Chapter 112: The years are well
He didn't know if he could leave now.
Although Qin Yue was asleep, her hand was tightly holding Meng Yan's fingers and refused to let go.
Meng Yan also tried to break Qin Yue's hand.
But as soon as Meng Yan moved slightly, Qin Yue frowned, and made some strange sounds.
Meng Yan didn't dare to move, and sat stiffly on the edge of the bed, not knowing what to do.
He could only sit like this, looking at Qin Yue, who was sleeping soundly.
Suddenly, I thought, in fact, this is also very good.
Yu Yang's alcohol consumption has always been very good, and after sending Meng Yan and Qin Yue away, only he and Yu Di were left in the entire living room.
Yu Di didn't drink much, and he was always in moderation.
The main thing is the fear of accidents.
"Xiaodi, let's clean up this place. ”
Yu Yang rolled up his sleeves and packed the things on the table into the kitchen with a few clicks.
Yu Di hurriedly walked over.
"Brother, didn't you say okay? You cook, I'll wash the dishes. ”
Yu Yang smiled softly.
"I know our little flute is very well-behaved, but today is not different, there are so many things, it is impossible for you to come alone, right? ”
Yu Di's heart was a warm mess.
"Uh-huh. ”
The kitchen is obviously very large, but Yu Di likes to huddle with his brother.
He felt very secure in this way, and felt that this was the real time with his brother.
Yu Yang was washing the dishes while talking to Yu Di.
"Flute, are you listening?"
Yu Di didn't hear it, and as soon as he reacted, he saw Yu Yang looking at him suspiciously.
"What's wrong, brother?"
"What's wrong with you? Are you uncomfortable?"
Looking at Yu Yang's worried gaze, Yu Di hurriedly shook his head.
"Without my brother, I was just thinking about something. ”
"What are you thinking?"
Yu Di pursed his lips, "It's nothing, it's just a dream." ”
"Oh~" Yu Yang joked, showing regret, "Our little flute has really grown up, and we all have our own secrets to hide from our brother." ”
Yu Di was a little anxious when he heard it.
"It's not...... No, brother, I ......."
"Stop, stop," Yu Yang smiled, "Brother is joking!"
Yu Di breathed a sigh of relief inexplicably.
"By the way, brother, what did you just say?"
"I said, Xiaodi, are you going to be upset?"
Yu Di was stunned, "What's upset?"
Yu Yang cleaned up the counter, "I took you Meng Yan and them home without your consent." ”
"No, as long as you're happy, brother. ”
Yu Yang sighed.
"I'm sorry Xiaodi, my brother is, I want you to have more contact with the outside world. ”
Yu Di turned his head to look at Yu Yang.
The light in the kitchen is warm yellow, which is cast on Yu Yang's face, which makes Yu Yang even more gentle.
"You're eighteen years old and you're not in school. ”
"Brother doesn't care if you can be a very good person, I just want you to be happy. ”
"It's just that you are now, and the closest person is nothing more than me, and Brother Meng Yan and Brother Ahao......"
"Brother," Yu Di interrupted Yu Yang's conversation with a slight frown.
"I don't know why you think about it, but I'm happy now because I don't feel alone with you. ”
"I'm very satisfied with you, and I don't want to be in contact with other people, and I don't want to go through the trouble of socializing. ”
Yu Yang listened to Yu Di speak like this, of course he felt very happy.
But the main thing he was worried about was.
Can Yu Di have a healthy physical and mental development?
Since he was a child, Yu Di has always only been with them, and he doesn't even want to say a few more words to others.
In fact, Yu Yang also knows the reason.
It's because of the painful times Yu Di spent in the orphanage when he was a child.
In the eyes of Yu Yang and Meng Yan, in fact, although the time in the orphanage was also painful, it sharpened his will even more.
Especially Meng Yan, after all, this is what he is doing now.
But Yu Di is different.
He has been weak since he was a child, and he has never had the share of others bullying him, not his share of bullying others.
It was at that time that his personality gradually became withdrawn and began to dislike communicating with others.
He had been worried, worried that Yu Di would turn into what he feared.
"Little flute, you really have to tell me something. I don't care if my brother will get bored, because you are the closest person to me, my lovely brother. ”
Yu Di listened to Yu Yang say so much, and suddenly didn't know what to say.
Can they only be brothers?
Seeing that Yu Di didn't speak, Yu Yang was a little worried.
"Little flute...... Are you really hiding something from your brother?"
"Huh?"
Yu Di looked at Yu Yang and smiled shallowly.
"No, brother, I've always been fine. Nothing has happened, and I have always loved you. You are all my favorite family members. ”
"Hmmm......"
Although Yu Yang listened to Yu Di say this, he was still very worried.
Yu Di is too sensible, this has always been a point that makes Yu Yang proud, and it is also a point that has always made Yu Yang feel sorry for Yu Di.
"Little flute...... You don't have to be so sensible......"
"Brother," Yu Di turned Yu Yang's body around and looked into his eyes seriously.
"Because I've always liked my brother, I don't think there's anything about it, and I'm fine and happy now. ”
Yu Yang suddenly didn't know what to say, so he could only nod palely.
"Okay brother," Yu Di smiled again, "Needless to say, it was my own decision not to go to school in the first place, and I don't think there is anything you are sorry for me." ”
Yu Di didn't say that it was okay, but when he said it, Yu Yang's heart became uncomfortable again.
At the beginning, Yu Yang and Meng Yan originally planned to let Yu Di go to school.
But at that time, Meng Yan and Yu Yang were already very small, and they didn't even have a stable economic income, so it was already very good to let Yu Yang go to school alone.
Just when Meng Yan was still worried about Yu Di's schooling, Yu Di said something.
"Brother, I don't want to go to school. ”
That night, Meng Yan and Yu Yang didn't let Yu Di eat, if Yu Yang hadn't stopped him, Yu Di would have been beaten by Meng Yan almost all over.
"Forget it, Meng Yan! Don't be like this, Xiaodi is also sensible, and he doesn't want you to work. ”
Meng Yan looked at Yu Di who was kneeling on the ground and pursed the corners of his mouth.
Later, I didn't know what Yu Di said to Meng Yan, and Meng Yan never had any objection to Yu Di's refusal to go to school.
Even Yu Yang didn't know until now, he had asked Yu Di and Meng Yan, but they couldn't get an answer.
He never got an answer, and he always apologized for Yu Di not going to school.
So over the years, he has been making up for Yu Di in his own way, but he has always felt that it is not enough.
It's never been enough.