"This is Fei Fei, she has grown so big, I heard that she works in a big city, she really has the ability. ”

"Do you have a baby?"

"What? I'm not married, so I have to hurry. ”

"Fei Fei is not married yet, and her boyfriend is not yet, by the way, by the way, my cousin's neighbor seems to be in the same city as Fei Fei, and the boy has no partner, I think Fei Fei is a good match. ”

Suddenly, Qin Feifei became the focus of everyone.

Every Chinese New Year, this day of reunion and joy, Qin Feifei, who is about to be thirty years old, quickly felt a deep malice, from relatives, friends, and neighbors with sincere care and greetings.

Why don't you have a boyfriend yet?!

When will I get married?!

It's too late to have children after the age of thirty!

Qin Feifei could only smile awkwardly, not answering any words, eager for the topic to end early.

But there are always some people who think they know you very well, and they "talk hard" to persuade you.

A man can stand at thirty, be mature and stable at forty, and when he arrives at a woman, he will become an older leftover woman, a leftover fighter who can't get married.

Why, a thirty-year-old woman is not a woman! Is the uterus disappearing or is it transgender overnight?

Qin Feifei was indignant in her heart, but you can't refute it, this is all other people's "kindness". In the eyes of your parents and elders, it is a concern for you.

And in this small county with a total population of less than 5 million, what parents and elders want to show off most is children, children, and children.

So every time the Chinese New Year comes, it is the most painful time for Qin Feifei, and she has to go back home and listen to the constant chatter in her ears.

If others might not be able to withstand the pressure a long time ago, they would go with the flow and find someone to marry as soon as possible, but Qin Feifei is not like this, she is very stubborn, and she will definitely stick to what she recognizes.

Just like after she graduated from college that year, she wanted to stay in the big city wholeheartedly, no matter how easy and comfortable others said about returning home, and no matter how difficult she had been outside in the past few years, she never thought about going home.

Maybe it's because she doesn't know which is her home.

She was fostered in the village aunt's house since she was a child, and she was not picked up in the county until she was in elementary school, the reason at that time was that the school in the county was better, in order to give her a good learning environment. Only when I grew up did I know that my mother was an aunt, but it was my mother who kept calling my aunt, and the reason behind this was because my parents wanted a boy to support the elderly.

When family planning was at its strictest, her mother was pregnant with a second child, and in order to give birth to a boy, she had to give Qin Feifei to others.

However, he also got his wish and gave birth to a boy, only one year younger than Fei Fei.

So Qin Feifei has been holding her breath since she was a child, and after graduating from college, she stayed in the big city to work in order to earn this breath.

The closer the New Year gets, the more intense the atmosphere of the festival becomes, and I don't know whether people's mood creates the whole atmosphere, or whether the atmosphere affects people's mood.

It's like a farmer's dream butterfly.

"What's wrong with me, so sad and sentimental all of a sudden. Qin Feifei sat up from the sofa she was lying on, patted her cheek a few times, and cheered up!

Ollie gives!

The sound surrounded the house, the house was empty, and the parents and younger brother went out to buy vegetables together, leaving Qin Feifei alone. Her parents felt that she was working too hard outside, and she only came back once a year, so she pressed her younger brother to go out shopping together.

Qin Feifei is even more envious of her younger brother who can quarrel with her parents, she seems to be always separated from them, and there is a little more flattery and alienation in the middle.

If I hadn't been sent away as a child, wouldn't all this have been the same?

Qin Feifei's character is actually an indecisive little girl, she doesn't have any big ambitions, she is only willing to stay at home every day to sleep, eat and eat. When she was a child, her ideal was very strange, that is, she wanted to be a rice worm, and her whole life, no, the worm was lying on the grain, waking up to eat, eating and sleeping.

At that time, she was angry and stayed in the big city to work, but she just held her breath, because the family wanted to keep her by her side and let her younger brother go out to explore.

At that time, she was not convinced, but after hitting a wall everywhere, she clearly realized the lack of her own ability, and because of the lack of security when she was a child, she would always unconsciously please others and become a "good person" in the mouth of others.

And also......

Why are you thinking about it again, how can there be so many ifs, this time I hit myself on the head, let's clean up, anyway, if you are idle, you can lose weight.

"Scrub Scrub"

"Labor makes me happy, I love labor"

The ground was shiny and shiny, and Qin Feifei's mood gradually became happy, humming a little song in her mouth, and her body writhing.

At this moment, her heart suddenly tightened, and she seemed to feel that she was about to fall.

Just like in life, we obviously have a feeling that we can't find something when we need it most, and when the bread falls, it must be the jam side down, and when the novel is the happiest.

"Bang!"

Sure enough, Qin Feifei's whole body began to sway backwards in a second, and her head slammed on the TV cabinet next to her.

Before Qin Feifei fainted, there were only a room full of items in her eyes that kept circling in circles, and she seemed to hear the conversation between her parents and her younger brother.