In fact, even if Brother Xuan didn't help me, I myself would have decided to save Xiaoxin, he is my younger brother, my dearest and dearest, the cutest and cutest brother, from birth to the present, I have watched him get sick every day, every time I see him sick, I feel very distressed, and every time I blame myself, obviously I was born together, why am I the only one who is healthy? But no matter what, I am his sister, and as an older sister, I should save my brother, because he is my dearest, dearest, lovely, and lovely, my only brother. ”
Listening to Tianai's milky voice, listening to her mature words, Nan Chen's tears suddenly rushed out of her eyes.
"God love, my good daughter. "At the moment she really wished that she was not so smart and understood so much, so that she would not have such thoughts, let alone say such words.
"Mom, don't be angry, don't be angry with Brother Xuan. Tianai was still persuading her.
Nan Yan shook his head: "Don't be angry, my mother won't be angry anymore." ”
"You can't be angry with yourself. Tianai added.
Nan Chen's tears were more than just now.
In fact, she was just angry with herself.
Why couldn't she have both of them healthy? They had been in her womb for almost ten months, and it was because she didn't take good care of them that caused this to happen.
"Mom?" Tianai frowned.
Nan Chen hurriedly nodded again: "Well, mom promised you." ”
Tianai finally smiled, but the smile was not as energetic as before, very weak, but still happy.
She shifted her gaze and looked at Zhou Muchen, who had never spoken, the smile on the corner of her mouth became a little bigger, and she said very happily: "Daddy, Mom, don't worry about me, I will definitely recover my health, I, I must live to be 20 years old." "Just now she vaguely heard, what 10 years, what 17 years old, this is not good, she has a reason to live to be 20 years old.
Zhou Muchen and Nan Chen didn't understand why she suddenly talked about being 20 years old.
Qing Xuan stared at Tianai's weak face, and his pupils became a little deeper.
Tianai's eyes also met her, her lips were grinning, and she was smiling.
Zhou Muchen noticed Tianai's gaze at this time, and glanced at Qingxuan along her line of sight, frowned violently, and finally spoke: "You just woke up, you can't talk too much, close your eyes and rest for a while, and when you wake up again, you can eat." ”
"Oh. Tianai obediently agreed, and her eyes slowly closed.
Zhou Muchen said to Nan Yan again: "Don't bother her here, go back to your ward." ”
"I'm here with her. Nan Chen insisted.
"You're going to interfere with her rest. ”
"I won't. ”
"You will. Zhou Muchen is sure.
Nan Zhen became less and less understood. What's going on with his attitude? Who is he angry with?
"Little Know. Qing Xuan also spoke: "Go back and rest." ”
Although Nan Chen promised Tianai, she still didn't forgive Qingxuan, and Zhou Muchen, these two men made her very angry, she didn't want to listen to them at all, but she got up from the ground, obediently walked to the door, opened the door, and left the ward.
Qing Xuan hurriedly followed.
After Nan Chen left the ward, he did not go back to his ward, but walked upstairs along the wall and walked to Lan Zhen's office.
"Knock, knock, knock. ”
"Enter. ”
Hearing the sound, Nan Chen opened the door.
When Lan Zhen saw her, he immediately got up from the chair in surprise, and when he saw her groping with both hands, he immediately walked over again and held her hand.
At this time, he saw Qing Xuan following behind him, his eyes widened, staring at Qing Xuan, as if asking: What is the situation?
Qing Xuan's eyes only had Nan Chen, and at this time, his eyes looked at him holding Nan Chen's hand as if he was angry.
Lan Zhen's little heart tensed slightly.
"Uh...... Miss Nan, why did you leave the ward? You are very weak now and need more rest. ”
"I haven't had surgery, what do I need to rest?"
"Forehead ......"
This is said as if he was complaining. This is to settle accounts with him?
"That ......" Lan Zhen hesitated, and then asked, "Did you come to me for something?"
"Take me to see Tianxin. Nan Zhi said.
When Lan Zhen heard this, his eyes immediately looked at Qingxuan, and his eyes asked strongly: What is the situation?
Why do you want to go to see Tianxin? Qing Xuan can take her there? What are you looking for him? Are you angry? Looking at Qing Xuan's abandoned appearance, it is estimated that she is really angry this time. But yes, out of a mother's concern for her child, I am afraid that this matter will not pass for a while.
Alas......
He doesn't ask for anything else, only not to be implicated.
"Okay, I'll take you there, but the little master is in the ICU, you can't go in, you can only watch from the window. ”
"I know. Nan Chen agreed.
Know the hell. You can't see anything with your eyes, what are you going to do?" Lan Zhen complained in his heart.
Helpless.
He could only hold her hand, no, he grabbed her wrist and took her to the intensive care unit.
Nan Chen's feet stopped, his hands raised, and he stroked the isolation window in front of him.
"The little master is inside. Lan Zhen said.
"Isn't he awake yet?" asked Nan Chen.
"No, but he's in stable condition and he's sleeping soundly. Lan Zhen said.
"When will he wake up?" asked Nan again.
"I had about six or seven hours of sleep. ”
"Can I go in and see him when he wakes up?"
"No, he needs to observe it for two days, but he can connect by video, the 21st century is good, the era of science and technology, and the problem of various distances has been solved. Lan Zhen deliberately made fun of it, hoping to ease the heavy atmosphere, but it obviously didn't work.
Nan Chen's face was still pale, his eyes were full of worry, and his brows were frowning.
"Doctor Lan, does Tianxin really only live for ten years at most? Is there no way to renew his life after ten years? Isn't there a way to completely cure his illness?"
"In fact, ten years is just our speculation, human beings are always very magical, and being strong can really subvert the entire medical community, but ten years is not a fixed number, and it is still possible to do a second transplant, but the premise is that a matching liver can be found. As for the complete cure, I really can't be sure or deny it, after all, medicine is still developing, and it is developing rapidly, who knows what it will be like in ten years. ”
Listening to his words, Nan Chen's heart was a little comforted, at least, not just ten years.
Lan Zhen turned his head to look at the side of her face.
Pale cheeks, dry lips, sharpened jaws......
It's still beautiful, but it's full of sickness.
"Miss Nan. He opened his mouth unconsciously, and said: "Compared to your little master and young lady, you should care more about yourself, they have at least ten years of guarantees, but you may not even have five years." ”
"I don't care. Nan Chen said lightly.
"Why doesn't it matter? You're a living human life. ”
"I don't care. There was no trace of emotion in Nan Chen's voice.
When Lan Zhen heard her two answers, she changed her usual cynicism, her whole face was exposed with anger, and her tone was full of anger: "You don't care, but there are many people who care." I'm not a woman, and I don't know what's going on in a mother's head, but I'm a doctor, and your life is just as important to me as theirs. Miss Nan, can you take a look at these people around you who love you and care about you? You have been dead for a hundred years, but what about those who are still alive? Your son, your daughter, your relatives, your friends, your lover, how are they going to face your death? I have seen too many people who have been separated from life and death in this cold hospital, and I don't want to interfere in the lives of these people, but I want to tell you that those who are alive may not be the happiest. ”
Nan Chen was stunned.
Lan Zhen regretted it after he finished speaking.
What are you doing, what are you excited, what are you doing?
He turned around hurriedly and strode away.
Nan Chen was still stunned.
The one who is alive is not necessarily the happiest?
Oh, yes.
After seven years ago, she was the one who knew this feeling best, but she forgot that others would feel the same way, and that it was she who created this feeling for others. What the hell is she doing? Why do you always think about death, death, and death, why don't you think about any way to make all three of them live, live day by day, live happily.
Tianai's dedication saved Tianxin and saved her.
She knew the truth at such a young age, but she didn't see it.
The hand touching the partition window slowly clenched into a fist.
Qing Xuan behind him walked over, stood beside her, and called softly: "Xiao Chen......"
Nan Chen turned his head to face him, tears falling from his eyes.
"Ah Xuan. She choked up: "I don't want my children to have only ten years to live, I don't want them to die, and I don't want to die." ”
Qing Xuan stretched out his hands and took her into his arms.
"No one will die, I will find a way to let you all live well. ”
Nan Zhen kept crying in his arms, crying like a child.
Qing Xuan's arms hugged her tightly, his big hands caressed the back of her head, stroked her back, and the corners of his mouth hooked up a reassuring smile.
Somewhere in the promenade.
Zhou Muchen watched them hug each other, the expression on his face was as cold as frost, and his expression was even more cold.
"Mr. Chen. Yan Tao whispered to him behind him.
Zhou Muchen retracted his gaze, turned around and said, "Say." ”
"There's a call from my family, and the old man asks you to go back. ”
After Zhou Muchen heard it, he did not hesitate, took his feet, and strode out of the hospital.
......
Private villas.
Shi Ya was answering the phone.
"What did you say?
"Yes. The transplant was done by the little lady of the Zhou family, Zhou Tianai. ”
"That dead girl? How could it be her? Are you sure? Are you sure it's not Nan Chen?"
"I'm sure, I just saw her go to the intensive care unit to visit Young Master Zhou. ”
Shi Ya's phone fell out of her hand and fell to the ground.
How so?
Twilight Yiyi said that this plan would definitely succeed, and Nan Zhen would definitely sacrifice herself to save her son, but why is she still alive? Why is she not dead?