Chapter 29: Grounding
Sang Qingrou looked at Sang Chengyuan aggrievedly, hoping that he could understand the heart of being a daughter. She is also a proud person, and she doesn't want to pray for love, it's too sad to live like that.
Sang Chengyuan didn't listen to her words, for him, it was impossible for the emperor to change what the emperor decided.
"It's not up to you to force it or not. You don't have this right, neither do you and your mother, and King Chen can't influence it. The only thing you can do is obey the Emperor's orders. ”
Sang Chengyuan didn't know when her daughter started to have such thoughts, it seems that she needs to reflect on it.
"Lately, you've been sitting in the yard and reflecting on what you've done and what you're doing wrong. You are not allowed to go out without my permission. ”
In such a matter, Jin Yuyan couldn't speak. Watching Sang Chengyuan leave in a hurry, she could only sigh.
Jin Yuyan got up and looked at Sang Qingrou: "Qingrou, you are really a little presumptuous this time." My mother doesn't know what to say about you, your father is right, you can take it with you in the yard and reflect on what you did wrong. Don't even go out lately!"
"Mother, don't you even understand my thoughts? You should know why I say that. ”
"Even if I knew, it would be useless! Qingrou, you and I are both women, and in this life, we all have to live dependent on men. The only thing your mother can do is to find a wishful husband for you and make the rest of your life carefree. ”
"Then you know, King Chen doesn't have me in his heart. Do you want me to marry a man who doesn't love me? There is no happiness in that kind of life. ”
"But do you have any other choice? You are my daughter, even if King Chen doesn't like you now, you should work hard to make him fall in love with you. Feelings can be cultivated slowly, how many couples have never met before marriage, after marriage, isn't it getting better and better? The key depends on how you control your husband, you are the most important. ”
"Mother, I know that he doesn't love me, and I humbly beg him to give me a little love. Don't you think it's too undignified to live like this? Why can't I choose a man who is really good to me to marry?"
Jin Yuyan sighed: "Because, you are Sang Qingrou, the daughter of Sang Chengyuan, and the daughter of Taichen Kingdom and Prime Minister." Who you marry, how much of an impact, you are so smart, it's impossible not to know. ”
"I just want my own happiness!"
"There is never a simple thing in this world, and in the future, you will slowly get used to it. No matter what you become, what you need to do is to make King Chen fall in love with you, or even do it, so that he has only you in his heart. ”
"Mother!"
"Well, you don't have to say anything else, and you can't change anything if you say it. I don't care what you think in your heart, these days, you just have to think about how to capture King Chen's heart. That's what you're going to do. ”
Sang Qingrou originally thought that her mother could understand her thoughts, after all, everyone is a woman.
Who knows, now even my mother says so. Watching them close the door, Sang Qing sat on the chair angrily and said nothing.
What's wrong with the people in this world? Why do they all think like this? In this world, Ouyang Shuo is not just an excellent man, can't she have other choices?
At this moment, Sang Qingrou seemed to understand a little why Sang Qingrou in the story would hang herself on Ouyang Shuo's tree. With such parents instilling such thoughts in her, how can she still see other people?
You must not repeat the mistakes of the past!
"Miss, what should we do now?" The lord and the lady seem to be very angry, the slave and maid, these days, let's settle down a little!"
The current young lady's temper has improved, but Ruyu also feels that her life is worrying. Because, she didn't know how thrilling the young lady would do in the next moment.
She even felt that she was tying her head to her waist every day and would die at any time.
Ruyu thought that Sang Qingrou would be depressed, but who knows, she suddenly raised her head and smiled.
"What's this, isn't it just a matter of being locked up for a few days! When the lockdown is lifted, I'm still a good man. Not at all!"
"Miss, you're so optimistic!"
"Life is like this, if I can't think about it all the time, I won't be able to live in the future? As you said, do I still have to look for death because of the scar on my face? My own thoughts are the most important thing. ”
"The slave listens to the young lady. ”
"Then don't worry, Miss, I have my own way. No one can control my life, they let me do this, I don't. ”
What Sang Qingrou wants to know most is whether Sang Xiaoxi secretly told the informant. Just because, she said that day that she wouldn't help them, so Sang Xiaoxi held a grudge?
"Ruyu, you go and do something for me. ”
Ruyu bent down, Sang Qingrou whispered a few words in her ear, Ruyu nodded again and again, and trotted out.
Sang Qingrou looked at herself, got up and changed into clean clothes, and lay down on the soft collapse to rest.
Suddenly there was a knock on the door, Sang Qingrou squinted her eyes slightly, the wine came up, she was a little tired, thinking it was Ruyu.
"Ruyu, come in!"
The door creaked open, and there was a faint scent of osmanthus cake coming to the wind, Sang Qingrou frowned, knowing who it was.
Osmanthus cake, that is Sang Xiaoxi's best dim sum, and Ouyang Shuo's favorite.
She got up suddenly, her long black hair falling like a waterfall, revealing a somewhat lazy look.
Sang Xiaoxi was still dressed in plain clothes, lightened his movements, and put down the osmanthus cake.
"I heard that my sister had returned home, so I brought pastries and decanting tea to my sister. After my sister drinks it, she will feel much more comfortable. ”
Sang Qingrou sneered: "Your news is very well-informed. "She thought it was Ruyu back!
I even brought sobering tea, which seems to have been prepared for a long time.
"It's hard for me not to know about such a big movement. My sister was grounded, and I felt uncomfortable. Sister, why do you disobey your father and make him unhappy? In the past, you were the best at making him happy. Now what's going on?"
"He's not happy, isn't this just your chance? I'm giving you a chance to perform, you don't want to please your father, what are you doing here? I have such good intentions, I don't need you to thank you. Just let me be alone for a while!"
"I know that you told your father that you don't want to marry King Chen. ”
"Isn't that what you want?"
"If you say this, it will make the eldest lady think that I whispered something to you to change your mind. Even my father would have thought so. You're going to kill me!"