When I walked halfway up the stairs, it seemed that the whole light seemed to be turned off, this is a voice-activated light, and if you are very light here, you will not usually touch the induction of this voice-activated switch.

But Leng Shuiyue walked this staircase so quietly before he was born, and the book was slowly examining himself in this darkness, examining his own relationship, and examining his grasp of this unknown relationship, maybe it was really his one-sided lovesickness.

Is it possible to control this emotion? Things that really can't really be emotionally felt at the moment are really like beasts of bitter water.

When you really like someone, when you fall in love with someone, this kind of thing, you will unconsciously crave daily contact with each other.

Before you know it, you will either become a cowardly person or you will become a brave person.

It seems that I don't know which link?

When he just walked to the gate, the person who suddenly stood almost thought that it seemed to show a kind of emotional fluctuation in an instant, showing that it was a kind of struggle in his heart just now, or a big fluctuation in his emotions just now, and he was in a dilemma.

He asked her, "What's wrong?" Is it that you are tired now, and you haven't had a good rest this morning?"

I hope he smiled faintly, and seemed to maintain a standard position on this issue.

"What's the matter, it's just a little sad to see that a friend may be hurt, everything is fine, now everything is over, he still has returned to his original nature. ”

The two walked side by side to the parking lot, Ye Jingbei was still a little uncomfortable the more he looked at this temperature, and hurriedly took out the scarf from his neck and gave it to the other party.

Leng Shuiyue stood under the light, letting Ye Jingbei quietly wrap the scarf around and even wrap his nose, as if he was worried about any trace of cold wind.

What a romantic side, it will be a scene in the Korean script, this man is like an Oba who shelters himself from the wind and rain, is this also a kind of concern for many things?

Is it reasonable for him to be a weak person at this time, and then he will receive his attention?

I don't know.

In the car.

Ye Jingbei had a very intimate way to open the CD directly and put some European and American pop songs, which made the whole environment seem relatively lax, and made the whole thing look warm.

The two of them didn't say anything, as if they were feeling these bottlenecks, feeling this romantic feeling of interdependence.

Leng Shuiyue is thinking about a lot of things, in fact, he also knows that this Ye Jingbei is 7 years older than himself, so the distance between himself and him is 7 years old, so is this a big distance?

You don't like to make little boys very much, you don't like to do anything about the so-called sister and brother love at all, and you also like the kind of more mature boys, so if I look at it from the perspective of age, Ye Jingbei is that I have met one of my requirements for boys.

I have never been the kind of person who is timid, nor is he the kind of person who is very cowardly, and he will not have the courage to pursue a love that he thinks, but will this so-called love really be real?

I don't know what I feel all of a sudden, I seem to be a little worried, maybe Zhao Xiaolei's words just now may have reminded me.

Maybe this Ye Jingbei treats everyone with a kind of pity, not just for himself.

This kind of cold water moon is really depressing, and she could have been very brave to step into this relationship, but it seems that the odds of winning this relationship are too low.

The probability is very low, so I will say that once I make a confession in this regard, or once I do these things, I will have an impulse.

Maybe if you can't even be friends in the future, then you will still be very uncomfortable, and some of these things are better than they can keep such a distance, even if they are rejecting themselves to each other.

Then even if you are by the other party's side, it can be regarded as Rong comfort.

Ye Jingbei drove the car directly to KFC, he really likes to eat the fried chicken thighs inside, does the other party really want to treat himself?

It's hard to imagine that a man so mature and elegant actually likes to eat these children's things, and how can he eat KFC like himself? Could it be that the other party is accompanying him?

"Ye Jingbei, are you sure you also eat this kind of junk food like KFC, in the eyes of your teacher, this kind of thing is something that you resolutely resist, and it is something that you don't completely hate, why would you suddenly eat this kind of thing?

"I'm hungry, of course I'm going to eat. ”

"Ok, let's go, but I'll ask you for this meal. ”

Two people entered the KFC restaurant, ordered a few meals, and the two people who were very close to each other ate each other's things, because this was originally an open restaurant, so when everyone was eating this french fries, it seemed that the two people were like a young child.

Involuntarily, it seems that two people took an ice cream at the same time, this Ye Jingbei seems to be eating with relish, it is indeed not the appearance of accompanying him, but also the other party really likes it.

"Do you eat this kind of stuff too?"

"Why don't you eat it? I occasionally taste junk food, I don't eat it often, but it's very fragrant when I eat it occasionally, why do you want to eat it when you watch me eat it so well......?

Leng Shuiyue's face turned red, it was indeed that she really wanted to eat that strawberry-flavored ice cream, and one of her own was very fond of eating, and then she couldn't help but look at each other to eat, making others mistakenly think that she wanted to eat it.

Although I really want to eat, I don't want to be greedy for this situation, but I didn't expect the teacher to chat with me in such a way.

It's really a very intimate feeling.

"I said, okay, you go and order another portion, I want to eat your portion, I will eat it now. ”

Leng Shuiyue immediately reached out without hesitation, and ate this strawberry-flavored ice cream, although the teacher hadn't eaten a bite, but it seemed as if he had directly taken the other party's things to eat, and there seemed to be a faint sense of coquettishness in this reason, and the little woman was full of emotion.

While eating, he held his mobile phone and said, "Okay, you can eat it yourself, I'm going to call my mother." ”

Leng Shuiyue doesn't seem to have any taboos, as if she is chatting for a day, as if she is also in front of the other party's situation for this kind of thing, and she will not avoid the other party.

"Mother, I may not be back until later. ”

"You only know now that you are playing crazy now, do you know that you don't have a scholarship at all, you should consider that you want to study now, if you don't, what should you do next semester? ”

I was stunned for a moment, I didn't expect my mother to ask such a question, this question can make you grow up too fast.

"No, didn't I tell you? I just got an illness at the end of the semester and was hospitalized, and then there was no way to take the exam in time, so I couldn't get this scholarship at all, this is no way to do it, I don't want to say a word of course I want it." ”

"I'll tell you, you must give me this thing to do it seriously, why no one else has been infected, but you are infected, let me tell you, you have to reflect on this matter, don't hang around with me, study it for me during the summer vacation." ”

“......”

Oh hey, my God, at this time, I really don't know which pot not to mention which pot to open, and at this time, my mother mentioned that the boyfriend who was once her first love got a scholarship.

So I really don't know how to say this, and I don't know how to communicate with my mother about it.

Of course, this is the pride of the mother for a lifetime, and she must suppress the son of her so-called love rival for the rest of her life.

The two of them don't know how long they have been talking, it seems that some of them are not very pleasant to say, some are really two mothers and daughters chatting, and there are really a lot of this kind of storm in it.

Leng Shuiyue hung up the phone without hesitation, and couldn't get up, as if she suddenly saw this Ye Jingbei looking at herself with a very calm gaze.

Leng Shuiyue's expression was stunned: "Teacher Ye, you have heard ......"

During the period of time when they returned home, the two of them had not chosen this time, and Leng Shuiyue's spirit was still very tight.

It seems that I am not in a good mood, because I was just scolded by my mother, and it must be a bad feeling, especially myself.

Thinking about this thing to be compared, I felt a lot of pressure in my heart.

453 said lightly after a long while, as if he was talking casually, as if he was talking about a very simple and natural thing, and it was not particularly complicated.

"I'm sorry about this, I once won a scholarship in the UK when I was studying in the UK, and I have been in school for three years. ”

Leng Shuiyue looked at the man in front of her, what did this man mean by saying these words?

Is it because I didn't get this scholarship, who would say this kind of thing in front of me, make myself feel that I have to stop the precipice, and hurry up to catch up with the scholarship I will get in the future?

"You're amazing, you're so powerful, isn't everyone comparable? Not everyone is so lucky, or not everyone has such a chance......

"It's nothing, but it's just an extra effort, I was also a part-time worker, while studying for this graduate school, I was teaching some English to those foreign students, so except for some living expenses, the rest of the money is free, and it's okay to come back, so when my father called me, my mother showed off everywhere, and I got a kind of salary settled in euros, so many people thought that I was a role model for individual people at that time, of course I didn't think so, then of course, at least it made my mother's face seem to have a lot of luster。 ”

Wow, what's this called?

This is called the distance between the top students and the scumbags, the two of them are separated, but 108,000 thousand miles, are you a step away from the scumbags?

In his subconscious, a perfect man like Ye Jingbei can really only be found in Oba in Korean dramas, he is completely a very superior man, this kind of handsome is very handsome.

It may even belong to the type that may be *** or the rich second generation, all in all, the family background must be leveraged.

And definitely a proper, rich man's son.

I never expected this situation, I didn't expect that his path to education should be smooth sailing, or his parents should be a kind of teacher, university professor or something, but I didn't expect that he could get the kind of success he wanted.

It is said that such a man's background should be completely intertwined with a kind of talent, like a kind of aristocracy, from generation to generation. Or have the charm of an innate sense of superiority, and from the beginning of the running line, he has mastered a kind of life peak.

Saying that it is completely at ease with the situation, you can get the position you want most, and it seems that it is very simple, and it is natural to get the aura of everything.

But I didn't expect that this man actually worked and studied part-time when he was studying, and he also took his own salary to completely support this life, and he had to rely on these wages to subsidize his family.

So the implication is that he was not born in a noble family, nor is he a simple rich second generation background, in fact, he was also born in a very ordinary family, so it may be because of some of his own efforts to do such a thing.

But it definitely can't be Ye Jingbei.

Or the words that said those things just now are really bland, as if the very simple things described here, as if those people are said simply, and there are no particularly complicated things, and I am really shocked that one of his words can tell his background.

Ye Jingbei didn't seem to care about this cold water moon's shocked thought at all, and continued to tell slowly:

"How to say, sometimes there may be such a thing as a mutual comparison between people, I don't know whether this kind of thing meets the needs of human nature or satisfies it, all kinds of face problems are actually just that, my mother is just an ordinary housewife, of course, sometimes this sentence comes to my face, I sometimes feel as if others think why I was born in this ordinary family, or think that I should appear in a noble family, sometimes when others look at me in a wayWhen I was young, I felt arrogant, and I felt as if this thing was really not a problem of my family, so in the days after that, I don't know why, I felt as if I didn't get a scholarship anymore, and many things did feel like there was no need to promote something, which is something I regret and regret very much. ”

"For a mother, he will always be proud of his children, this is not to satisfy a vanity, nor to satisfy anything, he will feel unconsciously for you, although he can go and preach to everyone with great fanfare, you will think that this kind of thing is very worldly, but for a mother, one of the greatest wishes of his life is so, why should we be very narrow to stop them from such a desire......"

Ye Jingbei turned around to look at Leng Shuiyue, looking at it with a very sincere and firm look.

"So anyway, your mother's request for your scholarship comes from caring for you, not from satisfying the so-called vanity, if you have the ability to achieve it, you have to work hard to do it, if you can't achieve it, your mother won't force you, you know?"

Leng Shuiyue looked at this flow of water in a daze, as if she was not sure about the true validity and feeling of the kind of thing he just said.

"Ye Jingbei, maybe you said that this kind of thing is a very ideal state, of course I also know this kind of thing, mothers may like a child, can have a better future development. But I can't let other people's things impose on me, don't I have a choice in the process? Don't I have a thought of my own at this time? If my mother kept asking me to do this, I really couldn't help but quarrel with my mother. ”

Ye Jingbei followed Leng Shuiyue and still said in that gentle language, as if in that kind of faint chat-like way.

"If you think that your mother is looking forward to you, or when you treat the other person in this cold way, then do you know that the other person is really at the end of his life?"

Leng Shuiyue's body stiffened, and she looked at the breezy man in front of her in disbelief.

But it was such a night, it was still a night of bright lights, and there was a street lamp every ten steps, and the wind was cold.

But on such a night, when I was able to chat with 4 Ye Jingbei, I felt that the spring flowers were blooming facing the sea.

But at such a time, there is a huge goose feather snow floating in the heart, why? Because this story is too tragic.

Ye Jingbei told himself that when he went to France for the second year, his mother went to the hospital because of a cancer, and the doctor told him that he would not live for half a year.

"Those years were the most painful time for me, when I insisted that I not tell me about her illness, and no one was allowed to disclose any information to me, because I personally came to me to study abroad How difficult it was, and I also knew that it would take a lot of mental energy to get a degree in this system than in China, and my mother still didn't tell me. ”