Chapter 9: To Live or To Destroy (All Updated!)
"It looks pretty good. ”
Ji-yeon didn't dare to experiment on her own, so when she bought a ready-made thing and made it, she found that the difficulty was really reduced a lot. The next step is to boil the rice cake until it is ready to eat.
"Oh, a day to celebrate. Jien-chan couldn't help but say on the side, but it sounded more like a mending knife.
Ji-yeon let the rice cakes continue to cook, turned her head and asked, "What do you want to eat for your staple food?" ”
"You?" Ji-eun-chan was probably broken by Wang Tai's cassette, and suddenly looked at Ji-yeon with a wicked smile.
Zhiyan pointed to the rice cooker: "Well, to be precise, I made the rice cooker, and that's what I made." Forget it, I remember that there is also ramen, let's cook ramen. ”
"Okay. Jien-chan nodded.
What South Korea calls ramen is actually instant noodles. God knows why these little sticks call instant noodles ramen? So much so that when Wang Taika first came to Korea, he was embarrassed and heard someone say that he ate ramen at noon, and he thought it was the kind in China. So Wang Taika asked for ramen when he ordered his own food, but the waiter was stunned for a moment, what is the operation of eating ramen in the restaurant? But the customer is God, so the waiter asked politely, "What flavor do you want?"
"Does this thing still have a taste?" Wang Taika had only eaten beef ramen since he was a child, so he ordered one with the mentality of giving it a try...... Braised beef noodles. When the thing was brought up, Wang Taika saw that it was instant noodles, and he really wanted to hit someone. And the familiar aroma made Wang Taika immediately realize that this bowl of noodles was imported from the Celestial Empire.
It's no wonder that Wang Taika, the Celestial Dynasty and the Celestial Dynasty all have ramen, but the Korean ramen is instant noodles, who knew it was so capricious?
Wang Taika worked in Yueben for a period of time before, and the ramen culture of Yueben is very basic, and the opening is basically a private old shop. Wang Taika likes to walk alone on the city roads at night, pedestrians in twos and threes, and if it is a festival, you can see girls in kimonos walking together.
Almost every short distance, there are always small stalls or small shops with all kinds of snacks. Wang Taika likes to find a store that is pleasing to the eye, and go in and order something pleasing to the eye in one of the few Japanese words that he knows for dinner. Some are delicious, some are unpalatable, but that's also a pleasure. It's really hard to go back to that feeling.
After filming so many documentaries and walking through so many places, I can slowly know that it is not up to you and me to gather and disperse. At that time, Wang Taika's bipolar disorder was actually showing some signs of improvement, and if it continued to develop, Song Coriander would eventually drown in the memories of the past. But at that time, there was a complete ban......
Bipolar disorder is to put it bluntly, it was originally produced by Wang Taika for self-protection. Therefore, Wang Taika is actually a very cowardly person.
That's right, Wang Taika is cowardly. Everyone has their own character shortcomings, after all, no one is perfect. Wang Taika also has his own shortcomings, that is, he does not dare to face the weakness and cowardice.
In order to escape the failed love with Song Coriander, Wang Taika chose to travel around the world in a documentary life. Later, because of the complete ban, he returned to the old road again, and continued to face the ruins left by that feeling.
After walking around, I returned to the original point.
After many years, Wang Taika has forgotten how to love someone. The rest of the emotional waste scum let time brew, and it all turned into hypocrisy.
Especially at the moment when Baekyun was hypocritical to Taeyeon, Wang Taika felt that she was so stupid at the beginning!
But now, everything is different.
Wang Taika found the knot in his heart, so what he had to do next was not to forget like before, but to ...... Face it bravely!
If cowardice is the innate nature of human beings, then find a way to overcome it!
When a person dares to face his most despicable side, then the person is already ...... Ahem, to be precise, this person is no longer moved by those foreign objects. This is a rare state of mind.
Learn to face it, speaking of which, Taeyeon taught Wang Taeka.
The timeline is forward, when Wang Taeka and Taeyeon were filming a variety show at the homestay, they canceled the next filming due to a sudden announcement.
At that time, Taeyeon just nodded, and there was a slight smile on her face, but that smile was no longer the relaxed smile she had just had, but the smile that belonged to Taeyeon when she was young.
"Well, let's say goodbye to them and go back to work!"
Wang Taeka stretched out his hand and pointed at Taeyeon: "Advantage one, learn to face it!"
Taeyeon smiled and studied the correct answer in the TV Q&A: "Ding Dong!"
So did Wang Taika learn to face it?
Probably, a little. Maybe he is still cowardly, but he has regained his lost self little by little.
The timeline moves forward again, just after the Shura field that day, the farewell of Wang Taika and Song Cilantro is simple and clear, it is really the first time since Wang Taika and Song Cilantro reunited, Wang Taika is capable and neat, and he says goodbye to Song Cilantro without talking nonsense.
Even Wang Taika's transformation is very strange even for Song Coriander. So at that time, Song Coriander asked: "At this time of separation, you suddenly didn't say something hypocritical, I'm still a little unaccustomed!"
"You know what? It takes a rare courage to believe that we can see each other again after separation. Wang Taika smiled and said, "Coincidentally, now I have this courage." ”
Song Coriander smiled, probably laughing! Without saying anything, she turned around and left with light steps.
Wang Taika watched Song Coriander get into the car and leave. Go back to the house and close the door. Leaning against the door, listening to the sound of the car motor disappearing into the deep night, a smile on the corner of his mouth.
At first, Wang Taika liked to laugh at himself for not having the aura of the protagonist. From an emotional loser to a career loser. Sometimes when bipolar disorder attacks, it is a heart that really wants to die.
If a person has not experienced it, he will not be able to know that the feeling of being in the dark and being choked by fate is a multifaceted horror! Wang Taika, who has a bipolar attack, has no expectations for this world, he just doesn't want to make his relatives sad, so he grits his teeth and endures not to die! Endure not to destroy himself!
To live or to perish, that is Shakespeare's question. But when Wang Taika left his childhood and came to adulthood, it became his own problem.
But now, the problem no longer bothered him.
He's gone from being one of the world's top videographers and photographers to being a bipolar person who no one cares about, it's time to go back!
Because, thousands of turns, still Wang Taika!