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Finally, after lunch, Han Zihe sent Captain Chu, who had been entangled with her all morning, away.

Looking at Chu Zheng's relaxed smile, Han Zihe breathed a sigh of relief.

She misses him when he's gone, but when he comes back, she thinks he's busy.

Han Zihe, who breathed a sigh of relief, touched her belly, and said to the two babies who were still folded inside: "You two can stop in moderation!

Although the tone was very gentle, it couldn't hide her naked, naked, naked.

Therefore, the two children are very discerning.

"Hmph, just like your two fathers!, they are all guys who open a dye shop with a good face!" The "knowledge" of these two babies obviously aroused Han Zihe's mood again.

In fact, in the end, he is still attached to Chu Zheng, all the open-mindedness and tolerance, but he just knows that there is no way! Who let him do this business!

"Sure enough, it was right not to get married in the previous life!" Han Zihe touched her own soft palms, these soft and delicate palms, which had already made the firearms have been ground out of calluses in the previous life.

The long-term overload of training and all kinds of self-training with meals made her palms look full of strength at the same time, and at the same time, they felt much thicker than a man's hands, if it weren't for the various ointments that her master later put on her, so that most of her thick calluses faded, I am afraid she would not feel pain when holding a soldering iron.

Well, this sounds a bit exaggerated, but the calluses at the beginning really saved her life! Holding the flying knife or something, there was no pain at all, if it wasn't for the knife that cracked the calluses on her palm, she really didn't necessarily agree with her master Hu Gudao's palm!

Han Zihe made Chu Zheng troubled, his mood couldn't be stabilized at all, the whole person was cranky, and his thoughts were flying all over the sky.

Thinking about the things of the previous life for a while, thinking about the things of this life for a while, the picture is messy, she thinks about it for a while, and her head hurts a little when she thinks about it for a while.

"It seems that I still haven't slept well. Han Zihe looked at the bright sunshine outside the window and planned to take a nap on time.

"Auntie, are you sleeping?" Just when Han Zihe thought she would be able to fall asleep soon, Han Pin knocked on her door.

"Come in. Han Zihe opened his eyes, but his big eyes didn't feel sleepy at all.

With a low sigh, she sat up, looked at her nephew who was closing the door, and asked with a smile, "Why are you here?" Didn't you discuss with Rui Rui and them about the gift for Xiao Dong?"

"I'm ......" the little guy scratched his head and touched his nose again, looking a little unsure of how to speak.

"Come on!" Han Zihe patted the position next to him, reached out and pulled Han Pin, who was about to climb into bed, and touched the face of other children, and said with a little disgust, "You've been raising it for so long, why don't you grow meat?"

When Han Zihe said this, he was quite worried: "Boys should still be fat and strong, in this way, when you are older, your body will start to draw strips and grow bigger, you will be more robust." ”

"I'm already fine!" Han Pin listened to Han Zihe's words, unconsciously touched his little belly, and said in his heart, isn't this meat, "It just looks thinner." ”

"It's still a loss. Han Zihe frowned, thinking that this child had been wronged when he was a child, and his body was still at a loss, it seemed that when his body was completely laid, before he was young, he must take some strong tonic, otherwise, this child will definitely not grow tall!

Han Zihe pondered in his heart how to make up for Han Pin, not to mention how much stronger than his peers, at least the average of his peers should be reached!

Speaking of replenishing the body, in fact, when Han Pin lived in their house, Han Zihe had already started with a plan and arrangement.

It's just that because Han Pin is still young, it is not suitable for excessive supplementation, and secondly, this child's body is indeed excessively damaged, and it is not wise to make up for it.

Therefore, Han Zihe has always used gentle means to replenish the body of Han Pin, supplemented by food supplements as the main medicine, and occasionally coupled with massage and massage, this whole set of persistence, although the progress is not too fast, but the effect is still very good.

Seriously speaking, if you put aside Han Zihe's critical standards, Han Pin is actually about to catch up with the average physical fitness of his peers.

It's a pity that Han Zihe's requirements are a bit high, after all, she is ready to adjust Han Pin's body to the physical fitness level of special combat personnel!

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Han Zihe was thinking about Han Pin here, and the Han Pin child next to her was about to let his aunt stare at him.

"......" The little one opened his mouth, and suddenly felt as if he had forgotten something.

But soon, he remembered.

Carefully and gently pulled Han Zihe's sleeve, Han Pin drooped his head, lowered his eyes, and said, "I just received a call from that person." ”

"Who?" Han Zihe didn't hear clearly.

"That's, that's the man...... Zhan Zhan's third uncle. "Han Pin's little head, which was already drooping, is even lower now.

His thin little neck made him look extremely pitiful.

"Why do you call it that?" Han Zihe wanted to laugh a little, this was his first reaction.

Soon, however, a feeling of lament arose in her heart.

According to the perspective of Han Pin being passed on to her eldest brother, Han Pin called Yang Zhunnel "third aunt", which is also appropriate.

However, in addition to the inevitable greeting when this child is face-to-face, at any time, he will call Yang Zhuixing "Zhan Zhan's third aunt", and in that way, it seems that he doesn't want to have the slightest connection with Yang Zhunxing or even the Yang family.

What an old child is this!← every time Han Zihe saw him like this, he would always sigh inexplicably.

This is all the sins done by Han Zimai and Yang Zhunxing, but it is a child.

Han Zihe has learned psychological knowledge, so she knows that the child's deliberate emphasis is just an unresolved knot, and even gradually deepened over time.

She doesn't want to teach her children to be magnanimous, after all, this kind of injury can't be explained in one or two sentences of irrelevant persuasion from others, and if she really wants to say it, I'm afraid it will cause secondary harm to the child.

Therefore, what she can do is to let Han Pin deeply feel the warmth of the family and not let his emotional world be too lacking.

But even so, she knows very well that even if she and Chu Zheng love him like a son, even if Han Pin regards her as her mother and Chu Zheng as her father in her heart, there is still some harm.

After all, she and Chu Zheng are not Han Pin's biological parents;

Han Zihe just asked, not that Han Pin must answer, she just gave the child a step.

It's just that I didn't expect that the child, who is usually so transparent, replied blankly at this time: "I, I am, I just can't shout...... I won't feel bad. ”

As he spoke, the little guy raised his head and said to Han Zihe very seriously: "I, I know very well in my heart, what should I do, but when it comes to facing it, I find that I am actually not that smart, right?"

Han Zihe looked at Han Pin seriously, looked at his clear eyes carefully, and somehow, his heart ached.

She couldn't help but cover Han Pin's eyes, as if by doing so, she could not see the obvious pain in Han Pin's eyes, as if Han Pin would be happy, forget all the unhappiness, forget all the troubles.

"You don't have to worry about me, I'm really fine!" Han Pin gently took away Han Zihe's hand covering his eyes and smiled at her, "Don't look at me as young, but I know everything, everything...... Also, I know everything. ”

Han Pin's voice became softer and softer, and in the end, he smiled abruptly, the corners of his mouth hooked up, how to look at it, there was a sense of self-deprecation: "Actually, I'm not a good boy, really!"

He sniffed, holding back the wetness in his eyes by the way: "I actually, actually, I have always had a thought that I have never said to others. ”

He blinked, although his little face was still so ruddy, but he always looked very weak: "I know, I know that the two of them don't want me, so I told myself when I knew that they didn't want me, I don't want them either." ”

"I don't want them anymore. Han Pin pursed his lips and repeated again.

Although the child's voice was very quiet from beginning to end, anyone who listened to his words would know that what he said was unforgettable and from the heart.

Han Zihe listened to him......

For such a young child, if he says such a thing, he can only hurt himself.

"Really!" Han Pin wiped his eyes, and the light in his eyes became more and more determined, "What I said is true! From that time on, I thought that I must work hard to grow up and grow into a great person, standing on a very high place, much higher than their current position!"

"Do you want them to regret it?" Han Zihe didn't want to say more, she thought, let the child vent his frustration, there is nothing wrong.

However, when he saw the emotions flashing in Han Pin's eyes, and found that the child's eyes were full of dare and hatred, Han Zihe suddenly realized that sometimes avoiding it is a kind of indulgence.

And how can she indulge the negative emotions hidden in Han Pin's heart? Of course not!

"......" Han Pin couldn't help but be stunned when he heard his aunt ask.

He has long adapted to the various assumptions in his heart, and has described countless times in his heart the scenes of regret of those who abandoned him.

For a long time, he seemed to have forgotten his original thoughts, and was he really just making those who abandoned him regret it?

"Han Pin, think about it, whether you struggle or succeed in the future, are you all for others? Are you ready to succeed for others for the rest of your life?" Han Zihe touched Han Pin's forehead and sighed, "You are still so young now, and your life will be so long in the future...... And there are so many and rich scenery in life, don't you want to live happily for the rest of your life according to your true heart?

Are you so clever and willing to endure hardships...... I don't dare to say lightly that whatever you do, you will definitely succeed and become a master, after all, there are so many capable people in this world, but ...... However, I think that as long as you are willing, as long as you are diligent, a good life is not difficult, isn't it?"

She followed the child's gaze and showed a smile, which contained a soothing power: "How can the success you have achieved in your efforts to take revenge on others be the same as the success you have achieved in your own efforts?

She sighed lightly, stared at Han Pin's eyes, and said, "And on the road to success, revenge will only overwhelm you, and it will only make all the unhappiness in your heart thicker and thicker...... Good boy, you're a wise good boy, you don't need me to say more, you know what to do, don't you?"

"But...... However, I am not reconciled!" Han Pin didn't know when, he had already clenched his little fists, he lowered his head, biting his lip gently, although his face was as usual, but the stubbornness in his eyes fully showed that he wanted to stick to his original plan.

"Well, since you like to imagine......" Han Zihe sighed, lifted Han Pin's chin and let him look at her, "Then, let's imagine it together." ”

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Han Zihe was not in a hurry, and still used her soothing voice and tone to say to him: "Yes, it's just an idea...... Now, let's think about it together, if you succeed in achieving your grand goal, at that time, Zhan Zhan's third aunt and third aunt will regret it, what will you do?"

She chuckled, didn't give Han Pin time to respond at all, and said, "You can choose to make them out of reach forever, or choose to give them some sweetness, so that they will never be able to leave you and look up to you forever...... But, Han Pin, tell me, what is the reason for their regret and remorse?"

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But Han Zihe didn't seem to allow him to avoid it, stubbornly, as if he was smiling, and raised his head again: "Look at me! Han Pin! If you are a man, you should not avoid this question! Since this matter has become a knot in your heart, then we will untie it with our own hands!"

"I see. Han Pin looked directly at Han Zihe's eyes, opposite her sharp eyes, and told him seriously, "I'm really not smart, I almost chose the worst path." ”

"If you really think so, you're not a stupid child!" Han Zihe looked at him carefully for a long time, until she was sure that the kid was not lying, and what he said at this time was really what he was talking about, she was slightly relieved, "If you think so, I'm relieved...... Of course, the premise is that you can really think like this, think like this all the time, be able to think through it, and be so transparent all the time!"