Chapter 7 Let's go back and live again

I thought I would be scorched by the magma in my heart, but the truth is that after a short period of palpitations and lack of oxygen in my brain, I had no other symptoms except for weakness in my body, and even the tentative repetition of his name again in my brain did not cause the imaginary pain in my heart, it turned out that time is really good medicine!

The three of them helped me to lie down on the bed, and then sat around me on the bed, just like in the dormitory, and began to chatter from all over the world, from our classmates to the fat aunt in the commissary at the school gate, from the school's newly built teaching building to the housing prices in Beijing, from the school teacher's salary increase to the stock market, from the new subway at the school gate to the dark matter in the universe......

Speaking of happiness, Wang Rui opened the big bag of snacks she bought for me, and the three of them chatted while eating, but they didn't talk about entertainment gossip, which used to be our favorite topic to discuss.

I listened quietly, like a sneer, and when the time was right, I would pander to say, "Really?" "Oh my God!"

After chatting for a while, the takeaway arrived, the three of them scrambled to bring my share of food clean, I watched quietly, watched them laugh and scold, watched them turn my kennel into a pig kennel, my heart slowly warmed......

After the meal, the three ancestors began to grab the bed, and after a martial arts fight, Wang Rui slept next to me, and Xiaochen and Xia Dong slept on the sofa bed.

The world was quiet all of a sudden, I closed my eyes but couldn't stop the tears from sliding down my ears to the pillow, I don't know what kind of tears these are, there is heartache, there is sadness, and there is more happiness and warmth!

"I really didn't expect that that feeling could hurt you to such a situation!" Wang Rui suddenly spoke.

I was startled, and I opened my teary eyes and turned to look at her, but I didn't know what to say.

Wang Rui sighed and said, "I thought that at the beginning, I would obey you without anyone, you can be literate and martial, you have a cool personality, you are very good to the people around you, good to the bones, but I didn't think about leaving yourself half a way out!"

I let the tears flow unscrupulously, reached out and grabbed Wang Rui's hand, and clutched it tightly.

"For him, you shed all the tears of this life, right? And then? You tore with the past, and then what? You let yourself live with a pure heart, and then what? Youth is gone, and then what? Are you punishing yourself or your parents, or are you us?"

I buried my head in her shoulder, speechless!

"Is it that difficult, is it really that difficult, when did you become so timid as a mouse!" Wang Rui sat up excitedly, I was startled, and before I could react, she dragged me up.

"It's okay to have some courage to face it? It's useless to run away, do you know? You don't have a few eight years to waste, you don't understand!"

Wang Rui is very much like the male protagonist in Qiong Yao's TV series, shaking my arm vigorously.

"She's just having a good time!" I don't know when Xiaochen walked into the bedroom, followed by Xia Dong.

"You let her try if she doesn't have the money to pay the rent, you let her eat what she wants, she can't afford to wear what she wants, you let her have a perverted female boss to try! Every day when she gets home from work, she is about to fall apart, and she has no time to be sad all day long! She can't get out for eight years? I forgot what the bastard's surname is in eight days!"

"Don't think of anyone else as you. Xia Dong patted Xiaochen, who was also a little excited, and then said, "You can forget it for eight days, it's because you haven't been in love for eight days." ”

Wang Rui let go of me, grabbed the pillow and threw it at Xia Dong

"It's useless! I can't tell if I'm persuading Xiaoyue? What's wrong! You've been in love for a long time, let me see it once!"

Xia Dong skillfully grabbed the pillow, and shouted with small eyes, "It's not to take care of the feelings of the two of you, my sister has already knotted!

"Then you have to let the baby's father divorce the marriage first!"

"Okay, you said, I'll let him go through the divorce procedures when I go back, and then you won't cry and shout to stop me like last time!"

"What are you two doing here?" Xiaochen's eyes widened, "I didn't understand what I was doing, you two did it first?"

I listened a little blindfolded, wiped the tears on my face casually, and asked curiously

"What's going on? What's the end?"

"Get your own business in order!" all three yelled at me at the same time.

I was so frightened that I shrunk my neck.

"You don't want to go back to Beijing with us tomorrow!" Wang Rui ordered with unusually stern order.

I was shocked and asked incoherently, "I, Beijing, then, why should I go?"

Xia Dong's face changed quickly, and she smiled and said, "Go back and continue your life!"

Xiaochen patted me lightly and said, "You have to learn to face it!" It may be painful, we will accompany you, get through it, and the sea and the sky will be wide!"

I suppressed my heart from beating out, and hurriedly said, "I'm here to survive, and I can open the sky!"

"Fart!" Wang Rui jumped off the bed, pointed at me and yelled, "How much do you want to be worthless? They are all adults, who owes whom? Who forced you to do everything you did at the beginning? There are thousands of lovelorn people, why do you want to die?"

"I can't find the words to praise you when you use this word!" Xia Dong said with a disgusted face.

I'm also a black line.

"Go aside! If you understand the meaning, you will have to ...... you" Wang Rui pointed at me again, "Nonsense! Come with us tomorrow, go back and meet what you dare not see, even if you see a place, your heart will be cut by a knife, even if your internal organs are drawn into a hornet's nest, sooner or later you will have a completely good day! Sooner or later, you will be able to be a new person!"

I felt like I had been hit hard by something, and my ears were ringing.

Xiaochen hugged me in his arms and said softly, "Go and try it, just for your uncle and aunt, just ...... For us!"

I closed my eyes, trying to find a glimmer of courage in the dantian, only to find that it was empty.

I know they have a point, and I know what my problem is, but ......

"You just don't have to talk nonsense with her, just kidnap and take it away, and confiscate your ID card! What else can she do? She can only bear it obediently, and talk bitterly with a stone man, you two are really idle!" Xia Dong looked at us with disgust, and then said, "I'll go find the rope!" and turned around and walked out of the bedroom.