Chapter Ninety-Six: Let Your Guard Down
When Lin Anan heard the movement of Zhan Qi going home, he glanced at him slanted with cold eyes, and then withdrew his gaze, showing disgust in his eyes.
"Didn't you say call me to pick you up? ”
Seeing that she was fine, I breathed a sigh of relief in my heart, and faced her with some blame in my tone.
"What's the danger? Is there a safer place in the world than you?"
Lin Anan snorted coldly, his words were full of ridicule, and he didn't look at him.
Zhan Qi frowned and looked at her, with some puzzlement in his eyes.
"What do you mean by that?"
"Isn't it? If you really meet a gangster, it will only be for my money, and at worst, it will only cost me my life. ”
She looked at him coldly, and the hatred in her eyes was like a thread of silk, tightly wrapped around his heart.
"And with you, it's my whole family's life!"
Lin Anan was almost roaring at him, and the anger in his eyes burned red.
When she mentioned this matter again, Zhan Qi was furious, so angry that his forehead was bruised, and he clenched his hands tightly.
"Lin An'an, in your heart, am I so unbearable?"
He gritted his teeth and sniffed, his body exuding a cold breath, and the green tendons on the back of his hands bulged high.
"Isn't it?"
Her words were fluttering, and the sarcasm and hatred in her eyes were like a needle piercing her heart, and she was in pain.
The anger in his chest burned more and more, like a beast of the wilderness, almost breaking free from the shackles of reason.
The image of her bleeding from anger came to mind, and the doctor's instructions rang in his ears, and he gritted his teeth, desperately trying to control his anger.
"Yes, I'm such an unscrupulous scumbag! I don't care what I can do to keep you by my side. ”
Zhan Qi roared at her, and the cold eyes were painful that could not be dissolved.
The fruit bowl on the coffee table and the debris were swept to the ground by him, and the fruits rolled all over the ground.
With such a vent, the anger and pain in his heart did not decrease by half a point, and he only felt as uncomfortable as if his internal organs were about to explode.
"You're a pervert!"
Lin Anan looked at his cold appearance, scolded coldly, raised his chin, and there was no trace of emotion in his eyes.
"Don't forget, you're a perverted wife, and you can't get rid of me in your life!"
Zhan Qi said that, and left angrily, and the sound of the car starting heard outside.
Silence returned to the room, as clear as the beating of the clock on the wall.
Outside, the sound of waves crashing against the rocks was surging, and from time to time there was a burst of insects.
Lin An'an quarreled with Zhan Qi like this, and his heart throbbed with anger, and he sat on the sofa for a while before he eased up.
Ye Susu listened quietly in the room, not knowing what to do at all, and after a while, he heard no movement, and then opened the door and walked out.
"An An, are you okay?"
She saw Lin Anan leaning on the sofa with her eyes closed and her face uncomfortable, asked with concern, and handed her a glass of water.
"It's fine. ”
Lin Anan opened his eyes and glanced at her, took the water but didn't drink it, looked up at the crystal lamp, and was expressionless.
"I don't know what happened between you, but don't be too angry, your body is the most important thing. ”
Ye Susu sat down next to her, looking at her worriedly, her brows furrowed slightly.
Lin Anan glanced at her, did not speak, and sighed lightly.
Zhan Qi was so angry that he left, but he didn't go home for three days, and Lin Anan didn't know about it and ignored it.
"I've said it many times, I don't have any money, I don't have a job, how can I get so much money for him? He's your son, I'm not your daughter?"
Early in the morning, Lin An'an got up and just walked to the staircase, when he heard Ye Susu's crying voice, as if he was talking to someone on the phone.
She cried very sadly, and her words were full of anger and helplessness, mixed with a bit of grievance and pain.
The footsteps stopped, and Lin Anan stopped there awkwardly, not knowing whether to advance or retreat.
"You gave birth to me to raise your son, right? You just beat me to death, and I don't have any money!"
Ye Susu asked hysterically, his voice getting louder and louder, and finally hung up the phone directly, squatting on the ground and crying bitterly.
The cry was full of grievance and helplessness, like a lost child, trapped in endless darkness, wandering and lonely.
Lin Anan listened to her cry in her heart, a trace of sympathy flashed in her heart, and she walked downstairs.
She took a pack of drawing paper, pulled out a few and handed them to Ye Susu, and patted her back for comfort.
"Thank you. ”
Ye Susu raised her head, took her tissue, looked a little embarrassed, stopped crying, but still kept sobbing.
Lin Anan looked at her crying embarrassedly, and didn't know how to comfort her, just waved her hand and let her digest it by herself,
As soon as she sat down on the sofa, Ye Susu leaned over, and the tears on her face had all been wiped away, but her eyes were still red.
"An An, in fact, I'm so jealous of you, I heard about you from Xiaoduo earlier, and I think you are so happy, so many people love you and love you. ”
"And I'm different, since I was born, I was disliked by everyone, even my relatives who were related by blood, they beat me every day, cursed me, and wanted me to die. ”
Ye Susu choked up, tears wet his eyes again, but he insisted on forcing himself to laugh, and the smile he squeezed out was more ugly than crying.
"When I was eight years old, my family finally had a son, and I thought my parents would not hate me so much, but I was wrong.
"I don't have the need to exist at all, so my parents discussed pushing me into the river and drowning me?"
Tears glistened in her eyes, and large ones fell down, looking into the void with no focus.
Lin An'an was shocked when he heard this, but there was still no excessive expression on his face, so calm without a trace of waves.
"Later, the neighbors in our village rescued me, and he said, let me live, my brother will not be able to do it in the future, at least there is someone to rely on, so I survived. ”
"If I had a choice, I'd rather let them drown me that year than have to live the hellish days that followed. ”
Such a person is not worthy of being a parent. ”
Lin Anan was angry when he heard this, and it was hard to imagine that there were such vicious parents in the world.
I have a little more sympathy for Ye Susu in my heart, and I have less hostility at the beginning.
"I've never felt the care of others, even a little bit. Maybe growing up in such a family, my psychology has already been distorted and I don't know it, so no one likes me. ”
As she spoke, she chuckled, laughing so bitterly and sourly that her tears wiped and fell.
Lin Anan opened his mouth, wanting to comfort her a few words, but he couldn't find a suitable wording, so he stopped again.
Ye Susu may just want to find someone to talk to, but after finishing speaking, his heart is much more relaxed, and he doesn't care about the comfort of others.
"An An, thank you. ”
She solemnly took Lin Anan's hand, thanked her with a serious face, and smiled slightly.
"Thank me for what?"
Lin Anan felt inexplicable, and frowned puzzled, she didn't do anything.
"You don't have to know, in short, thank you, I only know when I see you that a girl can be so strong. ”
Ye Susu smiled, there was no meaning in his smile, so that Lin Anan couldn't understand it.
"Alright, I'll get busy first. ”
Before she could say anything, Ye Susu had already regained her spirits and got up to go busy with her business.
Looking at her back, Lin Anan felt that this person didn't seem to be so annoying.
"Why didn't Zhan Qi come back today? You are pregnant now, and there have been so many things before, how can he rest assured?"
When it was time for dinner, Ye Susu looked at the door for a while, and there was no movement of Zhan Qi coming back, beckoning Lin Anan to eat.
"It's better if he doesn't come back, his eyes are pure. ”
Lin Anan said lightly and ate by himself.
Ye Susu's hand paused for a moment, and he looked up at her with some caution.
"An An, let me ask something, don't be angry. ”
She tentatively looked at Lin An'an's reaction, and saw that she looked at herself in confusion, and had no intention of refusing, so she spoke again.
"I heard Xiao Duo say that although you and Zhan Qi have known each other since childhood, they actually don't like him, is that true?"
Lin Anan lowered his eyes and did not speak, but the answer was obvious.
She looked at the dishes in the bowl with her eyes, held the chopsticks tightly, and her eyes were cold in the shadows.
"I really didn't expect that Zhan Qi looks dignified and upright, and he is such a despicable person, no wonder you don't want children so much. ”
"I've really wronged you, I have to live under the same roof every day, I have already collapsed. ”