Chapter 318: I can't give it to you
Sang Xiaoxi was so angry that he didn't even eat, turned around and left.
She is a person, not a cargo. In her opinion, her father's desire to marry him to his protΓ©gΓ© was just to use this to entrap his students so that his students could follow him more desperately. And he became a victim of this transaction.
Sang Qingrou is not much better than her, she married King Chen, isn't her father using it to entrap King Chen, so that she can plan for her future?
What relatives, at a critical time, are not all thinking about themselves, and they will not even hesitate to sacrifice the relatives around them. She had seen all this through a long time ago, and she still had a glimmer of hope for this father.
It's a pity that even if she sees it clearly, she is in the game and can't get out of the predicament in front of her.
If her father insists on marrying her off, what should she do?
She hated it in her heart, hated that she could see clearly, but she couldn't do anything, let alone change the situation in front of her.
If only someone could pull her up at this time!
Sang Xiaoxi clenched his fists and reminded himself in his heart that he must not sit still. Perhaps, Jin Yuyan has already started to do this, and she must be eager to marry herself off as soon as possible.
She's going to stop it!
At this time, in the side courtyard, Sang Chengyuan's original good mood had been completely ruined by his disobedient daughter just now. Liu Mei looked at her husband and stretched his face, and stepped forward to pour him wine.
"This kid is getting more and more ignorant. Don't be angry, sir, I will definitely talk about her well. Probably sick, unwell, this temper is getting bigger and bigger. Don't be like her, sir. β
Sang Chengyuan took a sip of the wine and put the wine glass on the table.
"Look at it, she looked like that just now, did she take my father in her eyes? If she is not well, she can lose her temper in front of my father, what does she think of me?"
Liu Mei suddenly didn't know how to answer Sang Chengyuan, Sang Xiaoxi's appearance just now was indeed excessive, and she was not good at explaining it for her.
"Probably, Xiaoxi really doesn't want to marry someone she doesn't like. is also a woman, and the concubine has a deep understanding of this feeling. Wasn't it because of this that the concubine resolutely married the master?"
Sang Chengyuan's face darkened, and he was silent for a while, and then he said: "It is precisely because I don't want her to follow your old path that I want to find a good home for her." She's good, she doesn't appreciate it at all, and she doesn't know that she thinks I, the father, are hurting her. She is a concubine after all, and I have done my best to make her a wife. β
Liu Mei nodded again and again: "The concubine understands that the child is not sensible, I will definitely talk about her." The old man is angry, we eat ours, don't care about her. β
Sang Chengyuan sighed: "I know, Xiaoxi, this child is arrogant, she is already at odds with Qingrou, if I really let their sisters serve together in the future, do you think there will be a peaceful day? Do you want to see the two sisters fighting each other and fighting to the death?"
"The concubine doesn't want to. β
"Whether it is Qingrou or Xiaoxi, they are not people who will bow their heads and admit defeat, they only have the result of breaking their heads and bleeding in the end. I only have two daughters, and of course I want them all to be happy. β
"She's still young and won't understand what you're thinking about. She only thinks about marrying the person she likes, but she doesn't know how difficult this road is. She always said that she wouldn't take the old road of concubine, but she didn't know that she was taking the road of concubine without knowing it. β
Sang Chengyuan looked at Liu Mei and quietly held her hand.
"You're blaming me for not being able to give you anything over the years, so that you can't hold your head up in front of others for the rest of your life. Even with your daughter?"
Liu Mei lowered her head and said cautiously: "Don't dare to concubine!"
"You don't dare to say in your mouth, but that's what you think in your heart. Even if you don't say it, I know. β
Liu Mei was silent, she had all kinds of pain in her heart, but she didn't dare to blame anyone, because this was her own choice, and she couldn't blame anyone.
"The concubine only hopes that the master can be really good to me, and the concubine doesn't care about anything else. β
"You say you don't care, but in your heart you still hope to have the status of a wife. It's just that I can't give it to you. β
Liu Mei sighed: "My daughter is so old, why are you talking about this? Even if you give the concubine another chance, the concubine will still make the same choice." No matter what the master does to the concubine, the concubine will not regret the decision he made. β
Sang Chengyuan always felt indebted to Liu Mei in his heart, and he patted Liu Mei's hand: "I have wronged you! But I can only wronged you." Yuyan is not infatuated with me, I just hope that you can get along, now, you are both my Sang Chengyuan's wife, there are some things, you don't have to take it too seriously. β
Liu Mei's heart sank and she understood what Sang Chengyuan meant.
When he said this, he was reminding himself that even if he had an idea in his heart, he should dispel it as soon as possible.
What is indebted to her, he owes Jin Yuyan even more. In short, in a word, be content with the status quo and don't make any demands on him, and he will be satisfied.
After all, Liu Mei couldn't expect Sang Chengyuan to be in love with him alone, he loved himself, and at the same time, he also loved Jin Yuyan. If you expect Sang Chengyuan to love only herself, it is a pipe dream.
Liu Mei was still a little disappointed in her heart, she poured herself full of wine, she drank the whole cup, but she still felt that it was not happy enough, and drank the second and third glasses......
That night, Sang Chengyuan was drunk and left from the side courtyard. When he was in a bad mood, he preferred to stay at Jin Yuyan's, even if he just quietly watched her busy, his bad mood would disappear.
When Sang Chengyuan came over, Jin Yuyan was already ready to sleep. I was quite surprised to see him come suddenly.
"Master, ...... you"
Before she finished her words, Sang Chengyuan picked her up and walked inside.
"I just, miss Madame. β
Jin Yuyan was stunned, they have been married for so many years, Sang Chengyuan rarely said these nice things to her, and suddenly said that she missed her tonight, Jin Yuyan felt a little unreal.
She leaned gently into Sang Chengyuan's arms, her cheeks flushed.
"In my heart, I always think about my master. β
"You've worked hard all these years. With you in the house, I can feel at ease. β
Jin Yuyan was so moved that her eyes were filled with mist: "With the words of the master, no matter how hard I work, it is worth it." β
That night, Sang Chengyuan left, Liu Mei had no sleep all night, in the dead of night, she quietly walked to the door of Sang Xiaoxi's room and knocked on the door of the room: "Xiaoxi, have you slept?"
Sang Xiaoxi sat cross-legged on the bed, staring at the door vigilantly with a pair of cold eyes: "What's the matter?"