Chapter 5: Eight Years of Searching
Wang Rui didn't return my mobile phone for a long time, and I didn't dare to ask for it, because her face was very ugly, Xiaochen patted me very understandingly and comforted
"Wang Rui must be afraid of losing contact again, so she saved our phone number in your mobile phone and added WeChat...... I guess your phone doesn't have this function, how did you fall behind in this situation?"
"Didn't you see that she doesn't even have a TV at home?" The summer and winter seasons seem to be a little changing, and her tone is cold.
"Our previous phone, she has always been in the mobile phone!" Wang Rui held a mobile phone in one hand, suddenly shouted, and then threw herself on the sofa and began to cry, crying while pointing at me and scolding, "You have the ability to really forget us! We are here, you have the ability to blow us all away! You have the ability, don't think about us......"
Xiaochen and Xia Dong hurriedly snatched their mobile phones, and the two of them saw their names on the screen, 'My Chenchen, My Ruirui, My Dongdong......
How could I not want them? I can't think of it, I try my best to forget anything related to that time, I can't bear the pain that that memory brought me, that pain is not the pain in my muscles when I practice, not the pain that hurts my muscles and bones when I fight!
I'm too afraid of involuntary memories when I can't sleep, I'm too afraid of listening to my heartbeat clearly at night in the quiet night, I'm too afraid that my dreams are full of his shadows, and then I wake up and suffocate in pain!
I don't have a smartphone, I don't have a TV, I never watch movies, gossip magazines, cut off any form that might be associated with him, I have to ...... They are also included.
The three people in front of me used to laugh heartily for me to be happy and cry for my sadness, and I ...... But I buried them in my heart, and I didn't dare to touch them easily for eight years! But I kept their phones like stealing bells and put their photos on them, I knew it was very contradictory, but I couldn't resist the strong thoughts in my heart, and occasionally, only occasionally I couldn't help but look at them in the photos a few times.
I can understand their anger, but can they understand my helplessness?
Xiaochen pulled me over, and then pulled Wang Rui, Xia Dong also came over, the four of us hugged each other, Xiaochen said, "This time, we will not be separated!"
My heart shook involuntarily.
......
When all four of us had red and swollen eyes, this memorial ceremony for the past was over, they didn't eat breakfast, I was halfway through it, and seeing that it was noon, I quickly ordered takeout, Wang Rui was very pleased that the town could keep pace with the times.
Finally, we were able to communicate normally, and I finally knew that it was not easy for them to find me.
I was the only one who chose to leave the year I graduated, and all three of them stayed in the capital, and I turned off the train when I got on it, which was premeditated! Unable to reach me, they called the police...... even went to identify the corpse, Xia Dong said that Xiaochen and Wang Rui had cried before they went, and she firmly believed in that ...... Not me!
I asked, "How are you so sure?"
Xia Dong said, "Nonsense! If you really disappeared, your parents would have found a school long ago! Those policemen are also idiots!"
Wang Rui expressed disbelief: "You have a long head just to make up for your height, right? What if she even deceived her parents? Tell us that she went home, and told her parents to stay!"
Xia Dong replied disapprerovingly, "Anyone can have an accident, she won't! It's good if she doesn't let others have an accident, who cleaned her up? You just cared about it at the time! I don't want to think about who she is and what she is capable of!"
Wang Rui snorted coldly and said, "I'm not afraid of what others will do to her, I'm afraid that her brain will be killed by shrimp paste, what will happen to herself!"
I shrunk my neck and leaned in towards Xiaochen.
Later, they asked the school for my mailing address, and the teacher in charge of the file just gave them a roll of the eyes, and they didn't bother to say anything, and then they contacted our city propaganda department through the relationship that they didn't know how many turns they had turned, but unfortunately we were not in the eyes of people in such a small town, and Xiaochen They didn't know anything other than what my parents' surnames were, what they did, and they didn't know anything else, so they had even more reason not to help find it.
From this, they conclude that if they want to make friends sincerely, they must know the basics thoroughly!
Later, when they met, they would ask if they knew any friends who lived in our town......
In this way, in the past eight years, I have been busy forgetting the past, and they are busy living hard, by the way...... Never gave up looking for me!
Actually, they knew why I avoided it, but they didn't expect me to disappear for so long!
Finally, last night, Xiaochen went to Shanghai on a business trip to meet a customer, it happened that this customer happened to be in our town, his relatives happened to know Lao Lin, the reason why Lao Lin was so sure that Lao Lin was Lao Lin was because people said "His family has a girl who is out of tune, but he has been much more well-behaved in recent years!"
Xiaochen immediately informed Wang Rui and Xia Dong, and then she ran over overnight.