I don't remember what Ye Jingbei's first impression was on me, I only know that after knowing him, I can't even figure out which age from elementary school is separated from which grade of his classmates, and the two of us seem to be very unclear about the data.

I remember when I was in high school, and I was a liberal arts major, he told me to go out and let me go to the back garden in front of the school, and he was spinning in place and sticking his head, very angry.

"What do you want? If you can do that, it must be that number, it may be better to go a little better, but now I need you to choose one for yourself. ”

But since they were all very good, and I was good at science, then he accommodated my choice, and I didn't study what I shouldn't have learned.

I really chose liberal arts, and his choice of science, the two of us were completely cultivated by factors, and the two of us didn't get together at all.

He was very quiet, I wrote science, and I really didn't believe that I chose liberal arts.

I said, "Alas, I won't tell you, I'll go straight up, if your sister can't solve this matter, don't tell me about these things." ”

And he was even more annoyed and angry with me, and he looked at him fiercely and didn't let him go, saying that the other party promised to do things.

Can they say to me.

"Leng Shuiyue, can you treat me well and feel some feelings with me, why are you?"

It was after I saw him turn around and leave, I really didn't know how to deal with this matter in the future, and I felt really sorry.

Naturally, I didn't expect such an obvious romance cadre, and I couldn't see it, he was also my friend, I thought we were very small, and how could there be so many deep feelings, even if I was a little impulsive, I didn't understand those things, they were all immature things, and I smiled softly, maybe more simply, and it was useless.

By the time we got to my sophomore year of high school, we had a big fall outing, and the boy from this school gave me a really good encouragement organization for our active high school students, and I went to a suburban place, and we don't remember how long we took the train, although I was really a little dizzy.

"Alas, Leng Shuiyue, I see that your face is a little pale, and do you think you should drink any water, your face is not very good now, should we take a rest outside?"

I said at the time that it seemed like I would feel better after always blowing the blow, and I shouldn't have a big problem.

In this way, my table mate is a very quiet girl, and her personality is somewhat similar to me, so the two of us can often chat with each other, and we chatted very happily, of course, we followed this unit at the back, and they were all on this experience path, and it was rare that some of them were very deliberately not relaxed.

I walked for a while, I saw someone behind me opening my shoulder, I saw that it was Ye Jingbei, when he appeared in front of me I don't know, if our class is in front, they are walking heaven and earth, and he is expressionless, instead of a glass of water to say to me.

"There's something going on, you can drink some water after singing later, it's nothing, if it's better to drink some water, or I'll eat some more fruit, can you restore your state?"

I was stunned for a moment, and then I said that I was not thirsty, but in fact I couldn't drink it, because I might be in a mess in my heart, and I also felt my heart in the other place.

He just said: "Why do I see how your face is so bad, why is it so bad, I am like a ghost, because the state of the examiner's time should be better, I can be better, maybe it can change, now it is a little better." ”

I really don't think this is something to say.

Of course, my friend said that it was obvious that he sensed the atmosphere between the two of us, that we were completely wrong, and that he was intuitively worried about the little things that asked me: "Leng Shuiyue, you see we have to go on horseback, increase our speed quickly, we should keep up with the troops in front, or I will fall too behind." ”

Just as I was hesitating, the boys from the science class ran up and looked at the situation in front of me.

"Oh hey, look at the one I said, I can't move, why are you running so fast, it turns out that you are completely looking for your friend, I think you can see this thing so clearly, you have a lot of guests now, we really found this thing very interesting." ”

"Classmate, let me tell you, Ye Jingbei really misses you, how about love, look at him, this guy has been looking at his watch and looking forward all the way up, are you the one they are looking for?"

"That's right, Ye Jingbei, your performance is too obvious, and the old class is about to go up, you hurry up and take it easy, can you hurry up?"

Ye Jingbei immediately organized the words over there, and his expression was a little cold: "Okay, okay, don't talk about it here." ”

My classmates saw very clearly, those boys suddenly went straight away, and they ran very fast, and the way he looked was really because of such a special situation, and I believe that whatever happened, whatever the reason, then it was as they said.

My tablemate also followed me very unjustly: "I don't know, I'm going to find so-and-so, and I'm busy right now." ”

With that, he immediately trotted away. The thief came up and grabbed my arm directly, and I said no, I can walk, and he looked at me as if he gritted his teeth and said to me viciously: "I tell you that there is no need for this, you don't hold on to it so much, this thing is easy to solve, why do you have to make this thing a very difficult thing, can you hold it up by yourself? And my heart is so pale." ”

Oh, hey, that's really uncomfortable for me, and it's even more uncomfortable for me to be tossed by him like this, and I saw that a lot of science students and men and women were gone, so I said it directly.

“OK。 ”

We walked in the middle of the road, in fact, I was very uncomfortable, and Ye Jingbei once told me.

In fact, I really don't want others to be impressed by me, and my personality since I was a child is like this, I feel low-key, and my personality has been going on for many years, there is a habit that you change I may change easily, that day I followed my classmate, he was pulling me when he wanted to say goodbye to him: "Leng Shuiyue, we may be graduating from college, but where do we want to take the exam, we may not be on this road by this time next year." ”

Of course, in this process, it can be frankly said that Ye Jingbei's feelings for me may have a lot more than what I have paid, and it has always been like this, but he also understands these things, in fact, he should be much more mature than me, and the most common sentence he says is:

My God, where the hell did you run to me where I made me wait so long to find you, I almost thought that I might have to wait until I was seventy or eighty to meet you, and when you understand that I wrote that I may not necessarily be scolding you for the rest of my life, don't believe what three lives and three lives.

Well, the last year of high school is the most painful time to pay attention, I remember a lot of things, because every day is basically after sleeping, basically every day without time to sleep may be less than 6 hours, every day there is a thesis topic, let you brush brush, and the mind is easily dizzy, when the next bell rings and the last bell, we can't tell where it is, I don't know in my head to keep brushing questions, but such time actually passed in a hurry, and it wasn't until July that I found out that my high school life was really going to say goodbye。

That is, the summer of that year was very hot, and my brother followed my father and mother to study abroad, so I followed my mother, this is my first time to the United States, I think a lot of things make me feel very novel, of course, there is a lot of time I feel very uncomfortable, this was only this brother who was less than 9 years old at the time, I think he should say that the first time he went abroad, and the first time to take care of myself should be more lonely.

But at that time, my brother was very happy with his special fever, and there was nothing bad at all, and there was too much of a kind of fear, so he took my hand and said to me.

"You know, I was really scared when I finally found out that I was leaving this place, he couldn't worry about my sister, and I was going to buy you a lot of fun stuff, limited edition sneakers. ”

I'm OK.

When I returned to China, Aunt Li, who was next door to my house, pulled me and looked at me: "Leng Shuiyue, have you and your mother been traveling outside during this time, as if you can find you at home?" ”

I said yes, I just went out for a while, what's wrong?

She said: " I don't know why, he had a very tall boy later, and he had been coming here to look for you for the past few weeks, and he came to see me every day, and found that he had lunch from morning to noon in the evening, and then came over, and basically when he was in a hurry, he sat next to him and read novels, and kept looking at the location of your house, and my uncle didn't look good, I want to persuade him to go home early, of course you may be out, you may not be at home, if you are coming back now, you should call the other party, is it sometimes urgent, is there some university notice that you can't know who he is。 ”

I nodded.

In fact, Leng Shuiyue later also directly highlighted abroad, in fact, going abroad at this time is a very simple thing, not a very complicated thing, in fact, it is just a passport to the ticket, if you have a little money on you, this thing really can't be about the same price as our usual last tour group.

Later, after I went to college, I was very honored, I met a lot of good classmates, they all have good personalities, and they are very cheerful, some are very humorous, some are particularly boring, and some are even very strange, anyway, in this school, I have met all kinds of similar friends.

So in the first semester of college, many of our classmates began to fall in love, so they all persuaded me very definitely that if I didn't fall in love in college, it would be a waste of time, school is a temple of love, and if I don't fall in love, it will be a shame for life time.

Actually, they all despise me, why do I have to find a boyfriend in a hurry, in fact, many of them are talking about these things, thinking that this thing is very troublesome.

Of course, I was often despised by them as a lonely person, and they should have often introduced me to some friends and classmates, if I knew that one day, our roommate would hand me such a landline number very mysteriously.

She said: "And finally the sky is broken, a man comes to you, you hurry up, maybe your fate will fall from the sky." ”

I was confused, and I said, "Oh, I took the phone, and I called and said, "It's me." ”

Later, I listened to all kinds of gossip from them, and said that I must have a boyfriend, because on the second day, when Ye Jingbei called, and he asked me a lot of information, and it was completely like my gossip from the bottom up.

"After Leng Shuiyue told me, tell me who this Ye Jingbei is, the problem he said is that you should give us a clear thing about my Leng Shuiyue, such a romantic thing to visit Taiwan and resist strictly, this thing must be explained clearly today anyway, otherwise our roommates will definitely not be able to spare you. ”

He took the phone straight away, and he looked very happy.

"But whoever you think is who I am?!"

The classmate laughed: "That thing must be very foody, hahaha, now I know that my cold water moon is your property, so what if your belonging is your fixed property?"

Then he asked me, "Now that we're both in college, do you think we can enjoy a relationship now?"

It's very honest to say that I'm really not a particularly good girl.,And to talk about my advantages and characteristics.,In fact, I think my biggest problem is that I'm very kind and quiet.,I don't like to be noisy.,I like a lot of things.,I think it's very simple.。

If I had initially determined, he might not have been conscious of the fact that he was bald, and he liked to make all kinds of jokes in front of me since he was a child, but that's it, I think it might be just happy all of a sudden, but what, since I was a child, thinking about something in front of me, in fact, the whole sense of the world may soon pass, and I am very sensitive to that person, and I am also very sensitive to the words of the emotional part, and I am also very cautious.

I asked Ye Jingbei: "Then what do you want me to be? What do you have that you can tell me the reason?"

He said: "I don't know, I can't say it now, anyway, I think this thing has been identified after many years, and many times this thing has been recognized since the first grade, that is, the person you are looking for is such a simple thing." ”

Actually, I laugh at it, I think everyone is really like a super fool, sometimes there is not too much discussion on this kind of issue, but I feel that I don't understand the reason.

In the 4 years of college, this group of female classmates can give me such a cheerful friendship for a lifetime, of course I learned to feel lazy in the process, and learned to play games, especially to play the glory of kings, and learned to cry wolf every day in our roommates, this kind of typing may be very stable, of course, I will still have a lot of unreasonable things.

Especially in the past 10 years, there are three kinds of suitors who are particularly hot in life, but compared to the same kind of special carnival, don't think mine is more out of the way for me, and I finally said to these three male classmates, I think I'm sorry to tell me, I can't belong to them.

Ye Jingbei, sometimes I will come to the school to find me a few times, the two of us know each other better in school, if you come once, you have to take the train, I want to do it for two days and two nights, in fact, I remember him like this now, and he is wearing a black T-shirt, and his hair is cut like that kind of short, and the onion in these two directions looks special with a strong taste, which is what I particularly like.

He laughed when he looked at me, and I felt so uncomfortable that I didn't know why this kind of reunion was happening, and you would feel that joy when we saw each other again.

He didn't seem to reset it, but as soon as he put his hand down, I really felt as if he wanted to hug me and didn't want to use it, so I was embarrassed to myself.

I said, what's wrong with you? What do you want to do?

He said that I want to hug you very well, and I especially want to spend this kind of scene in my dreams all the time, but I am afraid that my work will make me afraid, and I am afraid that my work will hurt you.

Well, that's the two of us hugging each other after all, it was me hugging him, and I don't know when I can let go of my hand, I feel a particularly sweet emotion, and my nose and eyes are still very painful.

The past few years of college have been glorious, we really get together less and leave more, in fact, I really thought that it would be better if the relationship between the two of us could be stabilized, and at the same time I realized that the time we both spent together was really like a very long young novel.

Ye Jingbei said: "If you remove that score, I think our life is relatively fulfilling, and we have a really good time, although this script is a little longer, but, think about it, I put all my youth and beauty on you, and you must not be responsible for me no matter what, you must not always be angry." ”

I looked at him: "Because this sentence seems to be said by a girl to a boy, and the boy seems to feel a little different when he says this sentence, you will plagiarize the lines in the romance novel in the future." ”

I remember when he came back from graduation, I was often in school, I was packing up the school materials, and I was about to go home for the holidays, and he didn't even inform me that I was going to sleep, and when I went back to the dormitory that day, I saw that he was already standing downstairs in our dormitory.

At that moment, I wanted to cry.

Mmmmmm, I really ran after it like a flower butterfly, hugging tightly: "When did you come? Why didn't you tell me, how long have you been here?"

Oh, he just hugged me tightly, with a deep feeling.

"Yes, I'll come, I can't wait, I bought a train ticket as soon as school ended, and I've been sitting until now, I finally see you. ”