Chapter 196 is very tiring and tiring
Leng Shuiyue is very determined, she is making any decision that determines her life and all her requirements, and nothing is more important than her own children!
How could I have given up so casually, if I could do this, I could give up, then what should I do with my child's future.
So the words, for the mother Gang.
The old man's mood at this time went on like this, thinking about it carefully, and then dealing with other situations with too much of a meaning, or saying too many particularly speechless things about this situation.
But it's certain that you can tell.
What she has to do now is to keep going no matter what.
After drinking this cup of oolong tea, he slowly stood up on crutches and left without saying a word.
It seems that for the current situation, there are not too many people to state, because the matter of communication between the two sides has already been discussed at that time.
Maybe a lot of things can be done according to the current understanding, because we don't know what will happen in the future.
If she must give birth to these things, maybe it is providence, maybe it is man-made, how can it be understood?
Because after all, there is a genetic problem with this.
When the old lady left, the white door was tightly locked, leaving Leng Shuiyue alone in the room.
And the whole villa is only on its own.
Of course, it's a very good match for a kind of servant, and this is dedicated to taking care of Leng Shuiyue's life.
Leng Shuiyue hugged her body, and hugged her shoulders helplessly, and looked at these things in front of her in confusion, could it be that in the next few months, before the child was born, must stay here?
Maybe these things are providential, and maybe I don't have much right to choose my own choices in the process.
What can you do when all these things are already here? Because you have such a big belly now, can you still go out to work?
You can't help it now, you don't have any funding for yourself now, even if you want to be willing to live independently, but do you have the ability now?
There is no company that can hire a user with a big belly, and they will be afraid to take more risks, so where is their source of income?
Do you still go to the Leng family to support yourself?
The Leng family had already seen themselves very clearly, how could she fund herself again?
They help themselves, and they may be in trouble at this time, or they may be down, or they may be really swept away.
They are happy to do it, they want to see themselves, and everything is unlucky.
So it's impossible to go back to the Leng family now.
So if you choose the second path, you will go back to Ye Jingbei and admit your mistake, of course, you can admit your mistake with this kind of thing.
You can't just because you have your own self-esteem, your own interactions, your own dignity, right?
If you go back to her at this time to admit your mistakes, then if you still have the face to live again, your backbone will definitely be broken, and it is impossible to admit your mistakes to Ye Jingbei no matter what.
If you really admit your mistakes like Ye Jingbei and say something unpleasant, even if you are picking up garbage, even if you are a beggar, even if you are doing the most humble job, you will not be willing to pray for that dignity to everyone.
So the two roads have been blocked, so now the last word left is ......
can only rely on the old lady, and there is no big conflict of interest between the old lady at present, the old lady just wants the child to be an heir, but to have a child of a family.
So I just have such a right to speak now, and those old ladies didn't block these words, and they didn't take away their children, but just provided themselves with such opportunities.
And then I also gave myself such a chance to choose, to go or to stay?
Then you may bring a voice or a big turnover in this process, I have just told the old lady that the children born to me will be raised regardless of whether they are healthy or unhealthy.
has made it very clear that he has made this position, even after the child is born, then if it is really a recognition of the ancestors and a return to the ancestors, then this kind of thing is okay.
These have not affected the rights to the child's future growth, and if the child really inherits all the rights of the Ye family, it is also a providence of the child.
But it doesn't matter if she's poor or rich, she'll be with the child no matter what, no matter if the child is healthy or whatever.
There is no doubt that he will accompany the growth of his children, and it is also a bottom line for his final compensation.
So judging from the current situation, then it is likely that it is uncertain, and Mrs. Ye's side may give herself a greater chance.
Because at this time, people have to bow their heads under the eaves, and in this situation, they all take a gambling ingredient and the so-called hot-blooded ingredient to go outside to receive some anger.
Let the child suffer more toss and torture, it is better to submit to Mrs. Ye, although I feel that it seems to be her ideal, but I feel proud at least that there is a trace of dignity.
That's fine, that's right, as long as you don't break my backbone, don't rob me of all my dignity.
Then I can be willing to stay, and I will give birth to the child safely, and everything will be fine, after the child is born.
I will definitely do a very serious job, and when the time comes, all my things and all my states will be because of the existence of this child, and when the time comes, I will believe in my own ability.
If you can find a reasonable 9-to-5 job, when the child goes to kindergarten, then you can send it to school, and then you can do a lot of things full-time.
When the child goes to primary school, he will have more energy to do a lot of things, although that day may be easier, but he has a career to support some of the child's life, how do other ordinary people live, can't they live like this?
In fact, it is very normal, it does not have to be a rich and expensive lifestyle, but you can also use other people's peaceful lifestyles to make a lot of understanding.
When Leng Shuiyue thought of this, she finally stood up with a little courage, and she also took care that the whole villa was like this, in fact, the environment was still relatively good.
The old lady gave herself a preferential treatment is quite good, so according to the current situation, if she can really support it, and go on step by step in this way.
In fact, life is not a time when people feel very painful, people feel very unable to adapt, there are many kinds of accidents in life, and there are many kinds of things that may not be expected.
But in the current situation, there must be a lot of things that you can do.
Yes, I should be brave and insist on living bravely, what's so difficult about it, once the child is born, everything is a new life begins.
Nothing is more important than the existence of a child, and now I have to prepare something, and I can even be a novelist.
I can be a web novelist at this time, I can write an improvement to promote, you may earn some simple living expenses, and when I can do everything and make contributions.
Then I can do a job that pays better.
So for the current situation, the current artist suddenly felt a positive form in it.
Because she has to work hard for all the existence of the child, and she must fight seriously for something for the child, which will not crush her.
In this way, she fell asleep like a little match girl at once, and after she fell asleep, she seemed to have many dreams and met many adult teachers.
And a lot of things come to mind one by one in the process of these fatigues.
In her memory, she seems to have a very vague memory of her father and mother, she only knows that from the day she was born, it is the death day of her father and mother.
Since she was a child, she has been looking at the photos of her father and mother, and she has been confused to understand, and they have also heard a lot of blood stasis, to tell her father and mother what they did back then.
And his father also left a letter to himself, before he was born, he specially gave himself more sustenance and this kind of encounter in life, and he didn't know that these sad things would happen back then.
Therefore, as a person who is about to become a father, he left that letter to himself.
That letter deeply told myself how to find how to have more plans for life, and those are full of hope for the best in life.
But who would have thought that such a tragic car accident would happen on the day he was born, who would have thought that it would be like this?
I heard everyone say that it was the father who hugged the mother tightly to save the mother's vague surviving life, and the mother used the last strong willpower of life to withstand the last breath and was pushed to the hospital.
before giving birth to himself.
But at the moment of birth, my mother finally passed away with countless regrets.
Later, I heard everyone say that I seemed to have been in the hospital for a whole month, and no one wanted to see me, and no one wanted to adopt me.
And I really reached a very helpless situation at this time, and I was almost sent to an orphanage because of this situation.
Later, through the search of information on the hospital, I found out that I was not an orphan, and I still had real family members above me.
Who would have thought that the old lady was very reluctant to admit me at this time, and at this time, everyone did a lot of work to mobilize.
The old lady said that if I didn't restrain myself, then I would have to be sent directly to the orphanage in a month's time.
And the night before the last day of the hospital's notice.
The old lady asked me to carry me to the house, and the old lady asked the servants to pick me up, and wrapped me up with the old clothes, and they had been taking care of me all these years.
And none of the old ladies in the family were willing to really hold me, and they felt that holding me was an insult to them.
So, I have never been embraced by an old lady since I was a child, and in her eyes, in one of her eyes, it is extremely sinister to me.
And there is a great deal of leisure to think that my existence is a nemesis, and to want her dearest son to die.
So in this case, the old lady's hatred for me has reached that extreme, and she even had to adopt me in her own way, without any pity for my various circumstances.
It's more of an indescribable boredom.
Once.
I once remember that when I was five years old, the old lady pushed me to the ground hard, and I seemed to remember it clearly that it seemed to be for some reason, as if it was because I didn't get a lollipop to eat, so I went to find the old lady in a pitiful way.
And the old lady said viciously in a very disgusting language.
"You don't look in the mirror to see who you really are, who are you? My son lost you because of you is the boss of our family, I told you that you had to adopt you as a last resort, do you think you stay here like such a rich? I tell you, you are not one of our granddaughters, you are a dog, you can stay with us, but you have to keep to yourself, the lollipop has no chance to belong to you, you don't deserve it at all!"
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Leng Shuiyue has been dreaming, and she is calling in her dreams, as if there is a very painful word and deed for the current situation, and her whole body is trembling all over her body now, as if she is constantly having these nightmares, and she has been dreaming of enjoying some untouchable past events that have happened.
But why has no one accepted me until now, and why are so many people rejecting me?
Why are those things that have happened as vivid as the real ones, is it that there is no expectation at all for what I have done and what I have done.
Is there no outcome? Is that really what all this is going on?
I don't know, I really don't know that Leng Shuiyue is crying in a low voice in her dreams at this time, and she keeps talking in her dreams:
"Father and mother, I don't know why I've always been obedient, I really want to get your love, when do you care when you come?"
Very tired and tired, I finally went to sleep......