"Zhao Jianguo is not unsympathetic, I can't even support myself......"

Zhao Jianguo stretched out his hands and pressed down, "Don't worry, don't worry, don't worry, don't worry, how can I let you support you? Besides, you are not my daughter-in-law, and it is even more impossible for me to let you raise it." If you have food expenses, I will give you 20 yuan a month, which will be regarded as the salary for helping with the cooking. ”

"Have you forgotten my comrade-in-arms about the money? I can borrow some from him temporarily, but if I can't do it, I can turn it over to the GIs. However, my comrade-in-arms is afraid of his daughter-in-law, whose daughter-in-law is a propaganda officer in the trade union, so it is impossible to borrow more, and it is not too big a problem to borrow twenty or thirty yuan a month. ”

"That ......"

As soon as he opened his mouth, he was interrupted by Zhao Jianguo.

"It's not that I don't want to rent a house, you also saw that eldest lady, she is the kind of person who does housework......?

"Dare to love me and become an old mother?" Zhang Ruolin said angrily.

"No, there is no such meaning, you look at my legs, they are not good yet, it is not convenient to take care of people, and I can't cook, I can only make porridge, if you don't believe that there are dishes I made on the table, you can taste them and see if you can eat them? ”

"No, I can't. Zhang Ruolin shook her head, she was enough, if it weren't for his help, it would have been impossible to let him live in, the longer it is, the easier it will be exposed, let alone what is this called?

If the original owner is not the white moonlight in his mind, it will matter, it will look pleasing to the eye, if it feels appropriate to get along, he will accept it directly, but the problem is not.

In fact, there is nothing wrong with letting him live here, and it is not a problem to help cook and wash clothes.

The point is that people are terrible, if they are asked in modern times, they will say that they are tenants, but in this kind of era, it can be the same? Lonely men and widows live in a courtyard, and 100% of them will gossip everywhere.

Zhang Ruolin didn't want to leave here completely and completely cut off any relationship with everything that had been, but now there is no need to talk about public security in this era, and according to the current situation, public security will definitely not work. If you want to wait until the law and order is good, I'm afraid you will have to wait until thirteen or fourteen years, and when the red wave rolls, things like stealing chickens and dogs will basically not happen, and no one can afford this kind of crime, and if you can't steal a needle, you will be sent to a prison cell and locked up for ten or twenty years.

But that era is also absolutely dangerous, Zhang Ruolin is not sure enough to say that it will not affect her, in thirteen or fourteen years, she is 100% married, and her children must be in elementary school. Even if she believes that it won't affect her, but what about the people in her in-laws? Who can guarantee that they won't make mistakes?

And it's also a problem to find a partner, such as the identity of orphans, boys are in a better situation, but as a woman, the status of marrying into her mother's family is very low, and it is easy to be looked down upon, and there is no one to help you when you are bullied. Although her mother's family is the same as not, as long as she is there, it is also a deterrent, at least tell her in-laws that her mother-in-law still has a brother.

Staying in her hometown naturally has the advantages of her hometown, at least this marriage must be married to a local person, and when it really affects her, she can quickly get out of it, after all, her ancestors have been poor for eight generations.

Anyway, she is ready, the husband and wife are the same forest birds, and the leader of the disaster is ready to fly separately! True love? Forget it, she doesn't believe in any true love, the key is that she can't bear the suffering, she can't stand the sin, she would rather die, she doesn't want to suffer that kind of humiliation.

Breaking away from her background and returning to her hometown to farm with her children is like a divorced woman, who has to accept it if she doesn't accept it in the team. If you don't die, wait for you to come out and continue to be husband and wife, if you hang up, help you collect a corpse, take the child to give you a stick of incense during the New Year's holidays, and raise the child, which is worthy of you.

As for whether to remarry or not, this depends on the situation, but Zhang Ruolin thinks it shouldn't be, after all, she has a big secret behind her back, and she will also choose the object of this marriage, otherwise she will not marry easily.

But moving far away, like going to the capital, you must know the transportation in this era, take a train from their county to the capital, the train has to be changed twice, if something happens over there, what do you use to prove that your ancestors are eight generations of poor people?

How convenient her hometown is, if she rides a bicycle quickly, she can go back and forth for most of the day, which can prove that she is a person with good roots.

"Three months, three months at most, I'll move out. Zhao Jianguo sighed in a low voice, "Nier, don't look at the past feelings, just for my sake of helping you this time, okay?"

Zhang Ruolin looked at Zhao Jianguo, sighed in her heart, and said in a low voice: "Zhao Jianguo, I really thank you for remembering your promise when you were a child, but I still say the same thing, after all, things when I was a child are things when I was a child, I didn't understand anything at that time, and you had reached the age of being sensible at that time." Whether the shoes fit or not, I know that you and I don't fit. I'm not the person I used to be, I want you to understand something, don't bring your childhood feelings to the adult world, you hope that the former she is no longer there, and will never come back, do you understand?"

"I understand that everything that was once was just a good memory, and it was the most unforgettable memory of almost 30 years of my life. People change as they age and their environment changes. I want to hold on to the beauty of the past, which is obviously impossible, and besides, I don't force anything. ”

Zhang Jianguo exhaled deeply, with a wry smile on his face, and continued: "Memories are beautiful, but people can't live in memories forever, and you are not the she I remembered." In fact, sometimes I feel quite naïve when I think about it, a person as big as me actually made a promise to a girl who doesn't understand anything. ”

Zhang Ruolin looked at Zhao Jianguo, suddenly her chest hurt, and she frowned slightly, what the hell is going on? Why does her heart feel pain when she hears Zhao Jianguo's words? It can't be that the original owner is still in this body, right? Thinking about it, it feels a little unlikely, she still remembers that she vaguely heard that she was out of breath at that time, and then she felt a sinking feeling, and she became conscious.

If it hangs up, it hangs up, how can it still be there? It probably awakens the memory of this body's original sleep!