"Is it okay in June?" asked Ji Fengchen for a long time.

"What's the matter?" Xiao Mei asked.

"Take you where you want to go," Ji Fengchen said.

"I definitely have to go!" Xiao Mei said as she looked at Ji Fengchen with a smile.

"Okay, then you just wait for me to take you away!" Ji Fengchen said happily, "Seeing you laugh, my heart is much more comfortable!"

Xiao Mei turned her head, looked at the table, and smiled slightly. Ji Fengchen also smiled helplessly, and then turned his head.

"Go to me," Xiao Mei said.

"Okay," Ji Fengchen agreed.

After work, the two walked side by side on the road. Ji Fengchen didn't hold Xiao Mei's hand anymore, and Xiao Mei didn't take the initiative to hold Ji Fengchen's hand. Along the way, both men were silent.

"Mei, you're not here, I'll miss you" Finally, Ji Fengchen spoke.

Xiao Mei still didn't speak, Ji Fengchen smiled helplessly, took Xiao Mei's hand, and clasped her fingers. In this way, Ji Fengchen's heart is more comfortable, as long as he holds her hand, Ji Fengchen will have a sense of security.

As soon as Xiao Mei opened the door, Ji Fengchen swallowed his saliva, then strode in, closed the door, and then turned around with both hands on Xiao Mei's shoulders, pressed her against the wall, and kissed her frantically.

"Mei, I love you" It took a long time before Ji Fengchen said against Xiao Mei's head, tears flashing in his eyes.

"I'm sleepy, you accompany me" Xiao Mei pushed Ji Fengchen away and said, and then walked to the room.

Ji Fengchen looked at her back, wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes with a smile, walked into the room, and still fell asleep with her in his arms.

Ji Fengchen couldn't sleep at all, looking at Xiao Mei in his arms, frowning slightly, and stroking her cheeks sadly. Then, brushing her hair and kissing her on the forehead.

Why don't you answer me? Why are you with me? Have you ever liked me, loved me? Looking at Xiao Mei, Ji Fengchen said in his heart.

May, I love you, from the time you protected me, I fell in love with you, fell in love with you. I swore that I would never marry you in this life. But, in my opinion, you don't love me very much. Am I thinking too much about it?

Hehe, whatever, that's all the way you give me.

After a while, Xiao Mei raised her head to look at Ji Fengchen, saw that he had his eyes closed, smiled, and then lowered her head and closed her eyes.

Ji Fengchen never fell asleep, Xiao Mei snorted, I don't know if she was really asleep or pretended.

Ji Fengchen gently raised her head, withdrew his hand, then put on his coat, looked at her for a while, and gently closed the door and left.

"Where?" asked Po.

"Bar," Ji Fengchen said lightly.

"Didn't you promise her not to drink?" said Xiaobao.

"I just said to drink as little as possible, but I didn't promise her not to drink" Ji Fengchen said, "If you're in a bad mood, who doesn't drink and smoke?"

Xiao Mei opened her eyes when Ji Fengchen closed the door, then sat up from the bed, staring at the wall with her eyes blank, and only after a long time did she turn on her mobile phone and flipped out the photos of Ji Fengchen that she had secretly taken, looking at them one by one. After a long time, I opened WeChat, typed where are you going?, I wanted to send, but I withdrew my hand, hesitated for a while, deleted all the words, put the phone aside, and stared at the wall again.

"Why don't you reply to me, don't you really love me that much?" On the way, Ji Fengchen muttered. However, no one can give this answer except Xiao Mei herself.

In the bar, there was no one, and it was such hilarious music, Ji Fengchen couldn't cry if he wanted to.

"Boss, in a bad mood, change to sad music. Free antiquity, angel kiss" At the end of the song, Ji Fengchen said weakly.

"Okay," the boss agreed, and then played sad music at two o'clock in the morning.

I shut myself up and left only a balcony, and every day when it was dark I pushed open the window and stared at the night.

Looking at the past scene by scene, perform your and my love again.

I turned on the TV and listened to the conversations, maybe the stories could give me an explanation.

I can't learn the love you want, and I can't watch my love become bad, and people are stunned to look at emotions.

I can't give you a future and I can return you now, and a quiet end is also another treatment.

When tears come down, the wound has been overloaded, and separation is another understanding.

The last thing I give you is to let go of your hands, not a double bed separated by a sea.

The stain of affection is left to time to slowly bleach, and the love is put into the left pocket of the chest.

The last love is to let go of the hand, and I don't want to use words to pull, so I choose not to blame.

Feelings are like waiting for someone to walk on the waiting platform, and my heart is a stop sign that says wait.

I turned on the radio and listened to the failures of others, and the sound of gnawing seemed to tell the same sorrow.

Your dependence is still in my heart, I can't easily push it away, I can't just walk away.

People who are attentive in their feelings are easy to be hurt 。。。。。

"I want it, you don't give it," Ji Fengchen said with tears in his eyes after a mouthful, "Should I let go?"

"What the hell should I do? If you have him in your heart, I can give you back to him. But you blame me for thinking too much. When I asked why you were with me, asked if you liked me and loved me, you stopped talking," Ji Fengchen said after wiping away the tears from his face.

"Boss, if the two of them are together, sad than happy, then there is a must to continue?" Waiting for the boss to bring the wine, Ji Fengchen asked.

"You can communicate, the most important thing for two people to be together is to communicate, communication is very important, just talk about it," the boss sat down and said.

"But when I asked her, she didn't reply to me," Ji Fengchen sniffed his nose and said with a frown.

"Then it depends on how she behaves when you are together, what she does when you are happy, what she does when you are unhappy. If it's really sad more than happy, then there's no need to be together. Because two people are together, it is necessary to be happy," the boss said after thinking about it.

When two people are together, it is necessary to be happy.

This sentence reached Ji Fengchen's ears, and his heart tightened, and tears poured out in large numbers.

"As the song goes, separation is another kind of understanding. There are so many trees in the forest, there is always one better than her, why would you hang yourself on that one," the boss said, and left.

"We're together, maybe you're happy. But I'm not happy. I'm only happy when I see you smile at me. I'm only happy when I'm alone with you. Only when I hold hands with you can I feel safe," Ji Fengchen looked at the wine in the wine glass and muttered. Tears dripped into the cup. "Can I really let go? Should I let go? But what do you blame me for wanting more?"

I drank the wine one by one, and finally went to the toilet and came back to check out and leave. Before I knew it, I came under the bridge and walked slowly along the river. Finally, climb a tree, sit on a branch, and smoke an e-cigarette one by one.

I don't know how long I smoked, but the oil in the pole was gone, so Ji Fengchen filled up the oil again and continued to smoke. Snorting, I felt a little dry in my nasal passages and my throat was dry. So, Ji Fengchen jumped off the ground, feeling a little dizzy, so he shook his head, went to the self-service cabinet to buy a few bottles of soda and drank it.