Zhang Ruolin put down the basket and took out the key to open the gate of the yard.

"Uncle, please help me go down to the courtyard. ”

"Sister-in-law, why did you sell so many crabs and come back for what?" Zhu Hexuan asked with a sigh of relief.

"The money is too much to burn. Zhang Ruolin replied angrily.

Zhu Hexuan laughed awkwardly twice and walked in.

Zhu Hexuan picked up a basket full of crabs with both hands and walked in.

Zhang Ruolin opened the kitchen door, put the basket in, and turned to open the door of the hall.

When the uncle who sold the crabs went down to the yard with all the crabs, he took out seventy-five yuan and handed it to him, but there was no basket, which was originally simply woven out of bamboo, and used to temporarily store things.

Zhang Ruolin glanced at Zhao Jianguo, who had always looked at her, and cursed a few times in her heart.

Zhao Jianguo sighed in his heart, he hadn't seen him for almost half a year, it was like a different person.

Before ten o'clock, lunch was ready.

After eating, Zhu Hexuan and Jian Xiaoling left immediately.

Zhang Ruolin made a cup of tea and sat down in front of Zhao Jianguo.

Both men were silent, and neither spoke.

Zhang Ruolin didn't know how to speak at all.

She thought she was hiding from him, but she didn't expect to be discovered by him a long time ago.

His appearance did bring her too many uncertain factors, and she didn't know what to do now?

Zhao Jianguo glanced at Zhang Ruolin and asked in a low voice, "Are you okay lately?"

"It used to be good, but now it's not good at all. ”

"I'm much better now, I've let go of what I should have put down, things have happened, even if I feel guilty, it's useless, I think those comrades who sacrificed don't want to see living in guilt every day, after all, no one expected that the people around them would be their people. ”

Zhang Ruolin: ......

Are you on the same channel as your mother? Are you sick or not?

Zhao Jianguo raised his head and looked at Zhang Ruolin, "You have changed a lot." ”

"It's changed your sister. Zhang Ruolin scolded in her heart, "Auntie, I make up for big fish and meat all day long, if it still doesn't change, can I ......feed all those things?"

Zhang Ruolin pursed her lips slightly, almost scolding herself.

"Zhao Jianguo, it's all at this time, is it interesting for you to say this to me?"

"What do you want to say?"

"What do you feel?" Zhang Ruolin said angrily, "What are you pestering me for? I had a good life, because your appearance made a mess of my life, you know?"

"I'm sorry, I didn't want to find out your secrets, I apologized to you for the previous incident, and it was also an instinctive reaction of the profession. ”

"And now?"

"I'm thinking about it these days, too, so I haven't been around you. ”

"Now figured it out?"

Zhao Jianguo shook his head, "Frankly speaking, no. ”

Zhang Ruolin sighed, "What do you want? Let's make it clear today! I'm very tired, I'm really afraid that you will appear, I thought that I wouldn't see you again for a few years or a lifetime, but I didn't expect you to appear so soon." I'm wondering if I owe you anything in my last life, that's why you're chasing after you?"

"Actually, when I first saw you, although you were dark and thin, and wearing a rough homespun cloth, my eyes attracted me, as well as your temperament. I didn't have any thoughts about you at the time, even if I knew you were Niel, I didn't have any thoughts about you. ”

"The soldier's stinky mouth is like that, you know it when you stay in the countryside, the old and young masters sometimes like to talk with meat jokes, if it were another woman, he wouldn't make that kind of joke, she knows that you and Zhao Erzhu have not had the same room. ”

"When I came back, I didn't talk to him about the situation, he asked me about my leg, and I said it was very likely that I would be disabled. The money and property were all robbed by Zhao Laosian's family, so I am worried that I don't know how to live this life in the future, a lame man in the countryside, unable to do heavy work, and poor, who will marry a girl to him? Not to mention that there is no land, you can only open up some wasteland, you are a famous and capable person in our area, and the soldier's idea is to marry you, and he can carry the burden of this family. ”

"I didn't expect to meet you the next morning, and I saw your embarrassed face under the oil lamp, so I reached out and grabbed your arm to relieve your embarrassment, and you didn't refuse at that time, I guessed right, you need me to relieve your embarrassment. ”

Zhang Ruolin's face was a little embarrassed when she heard this, she did have this mentality at the beginning, so she didn't refuse.

"I never thought about marrying a wife and having children, my problem has been haunting me all these years, and I can't sleep at night. ”

"I didn't have that thought, but when I saw that you were not flustered at all with so many people from the Zhao family, I was a little impressed; ”

"And you feel so strange to me, so I want to get close to you, and of course I have an irresponsible mind. After all, it is a little difficult for a woman who is married for the second time to find a good man to marry, and even if she finds it, she will work hard for a lifetime, and she may not be happy. ”

"I thought that if something really happened to me, at least I would settle you down and let you have food and clothing for the rest of your life. ”

"After a little contact, I found that you are a person with a strong sense of subjectivity, and I am afraid that you will not agree. At that time, I didn't know that you were in this situation, so I made a bet with you, which means that if Zhao Erzhu is discharged from the army, you will agree to marry me at that time. ”

"Then I got along more and more and more and found that something was wrong with you, I didn't expect Zhou Yingying to come over, and then reconcile with you, but I didn't expect that the suspicion was still too heavy, I knew that it was different, but in the end it was ......"

Zhao Jianguo sighed in a low voice.

"And then?" Zhang Ruolin asked lightly.

"I find it very comfortable to be with you, especially as I sit there and watch you busy, with an indescribable sense of peace in my heart. That's why I left, wanting to see a doctor, wanting to chase you. ”

"At least one thing I know is that I'm better suited to you than anyone else in this world. ”

Zhang Ruolin pouted slightly.

"I won't ask for your secrets, if you want to tell me, tell me, if you don't want to tell me, I won't ask in my life. ”