Chapter 62: Do You Have a Heart?
"What did you just say?" Song Ruosheng directly shook off Lin Cheng's hand and listened to every word he said suspiciously.
There was even a moment when Song Ruosheng felt that something was wrong with her ears, she didn't expect that this person would not only humiliate her by calling him here, but even want to deprive her of the share that belonged to her.
Does he Ji Xunyang really think that this is too much?
"Blood transfusion, I said, blood transfusion!" Ji Xunyang was tireless, and even spoke in a threatening tone.
After Song Ruosheng confirmed that it was correct, he suddenly smiled.
"Is it true that in your eyes everything in me was born for her? I just used you for two years, and now I have to pay for it with my life?
Ji Xunyang, do you have a heart or not, I really want to put aside your chest and see if your heart is black or red!"
Song Ruosheng sneered, unable to find any words to describe what was happening now, and he didn't know how to resist.
Maybe it's because he knows that even if he resists, it's useless, Ji Xunyang can go to great lengths to bring her here, then he is already fully prepared.
Even if Song Ruosheng wanted to run, he couldn't run away.
Ji Xunyang saw that Song Ruosheng was still standing here. The people around him didn't move a single step, and roared angrily, "What are you still standing here doing, do it!"
"Young lady, offended. Lin Cheng stubbornly asked people to take him to the blood transfusion room for blood transfusion, but in his heart he was praying very much that the person was hurrying up.
If he doesn't come, there really won't be any room for turning back on this matter.
"Wait a minute!" Xu Shenghe's voice suddenly appeared, and Lin Cheng also let go of his hand and looked back at the panting Xu Shenghe.
Looks like he's spent a lot of time trying to find this place.
Although Xu Shenghe knew that they had gone up to this floor, the wards here were not as few as he imagined, and it did take a little time to search for them day by day.
But fortunately, he came in time now, and fortunately, Song Ruosheng was still standing in front of him intact.
"I don't know what Ji is always doing, but if you want to donate blood, you have to get my consent, is it possible, what does Ji always want to decide privately without his consent?"
"Does this matter have anything to do with Mr. Xu? But what if you have a blood transfusion? Could it be that you are still worried that I will eat him?"
Ji Xunyang sneered.
Sometimes I really have to admire, the flower messenger beside Song Ruosheng has indeed done it, and he can always appear when she is most dangerous.
But what does that mean? It's useless.
You never can't get what he wants, let alone just a little bit of blood, what would he care about?
"A little blood?" Xu Shenghe shook his head and sneered, protecting Song Ruo behind him, not knowing at all if he had no common sense or if he had a problem with his brain.
Don't you know that a frail person like Song Ruosheng will encounter danger if he has a large blood transfusion?
"The person inside is very important to you, so have you considered Xiao Ruo's physical condition? Give her a blood transfusion, which is equivalent to killing her,
Does it really matter if she does this? Or is her life her life, her life not her life? “
After Ji Xunyang heard what Xu Shenghe said, he hesitated in his heart.
He called Song Ruosheng to this place just to give her a blood transfusion, and it was only because the blood types of the two of them were almost identical, so he ......
But I never considered his physical condition, whether he could support his blood transfusion, and what the operating room needed was a large amount of blood transfusion, so it was definitely not possible to hear such a small body.
But......
Except for Song Ruosheng, he didn't know who else had the same blood type as him.
Ji Xunyang hesitated, but he didn't deny it.
Song Ruosheng looked at his contemplation, but just thought that she was thinking of a better way to get her blood transfusion.
Her life is not worth mentioning at all in Ji Xunyang's eyes, otherwise he would not have such thoughts.
I don't know why, but I suddenly feel that my heart hurts very much, and I have never felt like this once.
Is it just because he made such a selfish decision?
Song Ruosheng closed his eyes. sneered, "Isn't it just a blood transfusion, I will lose, anyway, he will be happy when I die, and I just can't find a chance to make him feel guilty, so I will use this incident to make him have irreparable regrets and guilt in his heart for the rest of his life." “
"Xiao Ruo. “
After Xu Shenghe heard Song Ruosheng's answer, he was indeed very nervous.
At the moment when Ji Xunyang looked at Song Ruosheng about to go for a blood transfusion, he suddenly stopped her.
"Stop, now that I've changed my mind, your blood is in her body, I feel disgusting, I'll find another way, but you can't leave here half a step without my consent, especially with someone. “
After Ji Xunyang finished speaking, he didn't forget to give Xu Shenghe a dismount.
intuitively expressed to Xu Shenghe that Song Ruosheng is still his wife, and without his orders, she can't go anywhere, so she can only stay in this place honestly.
When Xu Shenghe saw him, he gave up his thoughts, and he didn't plan to leave here, but took Song Ruosheng to sit aside and wait for the doctor's results.
The doctor told Su Man everything that happened outside, and Su Man was really gritted his teeth when he heard the news.
It was because he knew that Song Ruosheng's body was weak, and because of a large amount of blood transfusion, even if he really died here, no one would feel distressed, which also made his purpose faster.
But Su Man didn't guess that when he was about to succeed, Ji Xunyang actually gave up this idea.
Is he just going to watch her die in a hospital bed?
"Did he say what to do?"
The doctor shook his head.
Su Man was a little disheartened, lying on the hospital bed, and said lightly, "Then you say, there is blood, I can't, I can't lie here all the time, it will definitely make them suspicious after a long time." “
"Okay, I know. “
Shortly after being outside the operating room. Suman was pushed out by the doctors and nurses, and at the moment she entered the ward pretending to be unconscious.
Ji Xunyang held her hand tightly, and followed him into the ward with a worried face, not paying attention to the two people he had thought of.
Xu Shenghe looked at him with such an expression, which never appeared on her body, and stretched out his hand to block her eyes.
"I can't see it, so don't look at it, I'll send you back. “
"Hmm. “
Song Ruosheng found that staying here for a minute would hurt her heart.
originally thought that she was relieved of everything, and she couldn't care as much about it as before, until she saw the worry and fear on Ji Xunyang's face, and she really knew that she was not as calm as she imagined.
I still care very much, and I care very specially, these pictures have been constantly echoing in Song Ruosheng's mind, and they keep appearing, as if it is a dead loop.
reminded him that he was the outsider in this matter, a person who would never step in.
Xu Shenghe followed her all the way without saying a word, and kept staring at the scenery outside the window, on the bright side, looking at the scenery outside the window, in fact, the beating heart had been left in the hospital, stayed by his side, and was not brought over at all.
"You also saw what happened just now, he doesn't care about you at all, why do you want to try to do things that he doesn't want to do because of him?
Xiao Ruo, you are the pride of the entire Beicheng woman, and you are also, the most favored sister in my heart, even if you don't have him, you yourself won't be wronged, brother is still by your side, and there are uncles and aunts, why do you want to be so wronged yourself?"
Song Ruosheng listened to Xu Shenghe's every word and sentence, helping her speak, and also considering all the problems and things from his point of view.
Maybe she really was the light of the whole North City before, but she does the whole sad joke now.
There is no way to change the occurrence of this incident between going back and not going back, it is just a laughing stock, so what is the difference?
"Who made me like him? If I didn't like him, I wouldn't be so desperate to rely on him, I thought before that even if he was a cold stone, after all my efforts, I would be covered with my warmth.
But I understand now that the person who can cover him is not me, he also has the white moonlight in her heart, but what can I do, I just like him, I like him so much that I can't extricate myself......"
Song Ruosheng smiled bitterly, and even the whole smile had a mocking meaning.
I have to admit that sometimes people are really cheap, she Song Ruosheng, all the pride and hard work are because of her cheapness. Wasted on someone who shouldn't have been wasted.
But what can I do about this, liking is an inextricable fact, she can't change, everyone can't change.
Xu Shenghe opened his mouth to speak, thinking about what else to say, but after hearing Song Ruosheng's words, the master just smiled lightly.
Aren't these words describing him?
It's also because he likes it, so he will stay by her side desperately, no matter what happens. Because of the love in his heart, everything can tolerate her.
Including her stupid appearance now, Xu Shenghe can not care at all, as long as Song Ruosheng can turn back and change all her thoughts now.
Even if he wasn't with him in the end, his protection was worth it.
Song Ruosheng returned home and looked at everything at home, it was still the same as usual, deserted, and Wang Ma didn't know when she had returned home one step ahead of them.
On the table, her favorite dessert and her favorite drink were placed, and there was a burst of stir-frying in the kitchen.
Song Ruosheng followed the voice to the kitchen, watching Wang Ma busy there, for some reason, the tears on her face suddenly remained.
Wang Ma looked back and washed her hands with tears on her face, and immediately ran in front of her.
"Young lady, what's wrong with you? Why are you crying all of a sudden? Is someone bullying you again?"
Song Ruosheng shook his head.
"Then who are you?" The more Wang Ma asked Song Ruosheng, the more she cried sadly, and in the end, Wang Ma stopped talking, and Song Ruosheng lay quietly in her arms crying.
Until the voice became quieter and quieter, Wang Ma also laughed now that she had finally recovered her emotions.
"When Wang's mother saw the young lady crying, it was a little like seeing her own child crying, and many times, my mother did not stay with them for a long time for work. Until now, the children have their own families, but there are some concluding remarks before that. “
As soon as Wang Ma mentioned this, the smile on her face instantly puffed up, in other words, in other words, a melancholy face.
She has always felt guilty about these things, as well as the things she did before.
For Song Ruosheng. In addition to being apologetic, she felt sorry for her.
He has personally watched this child grow up, and how much effort and change he has made for their husband has always been in their eyes.
It's just that Ji Xunyang can't see it, and when he really finds out, he may have missed it.
Song Ruosheng never thought that her crying would usher in her sadness, and wiped her tears.
"I cried, just because I looked at my mother's mother, I was a little homesick, but because there were still many things to do in the company, I didn't have time to go back, so when my mother specially cooked for me, she was very much like my mother. “
When Wang Ma heard Song Ruosheng's description, she was also flattered in her heart, no matter how she said that she was also a young lady, she was just an ordinary servant.
Where is there any qualifications to be her mother. Not to mention like.
"Then the young lady might as well take the time to go home and have a look, people are getting older, and the time to get together is getting less and less, don't neglect your family because of work, otherwise you will really regret it when the time comes." “
"Hmm. Song Ruosheng nodded.
But she lied.
She didn't have anything urgent at all, and there was no reason not to go home at all, Song Ruosheng was just scared, as soon as she returned home, she saw their loving appearance, and saw that they were still as doting and pampering as ever to her.
She couldn't help but tell everything that was happening now. It's more of a hassle.
Song Ruosheng also knew that the condition of her body, once she met, she couldn't control her tears.
To let them see themselves is to make them worry.
In order to keep them from being sad in the future and not to blame her for being an unfilial daughter, they can only choose not to go back, and they will not even appear in their sight.
Song Ruosheng was scared, one day her illness came suddenly, so she fell into their arms, and heard them crying for a while.
This feeling makes Spicy even more heartbroken, but it is powerless and can't change anything.
In the hospital, Ji Xunyang specially arranged Su Man in a private ward, in order not to let those people around her disturb her rest.
After waiting for a night, Su Man slowly opened his eyes the next morning.
But she could feel it the whole time of the night. Ji Xunyang has always been by her side, never leaving.
His approach made Su Man feel that she didn't lose in the whole thing, and she was still the winner.
Ji Xunyang saw her open her eyes, and just as she was about to speak, Su Man's whole person turned his back to him.
"What's wrong with you? Is there something wrong with you? You tell me, I'll have the doctor come and show you, don't stop talking, you're going to make me feel a little scared. “
"Are you really scared?" said Suman suddenly, weakly. He turned to look at him as he nodded.
However, she looked aggrieved.
"Xunyang, I will never trouble you again in the future, I will no longer think about saying that I want to be your wife, and now I don't expect you to be by my side all the time,
I also figured it out now, you and her are the real husband and wife, I shouldn't be a third party who destroys your marriage, I don't want others to point at my nose and scold me now, I won't make trouble for you in the future, so can you do it in the future, don't come to me again. “
Suman finished the words weakly, in a very small voice, but audible between the two of them.
Since Ji Xunyang's mood suddenly changed drastically, she wondered, "Did someone tell you something? Why do you suddenly think like this? He said that after two months, he will definitely divorce me, and after waiting for so many years, do you still mind those two months?"
Suman shook his head, pushed his hand away, turned his back to him, and opened his mouth with a crying voice.
"It's not a matter of two months or two months at all, and it's not a matter of ten days, because I like you, and I'll wait for you no matter how long it takes,
But recently I found that I couldn't hold on, I was afraid, I was afraid that you would like her, I was afraid that you would suddenly abandon me, so before it happened, I was willing to choose to give up, as long as you can be happy, I am fine. “
Ji Xunyang listened to every word Su Man said and didn't know which part of himself would make him have such thoughts.
He didn't know what that meant to her.
Ji Xunyang was silent.
He didn't want to admit it, but he did ignore Suman during this time. Everything is on Song Ruosheng's body.
No matter where she goes, she will send someone to pay attention to it as soon as possible, so she is worried about Su Man.
"Don't be a little tantrum anymore, I promise, I will promise you, no matter what you say, I will be the first to appear by your side,
Wherever you are, I'll show up. As long as you want to see me, I will definitely show up as soon as possible. “
Su Man shook his head, covered himself in the quilt, and secretly pinched the root of his thigh with his hand, tears flowed out of his eyes, and even accompanied by a burst of sobbing.
The voice was getting louder and louder, and Ji Xunyang heard the cry as if she was holding it in her arms, and used up a very gentle tone.
"Okay, I've got you covered. I'm not going to ignore you again, can't you forgive me for once?"
"Xunyang. Su Man hugged Ji Xunyang with tears in his eyes and cried.