Chapter 50: Emotions are out of control
"Since Miss Qin has arrived home safely, then I will leave. ”
Qin Xinglong smiled and nodded at Meng Yan, "Boss Meng, I'll send you." ”
Meng Yan bowed.
Qin Xinglong and Meng Yan walked slowly on the main road of the Qin family, and the night was even cooler, Qin Xinglong put on a thick coat and accompanied Meng Yan to pacing.
"Boss Qin, how are you doing lately?"
"It's much better this year, and I'm worried about Boss Meng. ”
Qin Xinglong bowed slightly, "Thank you very much Boss Meng for sending my family Yueyue home, hey." ”
Qin Xinglong sighed lightly, "Qin Yue, this child is also a miserable child, he was sent to the countryside when he was a child, and now it is a matter of life to come back." ”
Regarding the affairs of the Qin family, Meng Yan also heard a little.
It's not a matter of whether he gossips or not, it's just that the matter of the Qin family has long become a secret in the business circle.
Meng Yan looked at Qin Xinglong's somewhat clumsy body, and could only persuade dryly.
"Boss Qin mourns. ”
Qin Xinglong smiled bitterly, "Let Boss Meng laugh." ”
"Does Boss Qin have any plans to go back out of the mountain?"
Qin Xinglong listened to "re-emerge from the mountain", and couldn't help but think of Shu Yuan again, his eyes darkened again, and he shook his head.
"No, no, no, I don't belong to this era anymore. ”
"How?"
"The times are advancing, Boss Meng," he looked at Meng Yan, "You are also improving, everyone is improving, but my current knowledge can no longer support the operation of the company." ”
"I'm a bad old man now, and I don't have that ambition anymore. ”
Meng Yan frowned slightly, as far as he knew, Qin Xinglong had never been a competitor of the Buddhist line in the impression of the previous generation.
"Then you're going to let it go?" Meng Yan turned the ring on his index finger.
"As you can see, today's Qin Ji can be said to be much worse than before. ”
Qin Xinglong seemed to have some heartache as long as he mentioned Qin Yuanzhen.
If Shu Yuan is here, presumably Qin Ji will be a different sky.
But eighteen years have passed.
"She can't come back. ”
Meng Yan listened to Qin Xinglong's muttering and raised his eyebrows slightly.
"Boss Qin, is it convenient to tell me about Mrs. Qin? You know, who am I talking about? ”
Qin Xinglong said lightly.
"She is not Mrs. Qin, she is Miss Shu, she is my dear friend. ”
"Shu Yuan came out with me at the age of sixteen to fight the world, from starting from nothing to Qin Ji, who was at his peak fifteen years ago, all of them are inseparable from Shu Yuan, an extremely ambitious woman. ”
Speaking of Shu Yuan, Qin Xinglong's cloudy eyes suddenly had some light.
"I love her because she was a great partner before she became my best friend. ”
"Later Shu Yuan got married, and my son. But she doesn't like my son," Qin Xinglong's gaze fell far away, not knowing where he was looking.
"She didn't like my son, but she gave birth to Qin Yue. She said it was a woman who had the right to be a mother. ”
"Boss Meng, I once asked my best friend, why don't you find someone you like to marry, so that you will be happy. ”
"What do you guess she replied to me?" Qin Xinglong's mouth had a hint of a smile.
"Shu Yuan said, she doesn't need happiness, she needs Qin Ji. ”
"Sometimes I think, this is really just a dream, after so many years, Boss Meng, can you believe it? I only know her name, and I don't even know where she came from. ”
"Boss Qin could have been. ”
Qin Xinglong shook his head, "I found someone to check, but from the beginning, her name was wrong. ”
"What do you mean. ”
That person named Shu Yuan died a long time ago," Qin Xinglong suddenly grinned, "You said it was a coincidence, when my best friend was sixteen years old, another Shu Yuan died. ”
"I won't check anymore later, Shu Yuan also knows what I'm doing, she doesn't say anything, she knows it but never crosses the line. ”
"It gave me a hint of guilt and frustration, and I could barely find any useful information. ”
Qin Xinglong blinked and gradually relaxed.
"I didn't continue later, I don't know much about Shu Yuan, but I know very well that she will not leave the Qin family, and she will not leave me and my son. ”
Meng Yan listened with his eyes down, and they sat down on a bench, and the voice in their ears was soft and slow.
But then, Miss Shu disappeared. ”
Qin Xinglong's heart throbbed, his left eye blinked uncontrollably, and even the corner of his mouth with his left side was slightly implicated.
This is the sequelae left by Qin Xinglong after he recovered from his injuries, and whenever he encounters anything drastic, he will become like this.
He struggled to control himself, slowing down his breath and breathing, trying to calm his mood and try to calm his voice.
"Well, I've been thinking about it for more than ten years, and I'm almost losing track of how long it has been. ”
"Do you remember what it was like? ”
Qin Xinglong shook his head and nodded.
"I remember, I don't remember. ”
"Probably in a dream. ”
"In the dream, my best friend said to me on the hospital bed that I was going out to talk about business today, and I said that she should come back early, and Yueyue would wait for her at home. ”
Best friend smiled and nodded. ”
"I woke up from a dream, and my best friend didn't come back. ”
Qin Xinglong's voice carried some deliberately suppressed vicissitudes and tremors, and his hands couldn't help but start shaking.
Meng Yan noticed it and pressed Qin Xinglong's hand.
"Boss Qin, you don't have to be like this. ”
"Thank you, Boss Meng, I have more words today. ”
"It's fine. ”
Qin Xinglong looked at the gate that was close at hand, there was a black car parked next to the door, and the front seat of the car had dim lights on, illuminating the people inside peacefully and quietly.
"Then I'll send it here," Qin Xinglong got up and motioned to Meng Yan, "goodbye." ”
"Goodbye, Boss Qin. ”
Meng Yan looked at Qin Xinglong's old appearance and only nodded slightly.
"Boss Meng. ”
Meng Yan turned his head and looked at Qin Xinglong standing under the street lamp, he seemed to have some more silver hair.
"Boss Meng, please also look at Qin Yue's face and show mercy to Qin Ji's subordinates. ”
Meng Yan looked back fixedly, for a long time.
"Good. ”
Qin Xinglong watched Meng Yan get into the car and drive away, and he couldn't help but feel more relieved.
Shu Yuan, all I can do now is to buy more time for Qin Yue to grow, and I hope Yueyue can grow up sooner.
I hope that before Qin Yue grows up, Qin Yuanzhen didn't consume Qin Ji cleanly.
Qin Xinglong took a deep breath of the cool air in the night, and it seemed that even his lungs had become transparent.
He struggled to move the stiff joints of his body, adjusting his expression and movements. When Qin Xinglong stood outside the door of Qin's house again, he returned to his old unsmiling and dignified appearance.
It's still a familiar person, it's still a familiar formula.
Sometimes even Qin Xinglong has to admit it.
He hated this home.
"Why are you still stunned? It's time to go home, go home, go to bed. ”