Xia Dong drove the car, Wang Rui sat in the co-pilot, Xiaochen and I sat in the back, and drove all the way to the city.

I kept looking out the car window, my heart was beating faster, and Xiaochen's nagging was in my ears, I vaguely sounded like I was persuading me to be cruel to myself, they didn't have much time, and they didn't have much time to accompany me to be abused, but fortunately, I was young, as long as I kept my breath, I could always carry it.

Wang Rui also added from time to time, "What can you do if you can't carry it?" whether you want to jump into the river or off the building, you name a way, we will send you!"

I suddenly had a bad feeling that they were going to be cruel to me!

I asked Xiaochen in a low voice, "Didn't you say take your time? Do you want to go under the knife without anesthetic?"

Xiaochen patiently explained, "You stay in your small town all the year round and don't understand the rhythm of the capital, didn't you give you a night last night?

I tried to struggle with the "old saying doesn't it say that illness comes like a mountain, and illness goes like a thread......"

Xia Dong drove the car and was excited: "I want to smoke you now! What a big deal! Grind and grind, grind and chirp! If it weren't for the fact that you were okay when you were in school, we wouldn't bother to care about you! Do you know how many poor people are in this world? Do you know how many places are going on at war? Do you know ......?"

"You drive honestly!" Wang Rui scolded, "It's like an unmanned car, my heart has been slipping, I'm afraid that you can't see the road when you step on the brakes, and you can't step on the brakes when you see the road, you dare to be distracted to train her, three lives are under your feet!"

Xia Dong straightened his waist and shouted, "What about my life? I can't not count my life because I have a short life!"

Wang Rui said, "What I'm talking about is our three lives, Lin Xiyue's doesn't count, she may wish you couldn't step on the brakes!"

I opened my mouth to refute, Xiaochen patted me and said gently, "If you want to live, you have to have a look like you want to live, you don't call it alive now." ”

I said angrily, "I'm a dead man who can breathe!"

Xiaochen said, "Almost!"

I excitedly asked, "Do you have to work hard to make progress, do you have to move forward bravely? Do you have to have no difficulties and create difficulties to experience life, this is called living? I honestly stay in my hometown, and I have lived in my old age since I was in my twenties, what's wrong with my life? What happened to my pure heart and few desires? What happened to me having no desires?!"

The inside of the car suddenly fell silent.

I was a little excited, panting, and I had a lot of things to say in my heart, I have my own way of living, I live a good life, why was I forcibly taken to the capital! I feel comfortable living like that, I don't want to remember who got in the way of the past? I am willing to be a turtle, I am willing to be an ostrich, I am willing to shrink and warm me!

Just as I was brewing excitement and preparing to make persistent efforts to fight back, Wang Rui spoke, "He sends me a message every year on your birthday, saying that he wishes you a happy birthday!"

All my emotions disappeared in an instant, and I was stunned.

Wang Rui continued, "In the first two years, I sent messages back to scold him, but he didn't reply, and then he sent it on your birthday, and I didn't bother to scold it in the past few years." ”

Xia Dong was anxious: "Why haven't I heard you say it? Give me the girl's phone number, see if I don't kill him! At worst, put it on the Internet, a hundred yuan a number, I can make crazy money!"

Wang Rui said, "In eight years, he used five numbers to send me a text message, which one do you want?"

Xiaochen hurriedly asked, "Then how do you know it's him?"

Wang Rui said confidently: "Guess!"

I exhaled and leaned into the saddle, my little heart beating wildly.

Xiaochen complained: "Guess, what are you talking about!"

Wang Rui said with a smile, "I just want to see if we, an immortal with a pure heart and few desires, have no desires, and have no desires, will end our old age and go west with a crane!"

I gritted my teeth in anger and wanted to kick the car door and jump out! They changed, they became bitter, they became unreasonable, they became ruthless, they were not the three people I knew, I felt a sense of grievance in my heart, and tears began to soar.

Xiaochen sighed and comforted me, "What are you talking about her, she doesn't talk like this, you didn't just find out today, otherwise you can lose your job, and the object will run? But she is not good for you? She is the most anxious over the years, and she must be the one who wants you to hurry up and get better, the words you just said are angry to hear, let's not talk about how we live, just talk about you, if you can really be pure-hearted and have few desires, we are not in a hurry, are you real? If you are really pure-hearted and have few desires, you have to really think about it, you don't think about it, pretend to be pure-hearted and have few desires......

Xiaochen started the nagging mode again, I wanted to jump out of the car more and more, I carefully looked at the traffic outside the car window, and occasionally glanced at the scenery on the street, suddenly, I was like a lightning strike, looked out the window for three seconds, turned my head and looked at the three of them viciously, "You are ruthless!"

I never thought that the first stop they brought me back to be abused was my alma mater! It was full of memories that I didn't dare to recall, what was gradual, what was slow, it was all nonsense! I couldn't control my trembling hands, and pushed the car door hard, I want to get out of the car, I don't want to go in, I want to go home!

Xiaochen hugged me tightly, and before he could speak, Wang Rui asked, "Are you sick?"

I was stunned, there was really no, there was no suffocation, there was no pain, except for panic, it seemed that there was really nothing.

"They all say that you are used to yourself! Whether it is bitter or painful, you will get used to it if you suffer more. Wang Rui unbuckled her seat belt and prepared to get out of the car.

Xia Dong parked the car and asked, "What should I do if she runs away?"

Wang Rui replied happily, "Catch it back, and send it to the crematorium!"

Where did I run, got out of the car, my legs were weak and disobeyed, Xiaochen helped me into the campus that appeared countless times in my dreams.

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