Chapter 24, I suddenly miss you very much
"You probably didn't understand what I meant. Wang Taika explained: "When I say that I appeared at that time, I meant a formal pursuit. But I can't tell if there is anyone else around her now, so I won't chase her now, I just want to be with her, and that's fine!"
"Isn't it surveillance?" asked Crystal.
"No, if she really has someone else she likes...... Wang Taika was about to make a hypothesis, but suddenly found that if Song Cilantro really had someone she liked, she would ...... There must be no way to let go, and it's all nonsense to say that it's still a friend! How can love become a friendship? Here, I would like to say something that is particularly realistic and disgusting, and what if! Even if two people who are not together become a dating relationship in the future, it is because of a trace of unwillingness, so they will never forget!
Seeing that Wang Taika didn't answer, but Crystal was not in a hurry. She is now willing to take the time to solve the worries of V. Ernie, and everything is worth it.
"Well, to be honest, I really can't imagine how I'm going to live in her absence. Although I have been separated for so many years, I have gritted my teeth, but I actually have a bipolar ......," Wang Taika said, and he was stunned.
Wang Taika has been suffering from bipolar disorder for a while, almost inseparable from medicine, and he has to take medicine every day to restrain his emotions, otherwise a little thing in life can make Wang Taika instantly manic or depressed!
It may be that if a bowl is broken, Wang Taika will be furious because of it, or he will be sad because he thinks of broken love! More often, he will be manic and sad, like a psychopath. I can only rely on drugs and constantly control my emotions.
But...... Since I met Song Coriander today, I have encountered so many messy things next, but Wang Taika's mood is so stable, and he doesn't even have any irritable or depressed thoughts in his heart! The most important thing is that Wang Taika forgot to take medicine this morning because he was in a hurry!
I didn't take any medicine, but I wasn't depressed or irritable at all. Since I came into contact with Song Cilantro for a while, I seem to be ...... It seems that he is already a normal person, and he will not be so inexplicably irritable or depressed?
This? this...... How is this possible? This is not scientific at all! Is there really something destined for it? Phew, blah, hey, he's not the protagonist, and he doesn't have that treatment. But this situation ......
"Wait a minute, I'll make a call! I'm in a hurry!" Wang Taika was so puzzled that he didn't wait for Crystal to answer, and in Crystal's puzzled eyes, he took his mobile phone out of the door and found a remote place. At this time, he didn't even care about the phone bill of the transatlantic phone, and directly called his doctor with his own number in China.
"You're crazy! The mailing address is actually in South Korea!" The phone was connected, and the doctor's voice came from the other end: "If it weren't for the familiar number, I wouldn't have been able to get through." ”
"Doctor, listen to me, there is a huge situation on my side!" Wang Taika has already said nothing, and even such nondescript words as "huge situation" have come out.
"What's the matter? Didn't I prescribe medicine to you? Take it every day, you can control your condition. For example, there is almost no cure for a disease like bipolar disorder, and the chance of a complete recovery is close to zero! ”
"But I'm fine!" Wang Taika said excitedly: "That is, if I didn't take medicine the day before, it was easy for me to enter a state of mental breakdown." Suddenly, at a certain moment, I was very angry, and I wanted to beat people up in a manic way. Or suddenly depressed to hypocrisy, hypocritical to self-abandonment. ”
"Yes, your bipolar disorder is still mixed, mania and depression often switch indiscriminately, and this is the most serious kind of bipolar disorder. The doctor said.
"But I'm fine! I haven't taken any medicine all day today! But I don't have anything at all! I'm so happy!" Wang Taika said excitedly: "Even if I encounter something particularly complicated, such as importing the video incorrectly at work, or being told two sentences, I would have ...... it long ago But I just want to be completely fine! I don't have any feelings that I usually suppress! I feel ...... It's been so easy, it's never been easier!"
"Are you sure you haven't taken any medicine for the whole day? Maybe you forgot? After all, it's possible that it's because of bipolar disorder and emotional instability, which leads to the deliberate forgetting of some memories, which is also possible!"
"I don't have any medicine! Even if I do, I feel stuffy in my chest and uncomfortable. But now, I'm really, really happy! Do you know?" Wang Taika thought for a while and said, "The feeling is, if you give me a wing, I can fly to the sky and stand shoulder to shoulder with the sun, and the world is waiting for me to change! I am not afraid of others to see the dreams I want to make, I can realize them here! Laugh loudly and make you ...... me."
"Okay! Stop the lyrics! This phone bill really hurts me. The doctor couldn't stand it anymore and said, "Looking at your current state, is it mentally ill?"
"Huh?" Wang Taika startled.
"Just kidding. If you are the way you are, as you say, you should ...... It's like he's recovered. After all, being so happy without taking medicine is definitely not something that people with bipolar disorder can have. The doctor thought for a moment: "According to my understanding, it should be a certain point that stimulates you, so that you will not be so anxious, so it will be like this." So when do you think about it, because of what you saw or experienced, it started to become lighter?"
"Because Song ...... Because I met someone!" Wang Taika did not say his name, but Wang Taika dared to conclude that it was because of Song Coriander.
Because during the day today, when Wang Taika was still hesitating whether to greet Song Coriander or not, the depression and mania in his heart were as serious as a landslide. It was as if countless big stones were pressing down on my heart, making it difficult for me to even breathe. That desperately depressing.
But when Wang Taika and Song Coriander said that greeting, when Song Coriander communicated with herself, the terrible mania and extreme depression in her heart seemed to disappear, and they were all gone in an instant! The sun was shining! The flowers of the whole world were blooming!
Not arrogant, not impatient, not angry. It seems that the lonely boat that has been adrift for a long time has finally returned to the port, as if the wanderer who has left home has finally returned to his hometown, as if an old letter has crossed the end of thousands of mountains and rivers, and as if the northern Yan has returned to the south and jumped over the wind and snow of the cold winter.
It seems that the wind, rain, frost and snow that have traveled all over the world have made the world's grain into a jar of wine, and this jar of wine has not been sent to the people who have been separated for a long time, but they have drunk themselves first.
It stands to reason that when Wang Taika is so hypocritical, he will start to become depressed, because this is the trigger for a bipolar episode.
But today, Wang Taika has been hypocritical to such an extent, and there is nothing to do at all! Even, there is not even a little sadness in his heart!
Wang Taika held his mobile phone in a daze, he didn't care what the doctor said. At this time, Wang Taika's eyes were a little red, and he didn't know what to say.
It's just at this moment that I suddenly miss you very much.
So you really are, my medicine!