Chapter 241: I'm a licking dog, but I'm not a hooligan
"Do you say I'm inflated?"
"Are you okay? I'm busy with something!" Cheng Hao said on the phone.
"I just wanted to ask you, have you noticed that I've been swollen lately?" He Xin said busily.
"How do I know if you're swollen, and you're not in front of my eyes every day! Hey, what's going on? Why do you suddenly remember to ask me this?"
"Today, Brother Hao said that I have been inflated a lot recently, but if I think about it carefully, at most, there is a change in mentality, but when it comes to expansion, it is not enough, right?"
"Cut, you two have such a good relationship, who knows if it's true or not? Okay, I'm still filming here, I won't talk to you, I can't figure it out and call again at night." Hang up!"
"Hey......"
Before he could speak again, the phone was busy with the sound of "doodoo......toot". Even before he hung up the phone, he clearly heard his girlfriend complaining: "I'm sick, it's okay to call me and ask me about this ......"
"Hey, Xiaomi, I actually scolded me for being sick behind my back, and I'll clean you up when I call at night!"
As a man who has lived for more than 40 years in his previous life, He Xin certainly wouldn't be naïve enough to really call his girlfriend to ask about this. At the same time, of course, he also put cruel words behind his back, and when he called at night, he must have asked his boyfriend to lick the dog.
In fact, when it comes to expansion, after Hao Rong's reminder today, he really feels that his current mentality has changed a lot compared to when he first stepped into this circle.
One of the most obvious examples is that he is not as serious and religious about scripts and performances as he once was. The reason for this is nothing more than the lack of urgency.
has money, a house, and a status in the circle, and the mentality of chasing the goddess in his mind is completely different from having no money, no house, no status, and still thinking about the goddess in his heart.
He Xin suddenly found that he hadn't written a character biography for a long time, and he didn't seem to be as fully committed to acting as before. When did this begin?
may have started with filming, when he was facing Sun Li, a rookie, and the requirements of TV series are much lower than those of movies, so he can easily cope with it.
And, he is more opportunistic, although he has always wanted to perform the new version of Liu Huaqiang, but it is difficult for him to deny that the Liu Huaqiang he really presented on the screen still has a lot of shadows of King Yan.
Later, because of the role, or seeing Uncle Daoming's crushing acting skills, he was always not satisfied with the scumbag he played.
is a bit like his first filming, more of his true colors.
Counting on his fingers, he is probably the only one who really cares.
After winning the Gold Award in the Asian DV Film Category at the Hong Kong International Film Festival, he had seen some of the relevant reviews at the time.
Most of those comments portrayed the four-eyed monk he played as executing the pursuit of spiritual return and going through hardships. But is this really the case? He only knew that when he was playing this role, he suddenly found that the monk was actually very similar to himself, to be exact, very similar to himself in his previous life.
Perhaps his own naivety and destitude in his previous life, just like the innocence and devotion of the four-eyed monk and the worldly reality, the two are always vaguely intertwined and inseparable.
This is also deducing oneself, but it is the surface that is deduced, and it is the real self in the bones.
With that figured out that, he picked up the script again. This time, however, he was reading intensively, taking out the same research and script as he had done at the beginning, not only to find out the main idea, but also to summarize the gist of the paragraph.
Of course, it is more important to substitute yourself into the role, and imagine every picture after the plot and scenes described in the script are substituted into the character.
First of all, you must understand the character you want to substitute for the role, which is the character biography.
Liu Simeng is an educated youth in the capital, can paint, and later became a painter in the United States, and the reason why he was able to attract Ye Xingyu was entirely because of his boldness, he dared to praise Ye Xingyu's beauty, and dared to confess to Ye Xingyu.
The elements of Beijing, being able to paint, and being bold are enough to show that Liu Simeng comes from an unusual family. If a woman attracts a man, it is often because of her excellent appearance, and a man who attracts a woman has her own temperament in addition to her appearance. Obviously, Liu Simeng met these two points to win Ye Xingyu's favor.
It's just that when He Xin really took on the role of Liu Simeng and read the script again, he couldn't help but break out in a cold sweat.
For example, the sudden death of his friend Wei Hong touched Ye Xingyu a lot. Liu Simeng went to Ye Xingyu one day to give her a letter of introduction to return to the city, Ye Xingyu could no longer suppress his fierce love for Liu Simeng, and gave his first time to Liu Simeng.
I don't know how, Yuan Dingguo knew about this, he was like a humiliated lion angry, he asked Ye Xingyu, "From the age of seven to the present fourteen years, am I not as good as a thief?
At first, He Xin also thought that Ye Xingyu was very unfair to Yuan Dingguo, as if he was wholeheartedly good to a girl, but in exchange for the result, the girl threw herself into the arms of another boy, which made no one bearable.
Then the question arises, why didn't Ye Xingyu give Yuan Dingguo the same opportunity? A basic condition is that Ye Xingyu fell in love with Liu Simeng, and the relationship between Ye Xingyu and Yuan Dingguo was not love in the real sense. They are childhood sweethearts, they grew up together, but this kind of relationship seems to be more positioned as family affection, brother and sister love, and not even friendship. What Yuan Dingguo wants to do is to be good to Ye Xingyu and take care of Yuan Dingguo, but is this love?
Alas, it's really a licking dog that can't die well!
To make a simple analogy, let a person eat steamed bread for 14 years from the age of seven to 21, and give him a meal of rice to eat when he is 21 years old, he finds that although rice and steamed bread also play a role in filling hunger, rice is better than steamed bread, and he naturally likes rice, so can you say that rice is unfair competition?
You said that the rice took advantage of the weakness of the person's boredom caused by eating steamed buns for too long, so well, look at it backwards. Let a person eat rice for 14 years from the age of seven to 21, and give him a meal of steamed bread to eat when he is twenty-one years old, he may think that the steamed bread is very fresh, but because the steamed bread is indeed not as delicious as rice, he will still choose rice for the next meal.
In the same way, the depth of love has nothing to do with time, and love does not come first.
This is why He Xin broke out in a cold sweat, because he was originally a licking dog, but he was luckier than Yuan Dingguo that he had already got his girlfriend, even if there was really rice in the future, which objectively increased the difficulty.
Of course, there are many objective reasons for Ye Xingyu's first time in detail.
First of all, Wei Hong's death, the fragile disappearance of life so easily made Ye Xingyu feel the preciousness of life and the preciousness of feelings, only by cherishing the current life and not scruples about this scruples, can there be no regrets.
The second is to apologize to Liu Simeng, although she was in Hongchunping to help Liu Simeng escape, it was indeed she who brought trouble to Liu Simeng. This kind of apology can also be seen from the fact that she went to the forest alone to find Liu Simeng, and she also found a wood carving carved by Liu Simeng according to her mouth shape in the forest, and she knew that Liu Simeng really loved her.
In the end, although Yuan Dingguo said that he was licking a dog, he didn't lick it thoroughly enough. The regiment came down to return to the city, and Yuan Dingguo didn't tell her at first from Ye Xingyu, but later, although Yuan Dingguo was a platoon commander, although he knew that Ye Xingyu wanted to go back to the city to take care of his father who was alone at home, he still just said, "I will also help you." But in fact, he didn't want his girlfriend to leave him.
In this regard, Yuan Dingguo is not a qualified licking dog, he is selfish. The real licking dog is definitely wholeheartedly good for his girlfriend, and it is never allowed to be mixed with any personal selfishness.
Obviously, Yuan Dingguo's selfishness disappointed Ye Xingyu.
And He Xinliao thought that he definitely belonged to a qualified licking dog.
Later, out of extreme jealousy, Yuan Dingguo deceived Liu Simeng in the name of Ye Xingyu and asked him to apologize to Erlian, but when Liu Simeng came to Erlian on a rainy night, he was beaten badly. Liu Simeng mistakenly thought that Ye Xingyu had deceived him, and ignored her anymore.
Of course, the despicable Yuan Dingguo is to blame for this, but is Liu Simeng not at fault?
Why didn't he calm down and listen to Ye Xingyu's explanation?
In the final analysis, it was because of his pride and self-confidence that he didn't give Ye Xingyu enough trust. At the same time, it was precisely because of his pride and self-confidence that Ye Xingyu fell in love with him.
This is a kind of fate, just like when they first met a monk, Liu Simeng hoped that the monk could tell them whether there was a fate? The monk's answer was unexpected: "Fate is fate, and no fate is fate; affection is affection, and ruthlessness is also affection." ”
Only then did He Xin realize that it was inaccurate for him to compare Liu Simeng and Yuan Dingguo to Luo Ming and Ma Jianling at first.
Because a few years later, Liu Simeng still loves Ye Xingyu, and Luo Ming regards the little tailor as a memory.
As for Yuan Dingguo, He Xin has long since transformed from sympathy to disgust at the beginning.
Yuan Dingguo said to Ye Xingyu on his deathbed: "I lied to Liu Simeng, and I haven't told you all these years. Because I'm jealous, I want to be with you. I don't regret it!"
Yuan Dingguo's last words reminded He Xin that someone in later generations had said that Xiang Yu was the last man in Chinese history, and with Liu Bang's victory as a starting point, the Chinese began to follow the despicable hooligan style, as long as the result is good, as long as I defeat you in the end.
Just like Yuan Dingguo said, as long as I, Yuan Dingguo, and Ye Xingyu are together, instead of you, Liu Simeng, and her together, I can do anything.
That's right, Yuan Dingguo is a hooligan in his bones.
And for He Xin, at this time, he can breathe a sigh of relief, and he can even proudly declare that I am a licking dog, but I am definitely not a hooligan!