Chapter Ninety-Eight: He Was Scared
At that moment, Ruan Xin was stunned in place, and even forgot to breathe, and her mind was full of Qi Ziqian's words just now.
He said he was scared that he would never be able to find her again, as she had left five years ago.
This is the first time since they met Ruan Xin that she heard such words from Qi Ziqian's mouth. She thought that after what happened five years ago, he hated her, and even though the relationship between the two had slowly warmed up, she was always cautious. So when something happened today, what she was most anxious about was to explain it to him.
The snow fell again, but Ruan Xin didn't feel the coolness at all, her heart seemed to be warmed by his words, and even the snow became gentle.
"No," she shook her head, clasped her hands a little tighter again, and whispered in his ear, "No, I won't be leaving again." ”
As soon as he finished speaking, Qi Ziqian suddenly moved, and before Ruan Xin could react, he had already kissed her on the lips.
His lips were cold, but the touch he brought to Ruan Xin was hot.
Ruan Xin's head was dizzy when she was kissed, but Qi Ziqian didn't want to give her a chance to breathe, and directly hugged the person upstairs......
Tonight's moonlight was extraordinarily bright, reflecting on the snow, and the whole land was pure white.
Ruan Xin shrank in Qi Ziqian's arms, and Qi Ziqian's clear heartbeat sounded in her ears, even if she was already tired and couldn't lift her eyelids, she still subconsciously wanted to get closer to the reassuring heartbeat.
"Not tired yet?" Qi Ziqian's voice was low and extremely magnetic.
Ruan Xin's hand froze and did not dare to move again. "I just want to hug you. ”
The corners of Qi Ziqian's mouth moved slightly, and he hummed softly.
Ruan Xin's hand hugged him with peace of mind, and in a daze, she seemed to hear Qi Ziqian's voice calling her "Xinxin".
She said "um", but Qi Ziqian didn't speak again, just stroked her hair one by one.
The people around her breathed evenly and fell asleep, and Qi Ziqian stared at her cheeks with deep eyes.
Tonight she didn't know how scared he was, a person on the stage who collapsed in front of him and didn't change his face would start to tremble because he couldn't find her.
He thought that after the experience of that time five years ago, he would never be the same again, but it was not until she disappeared again that he realized that if he did it again, he would be just as unbearable.
He looked out the window, feeling the shackles in his heart melt little by little, and finally fall with the snowflakes in the sky, and then dissipate into water.
He didn't want to hate her anymore because of what happened before.
He was reluctant.
......
Ruan Xin felt that she couldn't leave the hospital at all, and this time, as soon as she woke up, there was a circle of doctors around her, and then she was on a drip again.
finally waited until the fight was over, but Qi Ziqian pinched the point in, and there was a doctor behind him.
Ruan Xin glanced at it, her face wrinkled, "Okay, do you want to continue?"
The doctor ignored him, but quietly took out two more bottles of drips and hung them up.
After the doctor left, Qi Ziqian, who was standing on the side, spoke: "I asked Lu Chen to go out to buy food, you can eat some later." ”
"That," Ruan Xin said hesitantly, looking out the door.
Qi Ziqian looked funny, "Tell me something straight." ”
"Then, can I be next to you," Ruan Xin said his thoughts, and swore with another movable hand: "Don't worry, I'm just a little bored and want to be next to you." You just have to keep your mind busy, just ignore me. ”
Qi Ziqian glanced at her, but finally agreed.
Qi Ziqian sat on the single sofa and worked, and Ruan Xin sat down on the couch next to him.
Qi Ziqian is still dealing with the project of the "Thousand Cities Plan". Although the project has won the bid, winning the bid is only the beginning, and there is still a lot of work to be done, and it should continue for a long time.
Ruan Xin looked at the old and high projects that had been piled up on the table, and couldn't help but speak: "Tan's plan has failed, will it be specifically aimed at you?"
"Yes. Qi Ziqian nodded casually, as if he didn't take it seriously.
Ruan Xin frowned when she heard this, "Then what should I do?"
Qi Ziqian snorted coldly, and the corners of his mouth showed a little disdain: "If you target it, you can really stir up any storms." ”
Ruan Xin didn't continue, and after a while, he opened his mouth again: "That...... Uncle Liang, have you found someone?"
Ruan Xin didn't tell Qi Ziqian specifically about the killing, mainly because she hadn't figured out how to speak.
Qi Ziqian shook his hand in the pen and shook his head, "Not yet." It's just," he paused, looking at her gaze with an indescribably complicated look.
"It's just, Ruan Xin, shouldn't you explain it to me?"
Ruan Xin hesitated, her eyes flickering slightly.
"Okay," Qi Ziqian saw this, his expression did not change, and his eyes fell on the document in his hand again, "I'll wait for you to say it." ”
Ruan Xin's heart trembled violently with his words.
To be honest, Ruan Xin didn't know why she kept it a secret. Originally, she was also a victim of what happened before, but now it is even more until Xu Rou made it all by herself, she is a victim.
But whenever she thinks of that time, Ruan Xin feels that even her heart has been overshadowed with her.
If Qi Ziqian had not been stained with blood on her hands, she would have known that she had been in prison for five years, and that she still had a child.
What would he think?
"Ruan Xin," Qi Ziqian's voice woke Ruan Xin up, "If you don't want to say it, I won't ask you, I just hope you can be happier." ”
His voice seemed to have magical power, and it easily soothed her heart.
A smile tugged at the corner of his mouth, "But there are some things, although it may be painful to face for a while, but if you blindly avoid it, you may never be able to get rid of it." ”
That smile, like sunshine, shone straight into Ruan Xin's heart.
She couldn't help but be a little stunned, and his words made Ruan Xin suddenly have a little courage to take the initiative to recall the dark years five years ago.
"Five years ago," she said slowly, her face serious.
Qi Ziqian also put down the pen in his hand and listened quietly to her mouth.
Five years ago, she and Qi Ziqian were still in high school. The time of the third year of high school is very urgent, she has always studied very well, and the only thing she is worried about is Qi Ziqian.
Qi Ziqian had never studied well before, but she was very smart, Ruan Xin patiently taught her little by little, and her learning improved rapidly.
In addition to the time at school, the time that Ruan Xin can teach him is that after school in the evening, Ruan Xin takes Qi Ziqian back home.
At that time, her mother hadn't gotten off work yet, and his stepfather hadn't seen anyone at night all year round.
And Xu Rou, as Ruan Xin's friend, often goes over together.
But those days......