Leng Shuiyue has a very alienated rejection, she really doesn't want to have too many overlapping lives in the process, she has had enough of this kind of thing, and she doesn't want to make her family jump because of this thing, and she doesn't want to betray her mother in this way.

"Qi Rui, actually, you should really go back, it's really not the same, because this is a turtle's disease, so if you can't go back, then you can't get better quickly because of this thing, so I think you should go back, I really don't need you to stay here, okay? Because what I need is to calm my mind, you really can't help me do anything here..."

I really ruthlessly told this man to give myself, because some of the things that happened in my youth were just a dream of the past.

However, in the reality that has been faced, although there is too much distance between funds and funds, this distance is not very much to be made up for with many things, and there are too many things interspersed between them.

And this kind of thing will affect too much, and I am really tired of this so-called chicken flying dog jump.

Leng Shuiyue couldn't bear to look at Qi Rui's expression, because she only felt that she seemed to be cruel to express this emotion.

But some things are like drawing a knife to draw water, and raising a glass of wine is more sorrowful, don't be too subtle to let your emotions not get this kind of catharsis.

Because after all, there is no possibility of any meaning between the two of them, and this possibility is completely and basically zero.

So why bother with this kind of stuff having to be too much of a tie in this process.

There is no need for any meaning, there is no need for it at all.

Leng Shuiyue felt that what she said just now might be a little cruel, so she could only endure it and say it lightly.

"Qi Rui, my mood may be a little impatient just now, maybe to be honest, I may not have expressed it clearly, you really should go back, I know that your university of finance and economics is very strict, so I really don't have too many problems over there, and this doctor will come over soon, you also said, the turtle is a long-lived hundred-year-old, so it's not easy to die, so you go first, I really hope you go back first, I really appreciate your help here, but I really don't need it, don't affect you." ”

"Do you really think I'm just worried about this little turtle?"

Qi Rui laughed faintly a few times, frowning, he was originally a male star who looked like Zhu Yilong.

It's just that there are some things that have a lot of sorrow and just don't like to laugh, but when I laugh at this time, I feel as if I have a self-ridiculing language.

involuntarily followed Leng Shuiyue with a stunned look and asked rhetorically again.

"Do you really think I'm just worried about this little turtle?"

Leng Shuiyue couldn't help but suffocate his heart in his heart, of course he knew what this man meant to express, what kind of thing it was for a man to be emotional.

However, this is just that I can't express a lot of things, I can't accept it, or I can't face this feeling very frankly.

I may have too many ways to accept this feeling, or I can't do it, and I can express more emotions.

Because in the process, the love between them and the distance between them are too far away, just like a galaxy apart.

"I'm sorry I know you're worried about me, then this kind of thing is really unnecessary, I'm an adult person, and you know I've been studying outside here, I've been wandering for nearly 4 years, I'm very good at taking care of myself, no one dares to bully me, I'm not the one who used to be deleted again, and I'm not the one who cries, and I don't know what to do when I encounter things, I have to come back to find your girl every time, I've grown up, so this kind of thing is a small case for me, you should give me a good face, don't always look at me with the same eyes as beforeOtherwise, I really feel like I'm really ashamed......"

Leng Shuiyue lowered her head and said these words a little lightly, as if she gritted her teeth to reject this man, so that she didn't dare to say every word.

It doesn't matter if you really want to say this kind of thing, or you want to express it hypocritically.

But some things are really in the past, let them go with the wind.

Qi Rui's face had a faint feeling of decline, a faint sadness, especially when he heard Leng Shuiyue say these words, there was also a very big loss in his heart, could it be that the youthful feelings between each other could really never be recovered?

Will it just disappear in this time forever?

"Leng Shuiyue, are you still angry, aren't you? Haven't you ever forgiven me, haven't you been rejecting me since then, right? So you've been treating me in this way, isn't that time enough? Isn't it cruel enough for us that we've disappeared for five years?"

Yes, should I be angry at this time? 5 years and 5 years have passed, what a time span, how many 5 years are there in life, especially in youth, this period of 5 years is particularly precious.

The man is actually asking himself if he is still angry, you say whether he should be angry, whether he should have his own attitude and his own position.

Could it be that after these 5 years, I should have undergone a change of a thousand sails at this time?

Some things and many things have undergone a kind of deterioration by accident or in an instant, and many things will happen in one kind and many of them will happen for a reason.

And it will gradually move this thing away, farther and farther, and never return to the original feeling, just like when a glass has a little crack, do you want to make up for it?

Can't make up for it.

A crack is a crack.

And this crack will change little by little over time, and even if you don't break the crack, it will still exist.

There is no going back to the old days.

Leng Shuiyue lowered her head and smiled, and looked up at the man in front of her and showed a very gentle look, this kind of look no longer has any body, nor any sorrow, just a faint expression of friendship between friends in a young age

"Qi Rui, do you think you have to be forgiven, do you think everything must go according to your vision? Some things have passed and can never come back, I will regard you as a friend, so there is no need for us to discuss those things that don't have much meaning, we will live step by step according to the current track of the project, and go on step by step in the way we want, isn't it actually good?" And in the course of these five years, in fact, we must be living the life we originally wanted, which is good enough, why bother to talk about things that no longer have any meaning?"

Leng Shuiyue used that kind of breeze to dissect a feeling in her heart, and told one of her thoughts with a very uncaring look.

However, I never expected that Qi Rui was stunned at this time, and there was an indescribable feeling of pain in his heart, maybe these things really couldn't come back?

Is this kind of thing really reaching something that it can't solve on its own?

Maybe when you look back and see these things when you are in the vicissitudes of life, maybe you are at a loss and are just a kind of former ......

Leng Shuiyue smiled and continued.

"Actually, I really thanked you back then, thank you for helping me, some things, I really experienced those happy times, you helped me really a lot in those years, but what, I have experienced so many years now, these 5 years have long smoothed out a lot of things, all some disputes, all some Anyuan, all some misunderstandings, all things are really not worth it in retrospect. It's just that we were young, and now, I appreciate your help to me, and I will still extend my hand of friendship to you, but that's all. ”

Leng Shuiyue continued to express her open-minded worldview, maybe she didn't know why she said it, and she had experienced it in the past 5 years.

Originally, I had a lot of words, too many prepared words, and a lot of things to say to this man, and when I dreamed back in the middle of the night, I often woke up, and I always wanted to use the way to face their past.

And in the face of how they should communicate face-to-face now, but thousands of times around, I never thought that there were thousands of reasons to say themselves in such a way, and a thousand ways to start.

But after all, it's really that simple, and when you face it, you will find that it's really not very difficult.

Maybe the depths of my heart have already faded, I don't know or I have already sealed it......

Qi Rui's faint lost person was silent for a moment, and said with a faint smile, a kind of entanglement with himself really made him embarrassed in things, maybe all these things are just a wishful thinking of his own, a kind of unrequited love.

"Leng Shuiyue, you have really changed, you are really not the image of the girl back then, maybe you have grown up, so it's okay, you will be safer when you grow up, and you know how to do things. ”

Leng Shuiyue smiled very brightly, revealing a smile with a wide sky, and showing a heartless heart, as if he didn't care about anything in this world at all, maybe his so-called sea was rotten for so many years, and in the end it was just a gust of wind.

"Well, what about this person, how do you say it, the world has to change every day, right? People will grow up and people will change, from junior high school to college, everyone will grow up, so what, I think there have been a lot of things I have seen very frankly, at that time only blamed us for being too prejudiced or too compiled, in fact, everyone has their own rights and positions on the perspective of love, I have been relieved of many things, my father and your mother, maybe there is a love relationship between them, but no matter what, they have insisted on it for so many years, and they have been in love for so many years, do we really break up a so-called love of others? There's no need, because we don't have the right to do things, I don't want to bless, but I don't want to mess around with that transition, this is my mother, he should also be looking for another love of his own, in fact, everyone has their own story in this life, jump out of this encirclement, jump out of this dormitory circle, you will find that there is actually a world of sea and sky for you to treat. ”

Leng Shuiyue said this matter very open-mindedly, of course, there are many things with reasons for indignation.

But I don't want to have too much entanglement with this kind of thing like a shrew scolding the street in the process, after all, after so many years, what's the use of pestering.

Everyone has returned to the track of their own lives, there are fathers, he has made his own choices, between gains and losses, he will not have, 100% completely is not lost his kind of daughter?

So when looking for love, everyone will have such a right, but everyone will pay a price for such a right.

These things are all equivalent chips and are fair to everyone.

Qi Rui looked at the girl in front of him and found that the girl had changed so much, so big that sometimes he couldn't even believe the girl back then, and he was thinking about the relationship between his mother and her father, but he didn't expect that there was a very open-minded way to understand this emotion.

"Maybe it's between adults, so we, as children, can't intervene in the emotions between them? ”

"That's right, Qi Rui is an adult, so I think it's good for us to simply live a life, so what about it, I think that since this relationship has ended, there is no need to go too far, so everyone has very embarrassing things, I am not suitable for a very open-minded person, I am my mother who loves me very much, I am very worried about my mother, so my choice in this feeling, I will choose my mother no matter what, since this is the case, why use a very embarrassing way and express yourself to solve such a thingA lot of things in life are good, don't let anything make yourself embarrassed in the process, just like now we all have our own lives. ”

Qi Rui still felt a little embarrassed in his heart, because after all, it involved the feelings between the two families, and the role he seemed to play in this family seemed to be so embarrassing.

Because after all, the mother is ruining the emotional life of others in this aspect.

If you think about it, it's a shame for yourself to think about it.

No matter what kind of situation this kind of thing is, and no matter what kind of implication this situation will have, then it can only be said that the relationship between them will always be a horizontal ditch that cannot be crossed.

And the other party said this in such a bland, in fact, he has always been saying that he should have an explanation for a lot of his feelings.

"Leng Shuiyue, I hope you really don't be too willful, okay? It's really late today, I'm staying to accompany you, are you a young girl, can you go to the Internet café to stay there at this time? Those places are very dangerous places, you are an unmarried girl, how can you stay in that place, and this thing may have a lot of dangerous effects on you, do you know that this thing is very dangerous, how can I let you stay here, and if I stay here, I will accompany you, not this little turtle. ”

Leng Shuiyue really knew what this man's current actions were for at this time.

But I really have let go of this feeling right away, and since this feeling has been let go, there is no need to get too entangled in this thing, and if it is entangled again, it really doesn't make much sense.

You'll find that the process is going to be embarrassing at all, so why bother making the process ugly for both parties?

If something ugly has to happen, it's not right now.

"I'm sorry, Qi Rui, I'll tell you, that's how I know girls, I'm the kind of disobedient girl in other people's legends, how about I just stay in that Internet café? I'll see what kind of danger there is, I'll see if I've been in an Internet café for a night, I'm the kind of impure girl, I'm not the kind of so-called hooligan girl, I'm just doing this, I'm sorry, you're a top student, we're really two worlds, so you can get out of here, I really want to be alone, I'm sorry. ”

At this moment, the glass door suddenly opened, and the man who got out of the Mercedes Benz forgot that the situation was a little weird now, as if there was a line about the current situation.

"It's just a girl who wants to be a gangster......"

Qi Rui had his back to the door at this time, and he didn't notice the arrival of this Teacher Ye at all, so he could only be patient, and he could only face Leng Shuiyue very seriously and try his best to explain.

"I hope you don't get too willful about this, okay? I should be responsible for you, and your father should know that you should be very worried about you in this situation, I like that I have to stay with you no matter what, I don't care if you refuse or not, I don't allow you to go to the Internet café for a night, if you really want to spend a night in the Internet café, then I will accompany you for a night, no matter what, I will not allow you to do such nonsense!"

Leng Shuiyue saw Ye Jingbei coming in, and didn't want to pay attention to this at all, Qi Rui immediately hugged the little turtle and stood up to greet him.

"Teacher, I've finally waited for you!"

Qi Rui then also stood up, and at this time, he saw that there was actually a handsome young man standing at the door.

I couldn't help but be stunned for a moment.