Leng Shuiyue was stunned for a moment, it seemed that for this situation, he didn't expect this situation at all, he also knew that he was actually a doctor before, and he was also a very well-known doctor, but he didn't expect it to be because of this patient, so he left the city, maybe it is very possible in the process, if it is said that there is no signal in the operating room, it is reasonable.

"So is the other party having a successful operation?"

Ye Jingbei gently let go of the other party's hand and slowly let go, but there was a very uncomfortable, but in this state of forbearance, in the process, with a deep regret, with a kind of loss that does not know the clouds.

"There was too much delay on the road, it should not have been transferred, this has delayed the best golden treatment period, at that time we should have asked the family to be rescued in the local hospital anyway, I should have done this persuasion, but everything was too late, the other party insisted on transferring to the hospital, so there was a complication crisis in the whole halfway process, even if I rushed there, the operation was carried out for less than an hour before there was a problem, and it was a failure......”

His heart was as low as the fallen leaves in autumn, with a feeling that seemed to be a kind of cold slaughter, as if there was no vitality, as if these traces of this life in the description of this matter had a very transparent and depressing feeling.

He walked to the window, gently pushed it open, and looked at the people coming and going on the street, as if to hide his own chaotic mood, and sighed lightly, with a tiredness and a heaviness in his tone.

Leng Shuiyue even fluctuated with his words in the depths of his heart, could this be another tragedy, a struggle between man and life and death.

It's a rainy day today, so the whole house is like the lights are on, and it still looks so dull and depressing.

"In fact, in the past three years, I have also done a kind of surgery plan and a kind of planning for many years, maybe I haven't walked into this operating room for a long time, so when I witnessed the moment when this life disappeared in front of me again, I was a little caught off guard by what I had, it was originally a fresh life, breathing so smoothly between the people who said to go, it really made me feel that life is sometimes the same thing, you will find that there are too many things in life that are too late to grasp and fight for when you go up the mountain......"

He said lightly, as if to describe this matter, there is a special sense of loss in the language, he has never talked about this kind of depression in front of anyone, but in front of the girl, the book seems to have a sense of wanting to talk about it for a long time.

There is also a sad smile on his face during the description.

"Yes, I don't know why, I don't know, I studied this medicine, I came back from studying in the UK, and I have had so many large and small surgeries in China, I have seen more complex surgeries than these, but I have never been so touched today, I seem to have felt that for these people who died in front of my hands, I feel that sometimes I am sinning, I have no way to save them, at that moment I feel that I am sinning, I seem to be repenting that I am struggling for my powerlessness......"

This sound is really a kind of autumn leaves, a feeling of helplessness, winter is coming, and there is no way to survive the cold winter.

When Leng Shuiyue heard these words, she had a very strong sense of spiritual shock, and all the grievances disappeared in a moment, as if everything was shocking to herself in the process, it turned out that this man actually contained so many grievances and so much sadness and so much helplessness.

I was so deeply attached to him, I thought he was a very powerful man, I thought he was like an Iron Man, I couldn't hit him, I thought he was a Spider-Man, and he would save himself and save the galaxy.

But it's wrong, it's all wrong.

This man is the same as all ordinary men, he also has his own joys, sorrows, sorrows, and sorrows, as well as his own helplessness and pain, when facing his own patient, he is also so painful, so struggling.

And all the elegance and gentlemanly demeanor in front of these things, but he hides a mask and turns around, in fact, he is like a man in the world, with a kind of ordinariness like cooking smoke, and even in this aspect of vulnerability, what is the difference between him and other men, not letting himself see this man who is more real and more clear.

Or in a way, the man was completely like a helpless big boy at this time, crying dizzily.

I really have a very strong sense of shock in all this.

Perhaps, as he said, he has returned from studying in the UK, and has been in the history of surgery for so many years, he has long been famous, and he will form an expert level as he walks slowly, but in the end, he has not experienced the threshold in his heart. There is no way to accept the so-called birth, old age, sickness and death very indifferently, or there will be too many regrets for everyone who leaves.

The faint room light that is not turned on is particularly bright, and the autumn breeze is blowing from the room, it is indeed late autumn, and winter is coming soon.

He didn't say anything in the dark, he sat on the sofa and sat faintly, as if thinking, as if there was no language, maybe completely immersed in his own world.

The same is true for Leng Shuiyue, looking at the man in front of him in the milk, he understands more clearly, and understands this man's situation more clearly, maybe he is really an unreasonable troublemaker, quietly walked to this man's side, and gently pulled his hand in his heart, deeply without any words that he would work together with him.

He also held her in his arms, as if they were two of them warming.

Sometimes a thousand words don't need to be said at all, and sometimes many things are not said in a word, for example, is there anything else to say at this moment? No, knowing each other and feeling a kind of excitement on both sides is the most real.

At that moment, his phone rang.

"Hey, who?"

"Doctor Ye, there are still some problems in this matter that I haven't solved yet, now there is a patient in the hospital, can you come over here, we still have some things to communicate with a family member of the patient." ”

It turned out that a family member of this patient had a medical trouble, so as a party, he had to deal with and solve it on the spot, which is also a real problem and an example that will happen in life.

Leng Shuiyue also planned to go back to school immediately, and wait until he was busy during this time.

"Leng Shuiyue, why don't you go to the hospital right now, what about me, go back to school first, and wait for you to finish your busy work, and we'll meet again after I rest, okay?" ”

"No, Leng Shuiyue, you are waiting for me at home, I will deal with it soon, if I don't finish it, I will ask Li Yang to send you back, it's time for lunch, let Li Yang take you to have a lunch, okay?"

Leng Shuiyue nodded, what else could he do about this matter? This man regained that sense of rhythm that was very rational and handled things in an orderly manner.

"Call Li Yang right now, you must wait for me here, okay, there are some things I want, you are next to me, I need you." ”

He smiled softly, and gently donated her hair to the back of her head, revealing a very warm and tender whisper.

"Okay, if there's any other earth-shattering tantrum that hasn't gotten enough, I'll let you lose your temper when I get back? ”

Leng Shuiyue also smiled, what else can you do at this time, can you refuse this man? Isn't this man the man who loves Sansheng III in his heart? How can he turn his face and deny people at this time, and he loves him miserably.

Suddenly, at this time, the doorbell rang, and Lao Tie Li Yang was already standing at the door facing Ye Jingbei, who was changing into a suit.

"Hurry up and go, okay, I'll be left with this matter today. ”

Ye Jingbei turned his head and followed Leng Shuiyue, and took a deep look at it, very gently.

"At home, wait for me. ”

Li Yang was simply angry, saying that he seemed to be doing this here today, but he was not recognized at all, or he did not get a kind of encouragement from everyone, and he felt that he did not have a sense of existence.

"Hey, hey, hey, hurry up, don't worry, the beauty in my hands is like coming to my bowl, don't want to run away!"

After he left, Leng Shuiyue went to a Chinese restaurant next to him with Li Yang to eat.

In the process of eating, the two of them can talk to each other relatively well, and they can also be regarded as emotional about some things, and they can also talk more about some casual nonsense.

Of course, Leng Shuiyue also has a gossip heart, and she really wants to get to know Ye Jingbei.

Of course, this Li Yang also has a very gossipy heart, and he also wants to talk to him about this Ye Jingbei.

Li Yang was very gossipy: "Looking at your absent-minded appearance, have you been worrying about this Ye Jingbei?

Leng Shuiyue laughed, looking at this old iron Li Yang is indeed very humorous, but he doesn't want to hide his curiosity.

If Li Yang sees this, he will definitely know that Lao Tie has already said that he has already said that he went to the city for surgery, but he also knows that there are some things that he keeps in his hand for everything, and he said it lightly, this is a matter between them, and he will definitely not have much room for discussion in this regard, and after all, this is a private matter between them.

However, you can talk about something else, and you can learn something that the other person doesn't know yet.

"Did he tell you about today's incident, because the operation may fail halfway, so this patient may unfortunately end like this. ”

Leng Shuiyue nodded worriedly, it seemed that the other party also knew about it.

"Yes, that's all, so I'm quite worried, I'm worried about him, a psychological acceptance, looking at his appearance is quite sad and worried, I'm worried about his heart, maybe because of these things. ”

"That's all he says?"

"yes, just told me this, is there anything else?"

Li Yang touched his nose, it seems that this man did not say all the words completely, and always kept a knot when he spoke.

Alas, this man, it would be nice if he could really say this thought frankly and openly, sometimes I do something very steady, I will do something very risky, the same is true for patients, and the same is true for love.

"Do you want to know?"

"Nonsense, hurry up?"

"Actually, this is a more troublesome thing, because the patient is in the operation, has been he doing a plan before the operation, he is an expert in this area, so the words will give a more stable and safer treatment plan, of course, not the organization of the doctor, will not be on the stage in person, but, of course, it is a better one, but the most important thing is that the organization of the doctor on the operating table may have some problems, you also know that the operation is very different, and then forced to terminate the operation, the doctor recommended to stay here to continue, but what, the patient's family made a big fuss, resolutely asked to go to the hospital, so the words were delayed in this way, and when they went there, it was already too late for people to do this, this is a very serious matter, but the doctor himself has fulfilled his responsibility, but the family is making a lot of noise in this regard, and it is a very serious noise about all aspects of this will, sleep for a while, think about it, then he is currently a person in a program of this thing and that organization, so there is no way to go, you can get out of this matter in this matter, you think about this thing, what to sayIt's a sad thing, so the family and the patient have some problems about this matter now, but for him he has done his duty, and this incident reminds him of a lot of his own past, especially for his mother. ”

Li Yang said this matter lightly, as if he had told all the causes and consequences of this matter.

Leng Shuiyue was shocked after hearing this, and she didn't quite understand what kind of relationship this had to do with his mother.

"You tell me what happened, and I don't know how it happened to his mother because of this situation, can you tell me if it's convenient?"

Li Yang looked at the woman in front of him and was completely sure that he didn't know, but he was also sure that his friend wouldn't tell her anyway, so let's talk about it myself, it's better for the third party to come and go.

"Then this patient died on this operating table, so now the whole family is already theorizing, and they are still making a lot of noise that Ye Jingbei did not take care of the patient on this highway, so the words must be decided, this is a very serious medical accident, but some agreements have been signed with them before the transfer, and in the end, they will take responsibility for the matter, and these legal contracts will be there, so he must stay there to deal with these things and also represent the hospital to solve the problem, but now, there is a quarrel over this will issue again, who would have thought that after the death of this old man, there would be so many problems, and the people are very cold, so now they are more concerned with the issue of compensation. ”

After Li Yang said this, he looked at the girl.

"So now you also know, how hard he is now, as a doctor, we have some things in the world, we have to deal with a lot of things, this is our duty to do, but in addition to the world, we still have to do a turnover in this regard, this is not our book, but we can't help but have to deal with it. ”

Leng Shuiyue looked at him and didn't know what to say, in fact, he should have known that he went to the hospital to deal with this matter, which was originally related to his character, he was born with a strong sympathy for a weak person.

Whether it is moral or legal, it contains a deep sense of compassion.

Li Yang sighed and said leisurely.

"Actually, that guy has always liked to say a beginning and an end directly, and he won't tell you about this thing in the middle, I understand, so you should know that his behavior is like this, you don't have to worry too much about some of his processes. Wouldn't it be better to give him a space and a freedom......"

A word wakes up the dreamer.

After that, the two of them walked home directly, and it seemed that there was a lot of chatting patterns about this matter, but it seemed that he had a deeper understanding of the profession of the doctor he was in now through today's understanding.

Li Yang looked at Leng Shuiyue with a thoughtful eye before parting.

"Actually, how to say this thing, many doctors in the hospital are used to seeing our profession, the so-called life and death parting, these things have long been a duty of our profession, but with his character has too much of this kind of compassion for life, so there will be too many emotional factors in this kind of life and death, so in many cases, because of the accumulation of an emotional emotion in a psychological, he gave up a continuation in the operation, maybe there is no way to accept it...... For the medical profession as a whole, and for my friend, I think this is a great loss, he actually has a deep expertise and a talent in the field of medical surgery, which is a pity, if there is an opportunity......"

Leng Shuiyue was stunned for a moment, as if she didn't quite understand the other party's statement, but there was a feeling that she didn't understand.

"What?"

"Okay, okay, you can comfort your little wolf dog, if it really doesn't work, you can consider it, practice it, this way can be combined with each other, so that the two sides can be integrated......"

Oh my god。