Fang Ningshu felt a little guilty, she did care less for Abbe some time ago, it should be said that since she put Ah was placed there by Lu Shi before, she has cared a lot less for Abbe. It wasn't his intention, but it was because of him. If I had been more careful and more attentive at that time, I would not be in this situation. Maybe you can be the same as before, and be happily together with Abbe every day, and you don't have to worry about Lu Shi, this annoying person.

Think about it carefully, Abbe is only five years old, he has been alone in a strange environment for so long, there is no one he is familiar with, although Lu Shi is his father, but he is a stranger to Abbe, but he really left him there alone, he can't figure out what he thought at the time, he should have argued at that time, how could he not leave Abbe there alone.

Fang Ningshu didn't think that she could make up for the panic in Abei's heart just by going there every morning and evening, if it was herself, she would feel panic if she was suddenly inexplicably left in a completely unfamiliar place by her relatives, not to mention a five-year-old child like Abei. Fang Ningshu really thinks Abbe is very strong, although he is only five years old, he is really better than himself.

Fang Ningshu took Abbe by the hand, looking at Abei's small figure, her eyes were full of warmth, such a lovely son, she must protect him and let him grow up happily.

Although this section of the road was not very long, Fang Ningshu and Abbe still walked for twenty minutes.

When he arrived at Fang Mengze's house, Abbe immediately expressed his excitement: "Wow, I haven't been back for a long time, I miss it so much, Mom." ”

"If Abbe likes it here, we will come back to live when Abbe has time for the holidays. Fang Ningshu said softly.

Abbe's eyes lit up: "Is what you said true?

"Of course, Mom won't lie to you. Even if Dad doesn't agree, Mom will find a way to convince Dad, and besides, if it's so close, Dad won't disagree. Fang Ningshu thought to herself, what if Lu Shi didn't agree, could it be that he didn't have the right to go back to his parents' house? Not to mention that he and he were in a fake marriage, even if he was really married, he couldn't restrict his freedom.

"That's great. Abbe was very happy, seeing Abbe so happy, Fang Ningshu. Also behaved very pleasantly.

Fang Ningshu took out the key, opened the door and entered, Abbe immediately ran around the entire living room. Fang Ningshu said with a smile on the side: "It's still exactly the same as you remember." ”

Abbe nodded: "Before me, I used to dream about this every night. Speaking of this, Abbe's expression was a little gloomy.

Fang Ningshu pursed her lips, walked to Abbey's side and squatted down, hugged Abbey and said softly: "Abbey is mother is sorry for you, leaving you alone with your father at that time, have you been blaming your mother, are you scared?"

Abbe was held in Fang Ningshu's arms and bit her lip stubbornly: "I'm not scared at all without my mother." ”

"It's okay, you can tell your mother directly, it's time for you, you don't have to hide it from your mother, I still know you very well. Fang Ningshu gently told her guilt in Abbe's ear.

Listening to Fang Ningshu's soft whisper, Abbe finally couldn't hold back his emotions and cried loudly: "Mom! I don't want you to leave me, I don't want to be separated from you, I'm really scared to be there alone, although my dad is very good to me, and my aunt is also very good to me, but I just want you to save me, I want to go back and sit with you, I've been waiting for you to pick me up, but you haven't come, I can't sleep at all when I go to bed at night, I miss you telling me stories, I want you to wake me up every morning. ”

Listening to Abbe's crying, Fang Ningshu's tears also flowed, her eyes were red, and she whispered: "It's my mother who is wrong, ignoring your feelings, my mother only thinks that you have always wanted a father, but she forgets that for you, it is unacceptable to suffer such a change suddenly." I'm sorry, I'm really sorry. Fang Ningshu was in her heart. It was very uncomfortable, even though he wasn't. Abbe's mother, but he has always treated Abbe as his own son. He can also understand it, he is even more distressed by the feeling in his heart because of this, being such a young child, since he has learned to endure his emotions and not vent, he can imagine that if it goes on like this, it will definitely cause damage to Abbe's young heart. But now I have. It became a knife that hurt Abbe.

When he first came through, he was very ungrateful to the original owner, because in his opinion, the original owner was not worthy of being a mother at all, and such a small child did not care about doing his own thing every day, which was not like a mother at all, and he did not do some things that a mother should do. But now he has done the same thing as the original owner. It was he who handed Abbe over to Lu Shi with his own hands, how could he accuse Lu Shi? He was blaming Lu Shi, no matter what Abbe wanted to send Abbe abroad, he forgot that he had also done such a thing, and he had already chosen to leave Abbe behind. Regardless of whether he was willing or forced at that time, he had already chosen to leave Abbe at that time. He had already caused harm to Abbe, and he had no way to find any more reasons for what he had done, in fact, what he did was the same as what the original owner did, but it was manifested in different things.

Fang Ningshu felt that she was not worthy of being a mother. He has always felt that as long as he is good to Abbe, it is okay, but he forgets that there are many factors in the growth of a child, and it is not just that you let him eat well, dress well, and be happy every day. Fang Ningshu was very sad in her heart, but fortunately, it was not too late, he found this problem now, it was better than if he found out in the future, if he didn't notice this problem until Abbe grew up, there would be no way to make up for the damage caused to Abbe by that time.

However, the impact he has now had on Abbe is also irreversible. I can only double my efforts to protect Abbe and take care of Abbe, which I owe Abbe, both emotionally and morally.