For the rest of the day, in addition to eating and sleeping, I sat in the cave and looked at the stone wall in a daze. How to say it ... After coming to Siguo Cliff, my heart has become much clearer.

My love-hate entanglement with Qu Zhaolin, my sister Xiang'er's worry about me, Uncle Xuanzhen's anger towards me, my brother's expectation of me, and my inexplicable guilt towards Yu Qinrui, all these chaos gradually became clear in my heart.

It seems that fate always likes to joke with me, a young Tianjiao who is at the top level of this Central Continent in terms of strength, prestige, and status, but it made me fall in love with a person who should not be loved the most.

I was indeed wrong, I was not wrong because I tried my best to love someone, I was wrong because I shouldn't love a Qu Zhaolin with that identity as I am now. Neither of us has the ability to let go of our respective identities. What's more, I shouldn't have left anything to chance trying to completely change the minds of people like Qu Zhaolin.

After coming to this world, although I can't talk about being invincible all the way and doing everything as I like, I have also reached the top in a few years that I once dared not think of. When I really stand at the top and look down on all living beings, although I will no longer be arrogant to release the suppressed desires in my heart, how can I not be complacent in my heart?

It was because of my complacency that I thought I could do a lot of what I wanted to do, even change a person's mind. Because of this, I also made today's big mistake, causing millions of innocent people to die because of me, not only did I let myself be pointed at by thousands of people in the world, but I also insulted the prestige of the Kunlun faction for thousands of years.

Alas... In my past and present lives, I have once again disappointed the person I respect the most. Master, I'm sorry I didn't listen to you, I let you down...

As an ordinary person, I have been caught up in the chaos of this world again and again, thinking that I can wander around it, thinking that I have achieved a free and easy state of mind, but in fact all this is just my delusion.

To put it bluntly, I'm just like everyone else, I'm just looking for a legitimate excuse for what I'm doing.

Maybe it's because I'm always running around for all kinds of things, but I've forgotten about it all these years, and let myself calm down and re-reflect on myself from time to time. It's rare to have such a wonderful life, and I didn't leave a trace of understanding in my heart, and I really wasted these precious experiences.

Therefore, on the top of this lonely cliff of thought, I have enough time to calm down and think about what I have experienced over the years. Maybe that's not a bad thing for me.

Therefore, in the days after re-appreciating the past, although the spiritual power in my body basically did not recover much, my realm of Heavenly Voyeurism quickly rose to the fourth layer. At this rate, I estimate that it won't take another year or two for my Sky Voyeurism to rise to the fifth layer. It's just that it doesn't matter to me whether the realm of this Heavenly Voyeur Technique rises or not.

Of course, my comprehension of the Taichu Qimen also began to improve steadily. The reason is also very simple, that is, whenever I think about things and get tired, I will deduce the formation of Taichu Qimen for a while. Anyway, if you are idle, you will be idle, and you should kill time. It's just that whether it's the Heavenly Voyeurism or the Taichu Qimen, it can't play much role without the support of enough spiritual power.

I don't expect to be released as soon as possible now, so that's the strength thing, and it's good that I've been locked up on the Siguo Cliff all the time.

I can't remember how long the time has passed, and suddenly one day a person came to Siguo Cliff with Qingyun to visit me. I really didn't expect that someone would come to the back mountain of the Kunlun Sect to visit me.

For such a long time, even Yu Qinrui has not been able to enter the back mountain to visit me once, and how did the Jade Lingzhu of the Mirror Moon Dream Palace, whom I regarded as a confidant and with whom I had a long conversation all night, enter the back mountain of our Kunlun faction?

Qingyun put the food for me, and said to me respectfully: "Uncle You, I'll wait at the bottom of the mountain, and you can talk slowly." Then he turned and walked away.

I looked at the jade Lingzhu in front of me and asked in disbelief, "You... How did you get in?"

Yu Lingzhu stared at me with both eyes and said, "I begged my master to come to the deputy head of Yuehai, and asked the deputy head of Yuehai to take me to meet the head of Yunze. I said to the head of Yun Ze, Uncle You, you have a knot, and only I can solve it. ”

I looked at Yu Lingzhu and smiled softly: "I didn't expect you to learn to lie too." Although Yu Lingzhu said it simply, it must have taken her a lot of twists and turns.

"I'm worried about you, even though I haven't had a chance to see you since we parted in Bilan City, I've been able to hear all about you. I feel relieved to know that you're all right. Yu Lingzhu approached me and said with concern: "Uncle You, you have lost a lot of weight. ”

I laughed and said, "Really, it's good to be thinner." It's been a long time since we've seen each other, and I never thought you'd come to see me. I haven't been to see you in all these years, and not only do you not hold a grudge against me, but you can still come to see me at such a great time at this time. Thank you, Lingzhu. ”

After saying thank you, I smiled bitterly and said, "It seems that I always say thank you to you." ”

Yu Lingzhu said softly: "Uncle You, you regard me as a confidant, how can Lingzhu not know Uncle You? You have too many ties, responsibilities, and expectations, do I really selfishly expect you to let go of these things and come to the Mirror Moon Dream Palace to visit me?"

"I'm sorry, I... You came to see me now, and I feel even more sorry for you. You and I are tens of thousands of miles apart, and you can always care about my affairs, but I... "I'm really upset at this time.

Yu Lingzhu interrupted me and said, "Okay, let's eat first, the food should be cold in a while." You were the first person willing to confide in me, and I always remember that night when we had a heart-to-heart conversation without a trace. I cherish this rare opportunity for you and me to meet and get to know each other, and I don't care about the rest. ”

I sat on the floor, ate the food in front of me, and said, "To be honest, I feel very comfortable seeing you now." How to say, I feel very calm and gentle when I see you, and there is no entanglement... There is no guilt either. ”。

"Would you like to tell me the story of you and her?" asked Yu Lingzhu softly.

I tried not to let myself show too many mood swings, and asked in a very indifferent tone, "What kind of stories have you heard outside during this time?"