At that time, I was really poor, I was very eager to find some real part-time work, I knew that this aunt was very good to me, I would often give me some daily necessities, but the pocket money given to me every month was actually very limited, because the family situation was not particularly good, plus I became a lonely again, my pocket money a month was less than 100 yuan.

But some of the materials to buy, including some daily necessities that some girls want to buy, 100 yuan is actually very simple, and I can't ask my aunt to get more money after the termination of the contract, so it will hurt my self-esteem in the end, and I think I should earn more through my ability.

One weekend afternoon, I really called.

It was very smooth, and the other party quickly asked me to go to the company for an interview, and I was successfully admitted.

In fact, this work is really tiring, not only must I do the promotion of a tea drink of this brand in a certain shopping mall every Saturday and Sunday, but also need to distribute leaflets in the streets and alleys, and I will also play a puppet, wearing clothes there to do promotion.

Sometimes I really have to fight wits with those small traders and the chengguan, as long as they come to remove their schoolbags and run quickly, if they don't complete the task, it won't work, because this thing will affect their own performance.

Although it's really hard, it's really a very obvious physical work, but the salary I get is also good, and I am settled for 80 yuan a day.

If you do it several times a week, plus make up classes for students, then the monthly pocket money can be enough to seven or eight hundred.

I was thinking, if I have more time and I do more things, then when my monthly pocket money reaches 1,000 yuan, I will definitely save well, and I can leave this city and go to another city to develop again.

That's what I was expecting.

Of course, I'm not a stingy person, I'm also a grateful person, I also called Ye Jingbei for this matter, I wanted to invite him to dinner, and expressed his help to me.

But he called me in advance, and when I answered the phone, I actually wondered where he got my mobile phone number, and I had his business card, but I never called him.

At the time, I thought I was very embarrassed, I didn't let go of blood after earning money in other people's hands, such a person is indeed too stingy.

And what's worse for me is that he comes to invite me to dinner, or the other party is a president, and I'm just a poor student, if you want to invite him to dinner, maybe you can't really go to any high-end place, at most it's a food stall at the back door of our campus.

That day, Ye Jingbei took me to a restaurant on the top of a very luxurious mountain, which was a private restaurant, which was said to be aimed at VIP customers and ordinary people could not enter at all.

The food in that private restaurant is really superb, delicious, and the scenery is particularly beautiful, when you are eating these excellent dishes, you look out the window and there is a few non-stop, you will find that it is like a dream.

It's really just because I'm in this mountain.

I ate very comfortably that day, very relieved, and there was no luxury as I imagined, it turned out that the owner actually took care of regular customers.

What is sought is more connections.

I drank a little bit of red wine that day and plucked up the courage to ask him.

"Mr. Luo, thank you very much for your help, without your help, I really might not be able to get such a good delicacy, otherwise this meal next time I have a treat, can I? Thank you for taking care of you." ”

He looked at me stunned for a moment, then smiled back.

Actually, the food that night was not very much, it cost me more than 500 yuan, and I was very happy on our way home, he said to me.

"You know, I've been in this mall for many years, I've had many times inviting guests to dinner, and of course I've never had a girl invite me to dinner, and you're the first. ”

I didn't expect to have the opportunity to read this, I smiled stupidly, I couldn't imagine that such a man should have many women moths to fight the fire, that's natural, more gold, more handsome and more houses, where can such a person go to find it with a lantern?

But I slowly didn't expect it, and I didn't notice a subtext in his speech, that he classified me as a woman.

Not a poor student.

Many years later, I learned that there is a difference between women and girls, and there is a standard for the relationship they experience.

When a man is seen as a woman, then there is some kind of problem.

That's a reason I didn't think of until many years later.

At that time, I didn't know why Ye Jingbei was dating me for this purpose? He felt that I was worthy of the pity of others, and perhaps he was very fond of doing this kind of charity for poverty alleviation in this area.

Although he doesn't call me often, and I will leave a message on my space on WeChat, and occasionally only invite me to a meal for 10 days and half a month, in fact, I am still quite satisfied with such a sense of distance, and the friendship between gentlemen is as light as water.

With the interaction step by step, I am really curious about this person, and I even want to peek into one of his hearts, his purpose.

Of course, this is just a very curious idea, just like the people who eat melons will always have a kind of chicken blood excitement about the unknown gossip news.

Afterward.

On my 20th birthday, he literally gave me a pearl necklace, and I finally understood that when a man gives you such an expensive gift, it means that the other person is pursuing you, and it means whether you are willing to go into another relationship.

I don't know how much this pearl necklace is worth, and I should know that a boss of such a noble background should not be too dull when he makes a move, I can only measure it by his identity and his usual habits, this necklace should be considered relatively expensive.

Even if I care, I know that once I accept this pearl necklace, it actually means that some kind of tacit understanding between us will unfold.

But I didn't want to accept this expensive pearl necklace, because I didn't like it, so I should say no.

I was a little implicitly expressing my rejection of this sincere love, and he was also a smart person, and he roughly understood the content of my expression at once, but he just looked at me with a smile and didn't say anything.

Later, I didn't know how I felt about eating these birthday dinners, and I thought I must have never had a chance to be friends with him in the future, because I had already rejected him.

Actually, I thought it would be okay at the time, I really didn't have a big relationship with him, I couldn't satisfy one of his ideas, so it was actually a good solution to cut through the mess quickly.

Later, I decisively quit this part-time job, although I needed this kind of work to support myself, but I was used to it, I was born until now, I don't want to owe anything to others, it only makes me restless, so that I feel that my spine is not straight enough.

So throughout the summer vacation, we went out to do part-time work, I kept myself at home, I didn't go anywhere, I would talk about some exam questions every day, since there was no way to work, then I had to work harder, I took a few more certificates, maybe when I graduated, I could have such an opportunity to improve my employment space and salary.

Later, there were some accidents in the house, I don't know what happened in the house, I only know a very smart, lovely and carefree cousin, as if her heart was heavy, and she sighed with a long wail.

I felt like there was a black sludge in my house, and I felt like there was going to be a storm coming, but I didn't know what was going on.

I looked for an opportunity and slowly asked my aunt, only to find out that there was a very important problem in the house.

The reason is that some problems encountered by my uncle in his homework and this has caused a very big impact on the family, which is likely to disturb this peaceful life.

Really, I dare to swear, if I don't get the truth of the matter, I will never dream that I will not dare to pull this Ye Jingbei, I definitely think that it has nothing to do with him, these are two people who have nothing to do with Ma at all.

I remember one day on a holiday, my uncle and aunt invited a very important client to dinner, because the relationship between the two sides was accompanied by the whole family, and even I was brought up to participate in this kind of social party.

I only remember that the friend was a client at the time, and his daughter also happened to be in the third year of high school, and it seemed that because of some pressure on this subject, plus it happened to be a rebellious period, I didn't find a suitable tutor.

Later, before the struggle, I heard that I was a master reader at a prestigious university, and asked about my major, my score record in one of the college entrance examinations, and a scholarship in my current university, and this sentence immediately thought that I was definitely a scholar.

Well, it makes me feel embarrassed to compliment me all the time.

The girl and her mother have also been asking me for advice on how to rearrange and cooperate in the final stage of the third year of high school.

Of course, I thought that this matter should be a matter of little effort for me, and at that time I saw the problem of my uncle's work, and I also saw my uncle's stammer, a flattering attitude towards this person, I thought I could help my uncle a little more.

So at that time, I took the initiative to think about this girl's mother and said, "In fact, it is very important to learn a key knowledge in the last stage of life in the third year of high school, and you must do it well, do it with a plan and action, and don't panic too much, if you can, I am willing to subsidize her courses for free in a limited time." ”

Well, I remember that the mother was really happy, she seemed very excited, and she had a few glasses of wine with her aunt and uncle, and the whole state and atmosphere were back to the best.

That's all I can do.