Caicai felt that Fang Xing had probably measured it in his heart and felt that she was not bad, so he chose her and chased her here to show her his heart. He thinks it's good, maybe it's because of his blind worship of him, maybe it's easy to get along with him without a sense of constraints, or maybe it's ......

Is he the first man of his own?

Caicai came out of the bathtub and couldn't help but laugh as she wiped her hair.

What a good time it was when I knew him, so young, so young, so young, loving someone is wholeheartedly, even if he has a lot of clumsy perfunctory, but she is completely unaware, thinking that he is the same as herself is all love and trust.

After all, it was my first love.

These characteristics may be advantages for Fang Xing, but as the women around him become more and more vain and calculating, such a naïve and stupid self has become a rare choice.

But for Caicai, Fang Xing's choice is like a joke.

Because she is no longer the only one who has him in her eyes and heart.

"It's good that my obsession has been let go, and I can be a truly new version of myself. ”

Looking at the girl in the mirror who was thinner than before and had more deep eyes, Caicai smiled heartily.

She was very painful when she was abandoned by Fang Xing, but her father's accident made her feel that her sky had fallen, and in the case of the sky falling, the blow of other things didn't seem to be so worth mentioning, so although she was in pain, the family pressure still made Caicai barely support it.

But in the time that followed, the dull pain that was dull at the thought of it still tormented her, especially when she dreamed back at midnight.

When she opens her eyes at night, she often doubts the meaning of life, she can't find her own worth, and countless times she wants to die directly in her dreams so that she doesn't have to face all this.

It was her mother's hope and care that kept her going.

But the other party is happy, and Caicai has always been unwilling.

She gave her her best years of his, he was her first love, even since she entered the industry, she has faced deeper temptations, but she never thought of throwing down the lower Xingxing to climb higher branches, because she always thought she would marry him.

And Fang Xing has never punctured her dream, she said that she wanted to get married, he nodded with a smile, and said that he would talk about it when she was older, at present, she is in the rising stage of her career, and her work is important.

She believed it, and she believed everything he said, all his perfunctory words.

It is precisely because of this that when she peeks into the bloody truth, she will be so painful.

She has hatred, unwillingness, and resentment.

If she had known that Fang Xing would marry another woman in the future, then she would rather never start with him, so that she would not look like a drunken fool, unsuspecting herself in front of a wicked person, but in the end she was easily put to death by the other party.

Over the past year, Caicai has felt a mixture of emotions when she thinks of Fang Xing, and she knows that she can't let go, because she has a lot of things she can't understand.

Probably like many men and women who have been "broken up", she has also thought about what she did badly, if she was better, he would not leave, and even, she was thinking about a question that seemed ridiculous-

Did he ever love himself? Is it just "playing"?

But she didn't ask, because that was the last self-esteem.

And tonight's conversation made her feel like she was reborn.

She didn't care what the answer to the question was, because nothing mattered anymore, she only knew that the more she looked at that man, the lower his status in her heart.

From the gods on high, they became a swamp of dirt under their feet.

So at this moment, she finally let go, found a new self, and broke out of the cocoon and was reborn.

It's just that......

"There's one more thing left undone. ”

Caicai frowned and bit her lip, seemingly a little troubled.

After encountering trouble at home, she was nervous, and she couldn't find anyone else to borrow money for a while, so she had to bow her head and beg Fang Xing.

That was when she felt that she was the lowest in her life, and when she recalled the humility at that time, she still has some lingering palpitations.

But she doesn't regret it, because the money has solved her urgent need.

Sometimes self-esteem is really not as important as being alive.

But a year has passed, and although my situation has improved a bit, I am still a lot away from paying off the money.

Caicai knows that if she gives herself another year or two, maybe as her filming experience increases and her network expands, she can really save enough money.

But now, she really can't take it out.

It's not impossible to be late, and she didn't promise Fang Xing time, but Caicai didn't want to owe that person money at all, especially after what happened tonight.

If you want to start over, you can't have any more ties, and this feeling of disconnection makes her very tired.

If you want to pay back the money, but you don't have the money, you can only ......

Borrowed money again.

But who should I borrow?

Caicai sat on the sofa and began to ponder, she has also made friends who are about the same in the past year, but she has placed her own coffee seat there, and the people she meets are destined to be impossible to have big names, so she wants to borrow a lot of money in this case......

Isn't that an obvious test of plastic camaraderie?

I didn't borrow any money, and I didn't even have friends.

So who can you borrow......

Caicai took out her mobile phone and began to flip through the contacts, the more she rolled her brows, the tighter she became, and when she reached some people, she directly deleted this communication record.

She remembers these people very clearly, as soon as she fell into trouble, they began to fall into the ground, let alone let them help, this kind of person doesn't step on you hard.

What are you doing with such people?

Deleted, deleted, deleted.

Then flipping over for a moment, her hand paused on a name.

"Hello?"

Jiang Xiaobai, who was reading the script, heard the sound of the mobile phone coldly, because it seemed too abrupt in the quiet night, so her hand holding the script trembled.

After connecting the phone, I heard Caicai's voice.

"Sister Xiaobai, I'm Tang Cai, I'm sorry to disturb you so late...... Can I ask you to do me a favor?"

Caicai's voice over there was a little squirming.

After hanging up the phone, Jiang Xiaobai transferred the account.

"Little White Sister, who is it?"

Mingzhu, who was sorting out her clothes in the house, asked.

"Caicai. ”

Jiang Xiaobai said without raising his head, and continued to read the script.

"Tang Cai?" Mingzhu was stunned, "What is she looking for you for?"

"Oh, the one who borrowed the money. ”

Jiang Xiaobai understated.

Mingzhu's eyes widened, "She doesn't know you well, why did she lend you money? Also, you lent it to her?"

"Well, borrowed. Jiang Xiaobai nodded and raised his head from the script, "As for why you want to borrow it from me...... Probably because I couldn't find anyone else. ”

(End of chapter)