I looked at him meaningfully, because I knew that one experience for the two of us was completely enough anyway, and no matter what happened to him, whatever he wanted, then we should be separated from each other now, and that was the most important thing.

"Yes, Ye Jingbei, don't you think? I congratulate you on starting a new relationship, so I also hope that you can give me a new relationship, and the two of us can be regarded as having our own joys and not owing each other. ”

He clasped my hand and still didn't let go.

"So you tell me what kind of relationship you want, what kind of things you want, is it because we are divorced that you bother me in this way?"

I looked up and laughed, I couldn't laugh at the question, when did I disturb him, when did I influence him? I was just doing my thing, and these things made me suddenly come up and make me even more annoyed.

I said, "I said please, what do you mean? You say I'm going to bother you, you say you're going to get a divorce, I'm absolutely giving you a freedom, you say what's going on with you, I've never stopped you, do you think these things are all up to you? Yes, you don't have the heart at all, and at first it seems that you have the initiative in this matter." ”

"What are you talking about? Isn't what I said correct? You just danced with that Chen Feng now, do you have a little bit of a girl's reserve, don't you know that the other party is already in a state of marriage, you go to dance with others at this time, and dance so ambiguously, and how the whole audience sees and understands things, have you ever thought about it?"

I was so unreasonable about him, I could only give him a blank look, and I said this fiercely: "I don't know what you mean, I only know that what you say now is biased, I tell you that I am completely innocent with Mr. Chen, not what you imagined, he invited me to dance, happy to myself, I usually want to make some friends." ”

The two of us were arguing with each other, of course, others didn't see it, and both of us looked at the host, as if we were communicating in a simple conversation, which was a big touch that had already erupted between the two of us.

"Please, Ye Jingbei, now we want to quarrel with him, since the two of us have separated, then I think this kind of choice is even if I am going to get married tomorrow, what does this thing have to do with you? ”

After I said this, I turned him around and left, and I didn't bother to pay attention to him, that's not for me, I don't want to have too many errands with him, after all, what is the test, you can't choose the kind of life you want.

The next time I saw him, it was actually 8 years later, in a crowded supermarket, full of weekend shopping people.

I was alone pushing the shopping cart, walking around the crowd with difficulty, because I had just returned from abroad and might not be used to the crowding, and the face of such a friendly scene only made me smile freely, and I felt very much like listening to this long-lost country voice.

Actually, I don't know if my situation is the same as when others return to China, maybe it's very exciting, maybe it's joyful.

It makes people feel that they can't suppress the in their hearts.

Yes, 8 years, 8 years have passed.

But how could I meet him back home, I can't say they exactly.

I had just seen a pair of shadows at the place where I bought fruit, and I was once again appreciative of the strangeness of this order, because it was they who had probably made me decide that I had to go abroad eight years ago.

So the fruit they are buying together now, presumably the two of them should be affectionate and loving, and they should have been together in the past 8 years anyway, fortunately I walked quickly, otherwise I wouldn't have had to hurt this feeling deeply.

It's really strange that Ye Jingbei and Zihui, I used to think that the two of them should be very good friends, or that what they might say in the media is fake.

"Actually, we are not brothers and sisters who are related by blood at all, in the past, it was our two neighbors who visited the street, and it was very good, my sister was the name of the same surname, but later after Ye Jingbei's father and mother died, our family took in Ye Jingbei, and we lived together. ”

"Do you think you are comparable to the childhood sweethearts between me and Ye Jingbei for more than 20 years, and the two are willing? ”

"I want to tell you today, I love Ye Jingbei very much, and I don't want to love me secretly at all, I must be open, I love generously, and or his feelings. ”

At the age of 18.

It happened to be the day before my birthday, and my best friend, who has always been very quiet, suddenly said this question to me very domineeringly, and it should really be the extreme love to have such a bold declaration, right?

But.

But what I used to compete with him, in the process of this competition, I was wrong from the beginning, and I should have issued it, so I failed, and I had to flee here in a hurry at this time, eight years ago.

I felt them looking at me, I don't know if they saw me, my fingers my sister started to turn white, I almost wanted to turn around and leave, but what, this supermarket is too crowded, and I can't turn this shopping cart at all, I want to open it in the next moment, why do I have to run away, I've been running away for a full 8 years, I should be very calm to say hello to them.

That's right, I should say hello very calmly, and then I just turn around and leave, as if nothing has ever happened to all this, and there has not been any accident, so this situation is actually very good and normal, but there will not be too many situations, so that everyone will not be so embarrassed by each other.

Yes, I just have to say hello to them, and I won't see them for a long time.

In the future, I will turn my head and leave them with a very good thought.

And what's more, they may not recognize it at all, I have changed a lot at this time, I used to be a flowing shawl with long hair, now I have long since become a very short hair, the skin used to be very white, this time has passed, especially now I am wearing a very wide T-shirt, wearing a sun hat, wearing mad concubine glasses, and the girl who used to only wear that kind of floral long skirt, it is not a style for a long time.

He walked slowly and step by step towards me and passed by, OK, great.

It's not that it's not heart-wrenching, it's just that there is a voice of their conversation coming in and out.

"Do you want to sell some mash and sell some glutinous rice balls to go back, if you are hungry at night, you can cook some supper?" Zihui's voice was particularly gentle.

The answer is not particularly real, and I miss it very much, and hearing this big singer is still like diarrhea, although I have been in a foreign country all these years, I still hear such a voice.

Very lost, I breathed a long sigh of relief, then I would be the best if everyone recognized each other in patchwork, then I would turn everything into smoke and smoke, and finally I felt that it didn't matter.

As I continued to walk forward, there was a loud bang!

It's going to be miserable, because the cart I just pushed straight to the front, piled up like a hill of mineral water.

It's a spectacular spectacle, because it's a bit like a domino effect, and the mineral water and the instant noodles next to it all collapse.

I really want to say that this thing is not me, but I did it, there is a camera, and there are people who eat melons watching from the side, this is called having pictures and truths.

"Oh my God, you guys are speculating seriously, this is the fifth time today, can you please not add some trouble to me?"

I don't know where to get out of a waiter, with an infinite pain, looking at this scene with a wail on his face.

So these things shouldn't have much to do with me, because I just knocked down the 5th time, so if I have knocked down someone with such a high probability in the first 4 times, then it must be that this thing is piled up in the middle of the road and seems too obvious.

So I looked at this waiter very innocently, and I could only be very sorry.

If I guessed correctly, I think such a big movement not only attracted the attention of the people around me, but I guessed that even Ye Jingbei and Zihui might have seen it.

In my panic, I hurriedly glanced at them, because at that moment, Zihui's eyes met as if I had experienced a thousand holes, experienced thousands of rivers and mountains, of course, everyone understood that each other was back.

When I saw Ye Jingbei's scene, I was completely and really stiff, I hurried to avoid this look, I was panicked, I was not used to such a situation, I wanted to run away quickly.

When I nodded to Zihui, she also nodded to me, and the two of us were silent, but she quickly pulled Ye Jingbei away, I am sure that Ye Jingbei should be able to see me, but he is indifferent to me, maybe I have already become a person outside of their lives.

I never thought that this day would come, and I would actually return here in such a way.

In fact, when the editor-in-chief was doing an interview, he asked me: "Miss Leng, can you tell me? Why did you suddenly come back to this city? What is the reason why you chose to work in this city?"

Actually, I suddenly don't know how to answer the question, why? Because I have been practicing in college here for more than a year? Or have I ever met Ye Jingbei in this place? Because I have experienced a lot of feelings here, such a life, this memory will keep me to death?

Actually, I didn't know how to answer at first, because I wanted to come here on the first day I returned home, and when I saw him in the supermarket that day, I realized that it was him who I wanted to meet, and although he didn't belong here at all, I wanted to see if I wanted to go out and see what was different in the place where he used to live.

Maybe just take a look.

I said, "Maybe there's no better option to go home, and maybe there's a little more room for me to choose." ”

I don't know if my literary answer will arouse the curiosity of the editor-in-chief, because he looked at me with a strange look in his eyes, looked at me for a moment, and then decided to make me a photojournalist for a newspaper here through one of my efforts.

Of course, I know that one of the biggest reasons why I was chosen by the left was that I used to work as a reporter in a foreign newspaper.

It really unnerved me.

"Ah, even the small newspaper I worked for abroad was actually a very small place, well, maybe not on a particularly large scale. "I tried to explain the situation to the editor-in-chief.

"That's right, Cold Water Moon. "The editor-in-chief has started calling my name very enthusiastically.

"Are you complimenting me on what I have seen and heard about overseas? Am I not even aware of these humble magazines? You don't have to worry too much about your studies, you have the ability to do this. ”

For a kind of uneasiness, then I feel that I seem to have been affirmed, and I feel that I can continue to do it, and I can have my own space to play and create.

The editor-in-chief said to me very seriously: "Then Leng Shuiyue, I just want to tell you, like us, to go abroad to be a photojournalist of a media, in fact, this kind of difficulty coefficient is very large, you can think about it, like abroad, this kind of wandering emotion is still very big, and you have to be better than those annoying reporters, you have to pay more time than them, and you have to make them happy, because you have always thought that we may not have much talent for this traditional art." ”

I was very happy to get the editor-in-chief's affirmation, at least I could have such a job, and I naturally stayed here and started working in the future.

I still go to the supermarket to buy items when I live with furniture, but I haven't met them since that time.

Until one time when I went to this supermarket to shop, a security guard stopped me.

"This young lady, please come to our office, there is something. ”

For such a request, in fact, in my previous life, I don't think it should be a particularly good thing, because often through the news of all aspects of the media, you can see all kinds of such reports, that is, either forcibly slimming down, or forcibly fighting, and the matter of strengthening the heart has always been full of things.

I looked at him with a very wary eye.

The security guard said to me helplessly: "I'm sorry miss, I don't have any special problems with you, and I don't have any malicious intentions, I just want to ask you if you left something in this supermarket a month ago, or did you lose something?"

I just came back here a month ago, and I felt like I had lost something, didn't I know it? And I always felt that I hadn't lost anything particularly important during this time, so I walked directly into the office with him curiously.

As soon as I got to the office, he ordered me a black leather wallet.

As soon as I saw that this black was straighter, I didn't even need to look at it, and I was pretty sure that this thing wasn't my own at all.

I shook my head at him, "I'm sorry, you might be mistaken, this wallet isn't mine." ”

But the security guard was unexpectedly stubborn: "This young lady, maybe you can open it to see if there is something familiar?"

I took it and opened it to look at it, because I was so shocked that I actually saw my picture in this wallet!

The security guard looked at me with great pride.

"So you should be looking at this photo, I can see your appearance at once, I just looked at it through the camera, and I saw you coming today, I think it should be you, although you are very different, but, your silhouette has basically not changed. ”

Actually, I was very different from what I used to look like, because this photo was taken in college when I was still participating in a sports meeting, and I especially liked to wear shoulder-length hair at that time, and then I showed my little tiger teeth, silly, as if I was full of joy about everything.

But it's strange why my photo is here?

So I was shocked, and I even thought if it could be a picture from a classmate from some of my college years, but this thing made me a little unsure, was this someone I knew? I was a little scared, a little scared, I didn't want to be sure.

I decided to give him the wallet back anyway: "I'm sure this wallet isn't mine." ”

"But isn't the person in this picture you? should it be you or is it your family or friend?" asked me with a stupid look of confusion.

"Yes, this picture is mine, but I'm sure this thing is not mine, you stay here, maybe the person concerned will definitely not find it. ”

"Miss, I think it's sure that the owner of this wallet must be someone you know, or someone among your friends, maybe this person is the person who has a crush on tidying up, normally we men will generally put their wives or crushes in this wallet, which is a very sincere expression. ”

Just ask me how to say it, this thing is really unimaginative, this situation may be true, but I really don't want to admit it.

"I'm sorry, it's not my thing. ”

"That's a good thing, you take it, this must be one of your friends, and no one has come to claim it, and we may also deal with it here, if you stay in this place for more than two months, it will definitely be confiscated, then don't give you a little bit of your relationship in the circle of friends, maybe you may find this owner and maybe meet again, maybe it's another vigorous story." ”

I shook my head, and I was helpless to watch the security guard say these plots similar to those in the TV series.

It can only be said that his imagination is too rich.