Chapter 31: I'm a Little Lonely...... (Second update!)
Night.
Deep.
Shen Lang left the Qin family and drove in the direction of the company in Qin Yao's car.
He squinted.
Although he drank some wine, Shen Lang's mind was very clear.
In the car, countless thoughts flashed through his mind.
Today, the events are floating in Shen Lang's mind.
About the Qin family, about the Zhou family......
These are all roads, and they are all broad avenues that can save Shen Lang many years.
Of course, whichever path you choose, you are destined to develop in which direction, and the others must be abandoned.
In fact, in the eyes of many people, Shen Lang is probably in a very unique time now, which is equivalent to having a very strong backer, and even when he develops in the future, Shen Lang is definitely on the rise, and he can even reach a height that people look up to.
But Shen Lang knew how many catties and taels he had!
He knows that he is a filmmaker, and the life he wants to pursue is the kind of simple life.
The greater the ability, the greater the responsibility, Shen Lang understands.
However, Shen Lang didn't want this sentence to become his constraints......
In fact, the Qin family's expectations for him are very high, and even, Master Qin feels that Shen Lang should stand in a very high position, and he should represent the pinnacle of Chinese movies in the future.
Of course, Zhang Sheng, Yang Rong and others will also help Shen Lang reach the top, and this help is completely from the bottom of his heart.
Shen Lang could completely feel that Elder Qin seemed to be a kind of elder to him.
But......
Shen Lang felt a little uneasy about the peak.
The higher you stand, the more lonely you are, and the more lonely you are, the more stressed you are......
Even, you will become unfree, and even, on many occasions, you have to be serious and straightforward.
Why?
Because you're a representative figure!
He feels that he is an ordinary filmmaker......
If you don't have the ability, you can live this life without worrying about eating and drinking, and if you have the ability, do something for this country, so that everyone knows that this country is powerful!
However, he didn't want to be a representative!
And......
What qualifications does he have to become a representative of Huaxia films?
Hope for the future of Chinese films?
Does Huaxia Cinema need him to represent? Even if he doesn't make movies, there will be no one for Huaxia Cinema?
No!
He just appeared at the right time, not to mention Zhao Yu, not to mention other directors, just Qin Ren......
Shen Lang felt that Qin Ren's talent for making movies was stronger than his own, and it was only a matter of minutes to surpass himself in the future.
Everyone felt that they were powerful because they became famous earlier than Qin Ren, and then, everyone had a kind of inertial thinking, thinking that Shen Lang was a genius!
Is it a genius?
Genius chicken!
Shen Lang, a person who almost couldn't finish his job in Yanying, can he be considered a genius?
Isn't that a joke?
"Shen Lang ......"
"Huh?"
"Can you tell me what you're thinking right now?"
"Thinking about a lot of things. ”
"Like, my family?"
"Hmmm......"
On the road, Qin Yao naturally realized that Shen Lang seemed to be starting to become a little lonely again.
Although he kept squinting his eyes, Qin Yao felt that Shen Lang's emotions seemed to be stirring.
He is no longer the student who thinks about playing games all day long, complains to him about school in games, and looks forward to graduating early and returning to his hometown......
"Our family, is it putting too much pressure on you?"
"Qin Yao......"
"Listening. ”
"It's really nice to suddenly think you're in my life......"
Shen Lang laughed, laughing happily.
"Huh?" When Qin Yao heard this, her heart jumped unconsciously, and she almost didn't grasp the steering wheel.
What the hell is this man going to do?
"Do you remember the first sentence when we met?" Shen Lang grinned slightly at the corner of his mouth.
"I don't quite remember, did you say it was in reality, or online?"
"Oh, I don't quite remember it either...... However, all of a sudden, I realized that we had known each other for a long, long time......"
"yes, though, you don't play games much anymore. Qin Yao nodded.
"Haven't a lot of things changed, but after graduation, everyone started to get busy. ”
"Well, yes. After saying this, Shen Lang looked at the starry sky at night faintly, and fell into silence again.
"You're okay, I feel like you're not in the right mood......" When the car was about to drive home, Qin Yao felt Shen Lang's silent appearance.
"Very good...... People just don't know why, maybe they're old, sometimes they think about something inexplicable......" Shen Lang still looked at the sky silently.
In the sky, the moon has turned eastward, but it is still very bright.
In a few hours, the sun will rise......
"Shen Lang, I'm sorry......" Qin Yao bit her lip slightly.
"I'm sorry what......" Shen Lang looked at the lights in the distance, "I actually have to thank you for helping me so much all these years...... I probably thought about it, those hero skins in "League of Legends" before were also secretly bought for me by you, right? I thought that these were really given by the event, but after I went to the headquarters of "League of Legends", I knew that the event would give one at most......" At this moment, Shen Lang seemed to think of something, and suddenly laughed dumbly.
"......" Qin Yao looked at Shen Lang.
From knowing Shen Lang to now, she seems to have never seen Shen Lang show such an expression.
Shen Lang leaned on the passenger seat, staring at the street lamps moving backwards.
Laughing all the time, though.
But......
But I obviously felt that the smile was a little strange, as if I was hiding a lot of heavy thoughts.
I don't know why I'm a little lonely in my loneliness, and I'm lonely, but I feel extremely complicated......
Moreover, Shen Lang never said these words to her in such a very gentle, reminiscing tone.
At this moment, she felt that she seemed to be one step closer to Shen Lang, but after taking a step closer, she realized that Shen Lang seemed to be in a very distant place......
And that place, it seems, is very desolate.
"I'm sorry for saying all this nonsense......"
"It's okay, I can listen to ......"
"I am...... Sometimes I feel lonely, sometimes I wake up at night and want to do something, but I don't know what to do...... Sometimes I want to make a phone call, but I don't know why or how to make a call...... Suddenly I feel a little homesick!"
The car stopped.
Qin Yao stared blankly at Shen Lang, who was silently looking at the sky.
In the past, his eyes were full of all kinds of aura, as well as profundity.
But now, there seemed to be only confusion in the eyes he revealed.
"Shen Lang, I actually ......" Qin Yao took off his seat belt and hesitated for a long time, as if he had made some decision, looking at Shen Lang.
"Huh?"
Shen Lang turned his head when he heard this, and he saw that Qin Yao's expression was unprecedentedly serious.
And then......
"Jingle bells. ”
Just then, his phone's alarm went off.
This alarm clock is Shen Lang just in case, in case the chat is too high at Qin's house, he can listen to the alarm clock, and then come to a wave of phone calls.
After hearing the bell, Shen Lang's eyes changed instantly!
Fuck me!
What the hell was I talking about?
Lonely?
I'm special!
What's the ...... sensational?
Then an indescribable embarrassment surged up beside Shen Lang, and Shen Lang suddenly trembled slightly, and even felt that he was too embarrassed.
Say what loneliness to a girl!
Isn't that sick?
Subsequently......
"Haha...... I just said it casually, I just felt too boring, haha, pretending to be innocent, pretending to be a melancholy man......"
“......”
"Okay, go to bed early, if you stay up late, you'll die suddenly......"
“......”
"I'm leaving, thanks! ”
Shen Lang walked out of the car wearing a mask and hat, his eyes and face returned to the same expression as before, and after waving his hand at Qin Yao, he turned around and left......
As he was leaving, Qin Yao clearly felt Shen Lang's shoulders tremble slightly.
It's as if I'm disgusted by myself.
Pretending to be innocent?
Pretending to be a melancholy man?
Qin Yao looked at Shen Lang's back, why did she feel that the loneliness at that moment was Shen Lang's true state?
....................................
When Shen Lang returned to the company, he found that the company was still lit.
In the dark, the light seemed to have a little warm feeling.
Shen Lang subconsciously pushed open the door of the company.
Then I saw Chu He sitting at the front desk of the company playing on the computer.
"Coming back?"
"yes...... Chu He, why haven't you slept yet?"
"I don't know why, I have some insomnia today, so I just helped Xiao Chu take a look at the class...... By the way, it's just right, this glass of milk is for you, I was going to drink it myself, but after soaking, I found that I was not used to drinking this hot milk......"
"Huh, you just soaked this glass of milk, right?"
"Don't worry, it's not poisonous, it's not dirty, it's not ...... it's not dirty" Chu He glanced at Shen Lang, and then continued to sit and play with the computer at the front desk of the company.
"What are you doing?"
"Play the game. ”
"What game?"
"League of Legends. ”
"Can you play?"
"It's okay, I've been playing for a while...... League of Legends official didn't want to make a star tournament event, I thought it was interesting and took it. ”
"What rank are you? Why don't I take you?"
"It's not too high, it's a diamond."
"......" Shen Lang suddenly felt that his question was a little redundant, and even felt that he was a superfluous person.
"Shen Lang, don't stay here and talk to me to affect my operation, it's just about to drill a bit......"
"Oh, good. ”
After Shen Lang finished drinking the milk and walked upstairs, Chu He, who was immersed in the fight, glanced at the empty milk cup, and then continued to play the game.
"Chu He ......"
"What?"
"It's okay, you go to bed early......
"Hmmm......"
....................................
"Giggle......
Early the next morning.
Shen Lang, who was asleep, heard the roar of the tractor.
Shen Lang thought he had misheard, and hurriedly covered his ears with the quilt, but the sound of the tractor was getting louder and closer......
Shen Lang was a little speechless.
Subconsciously stepped out of bed and came to the window......
Outside the company.
"What's wrong?
"I'm one of the sponsors of Mr. Shen's new film, I'm coming for a meeting, do I have any questions?"
"Mr. Shen designated the walk-behind tractor, and then I drove over!"
"Questions?"
“......”
The "recruit" security guard looked at a middle-aged uncle wearing a pass walking down from a walk-behind tractor.
And then......
"Dongfeng brand agricultural tractors support the rise of Chinese films!"
There is a bamboo pole on the tractor, and on the bamboo pole, this banner flutters in the wind!
It's extraordinarily enchanting......
Wait a minute!
How did this tractor get here?
Can this get into town?