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I can't find anywhere.

On the street near the rental house, even if you run a few blocks away, the park you used to go to...... I can't find any.

Zhuge was already sweating profusely, and his whole body was wet with sweat, but he still couldn't find it.

"Excuse me, have you ever seen a girl of this height, she...... She's really beautiful, cute, and sweet when she laughs...... Her name is Nanako......"

The passers-by next to him finished asking one after another, some shook their heads and said they didn't know, and some simply waved their hands and walked away.

Zhuge suddenly felt dizzy and difficult to breathe, holding on to the green tree on the side of the road, his legs seemed to be filled with lead, and he was so heavy that he couldn't move.

For the first time in his life, he hated that his physical strength was only these...... I hate myself for not exercising well. Obviously, there is a lot of time.

Panting, he had a feeling that Nanako was by his side, silently watching him somewhere.

She's thoughtful...... She's not just clay.

Zhuge sat on the big horse like this, with his head down-when he looked at Nanako with disgust and fear of approaching eyes that day, was it already like a knife, and her feelings and thoughts had already been pierced fiercely?

Zhuge felt that he was no different from those who had always ridiculed him and who had disliked him.

People separate him from them with colored eyes...... He also used the same gaze to separate him from Nanako.

It's the same.

It's the same...... I and those people are the same.

Although he did not say anything, he never expressed it, but he never forgave those people...... Naturally, Nanako can't forgive herself, right?

"My life...... It's really, so bad. ”

Zhuge sat quietly, and the people on the street walked over and looked, and continued to walk. He looked particularly fragile at this time...... Like a homeless man on the street.

If you can't do it, let Nanako forgive herself...... No matter how much you search, is it just in vain?

He shuddered and reached into his pocket...... That black card that has been hidden by her side since Nanako appeared.

......

The familiar pine doors, the familiar bells, the familiar shopkeepers, and the familiar decoration style full of eerie atmosphere.

After all, it's the third time.

The boss sat quietly here, as if he had been waiting for his arrival early in the morning. Zhuge silently pulled out the chair, and this time he sat down without being greeted by others.

"Guest, is there anything I can do to help you?"

"I want to find Nanako. Zhuge took a deep breath and looked at Luo Qiu seriously, his gaze had a firmness that he hadn't had in the previous two times, "Originally, I didn't plan to do this at the beginning. ”

Luo Qiu sat like this, "Please speak." ”

Zhuge took a deep breath and said, "I planned to ...... at first I thought about what to exchange, and I thought about letting Nanako be able to forgive me. Whatever it is, as long as she can forgive me...... As long as she can forget the harm I did to her. ”

Luo Qiu said indifferently: "We can indeed do this. ”

Zhuge shook his head and said, "However, I gave up this idea...... I realized I didn't have that qualification. I've hurt her, and if I still use this despicable method to get her forgiveness, then I'...... So what qualifications do I have to continue to see her and face her. I don't have that qualification. ”

"I was scared at first, I ran away from her, I timidly walked away from her sight. I've never hated myself so much for a moment. Zhuge smiled bitterly: "In the end, I still can't do anything...... In the end, I'm still the same Zhuge who has achieved nothing. But this time...... But this time ......"

He said heavily, loudly, "This time, I hope to use my own efforts to get Nanako to forgive me! So, I just want to know where she is." ”

Luo Qiu thought for a while before he asked slowly, "Guest, may I ask curiously, how do you plan to get Miss Nanako's forgiveness?"

Zhuge was stunned, "I'...... I do not know...... I just wondered how I could find her. ”

Luo Qiu nodded: "If you are looking for the guest yourself, as long as she has the intention to avoid you, I am afraid you will not be able to find it for the rest of your life." Can you believe it?"

Zhuge nodded helplessly.

"How about using up three days of your life?"

Zhuge nodded without even thinking about it.

"As you wish, dear guests. ”

Luo Qiu stood up at this time, walked to Zhuge 's side, and reached out to press his shoulder—the scene in front of him began to spiral away from Zhuge 's sight.

When he regained his sight, he found himself downstairs in the rental house he was renting.

"This ...... ...... here" Zhuge looked at this all-too-familiar place in surprise: "Nanako...... Right here?"

Luo Qiu picked up the black cane in his hand and pointed upward: "To be exact, it's in your room." ”

"How could it be ......"

Luo Qiu said indifferently: "When you leave, she will come back, and after you come back, she will leave early." She pinched the time for you to go out and come back, and prepared in advance. ”

Zhuge shook his shoulders, "She...... She's a ......"

Luo Qiu suddenly said: "It shouldn't be boring, after all, this Miss Nanako has been working a little more recently than before." ”

Looking at Zhuge who showed a puzzled expression, Luo Qiu said to himself: "I clean up the room every day, but I am afraid of being discovered, so after cleaning up, it will return to its original appearance." You'll watch the movies, videos, and so on that you watch every day, and then delete the records...... and so on. ”

That must ...... It must be more lonely than ever, right?

Zhuge couldn't imagine it...... How she spent that time.

"Original...... So much has been done for me all along. Zhuge looked at Luo Qiu in a daze: "I'...... I also wanted to do something for her...... Me, can I still buy something from you?"

"Of course! You have always been our esteemed guest. Zhuge took a deep breath: "I want to go to a place." ”

......

......

Television station.

The diamond 120-second column program group broadcast the live scene. As the most popular program in the city, no, it is the most popular program in the nearby provinces and regions, and it seems to have terrifying ratings.

On such a stage, even if you step down in ten seconds or eight seconds, you have enough capital to brag about!

"Mr. Chen Jiaming prepares, you will come to the stage in a minute!"

Chen Jiaming took a deep breath, and in a minute, he would be on this big stage...... When the time comes, go to the fucking food company to sell the king!

Labor and management want to become celebrities and make a lot of money!!

After beating casually a few times and activating his tense nerves, Chen Jiaming began to adjust his breathing. But just a moment, he seemed to be a flower in front of him.

Wiping his eyes, he saw a large figure coming out of the locker room. Chen Jiaming was stunned for a moment, and said, "Zhuge Why are you here? This is the backstage...... Well, but you're here to cheer me on, aren't you? Hahaha! Thanks!"

Unexpectedly, Zhuge suddenly rushed to Chen Jiaming's face at this time, and without saying a word, he picked up his fist and hit Chen Jiaming in the stomach fiercely!

"This punch is for you to delete my game!"

"You!"

Zhuge twitched his knees violently again, and again, against the other party's abdominal cavity...... Although he is a fat man, the strength of his legs really can't be underestimated, Chen Jiaming squatted down with his stomach in his hand all of a sudden, spit out bitter water, and almost fell into a coma in pain!

"This time...... There's no reason, I just want to hit you!!"

"You ......"

"What are you, I've seen you unhappy in the morning!" Zhuge took a deep breath, and suddenly the whole person jumped up and pressed down Chen Jiaming.

Such a heavy blow made Boss Luo next to him feel so painful when he looked at it...... He shook his head, and his cane touched Chen Jiaming's body, directly making him fall asleep.

"Chen Jiaming! Chen Jiaming, are you ready?"

"Quasi-...... Ready!" Zhuge glanced at Luo Qiu and saw that he didn't respond, so he hurriedly responded.

Without changing into any clothes, he opened the door like this, walked under the gaze of the program assistant, walked to the backstage preparation of the stage, and walked onto the stage after hearing the introduction of the host on the stage.

The host was stunned, but he couldn't speak for a while, and he actually stepped back step by step...... Retreated to the edge of the stage.

“...... Isn't this Zhuge ?"

"Is it Zhuge ?, what about Chen Jiaming?"

"it...... What's the situation?"

Under the spotlight, Zhuge walked to the center of the stage step by step, and after passing the microphone from his assistant, he glanced at the audience in the studio...... There were more than 500 people, a jury, and seven or eight video cameras.

He had never been in front of so many people, and he had never stood in the eyes of so many people - but he knew that it was not only that, but the countless viewers in front of the television.

He couldn't imagine how he got here...... Scared and nervous, the palm of the hand that made him hold the wheat was already soaked, and he had to hold it with both hands, lest it fall off.

Zhuge found that even if he spoke loudly, it was extremely difficult...... He subconsciously lowered his head, not daring to look at the gaze of the audience, the line of sight of the jury.

Nanako...... Watching me.

Thinking that she stayed in that small house alone, silently taking care of it, and silently restoring things to their original appearance, Zhuge felt a pain in his heart, and raised his head.

"I ...... My name is Zhuge and my full name is Zhuge Cong. ”

My name is Zhuge , I am not Zhu Ge.

"I ...... I've been a very timid person since I was a child, and I'm not smart, and I'm very fat. I failed the exam, I couldn't even run 200 meters, and I couldn't even have a girlfriend until I graduated from college. ”

But...... But now I have someone who has always cared about me.

"After graduating, I just did the most useless chores in a food company, and I thought I would be like this for the rest of my life......"

"I wanted to work hard, but I was afraid of failure. I looked like I was fine, but I was always concerned about other people's eyes. ”

"I don't have any extra activities, I come home from work, and when I get home I can't do anything, I play games, I watch anime...... In the eyes of others, I was just an escapist person. ”

"I am indeed a person who denies myself...... I used to constantly wonder why others had always disliked me. But lately, I've suddenly realized that it's not that people are disliking me...... It's that I'm disgusting myself. ”

"I ran into a ...... A girl who is very beautiful and cute, even understands me, supports me, looks down on me, will watch those childish and ridiculous cartoons with me, and will watch me play games by my side. ”

"But I'm disgusted with her...... I actually hurt her......"

"I'm really the worst person...... Zhuge said here, showing a hint of self-deprecating smile: "Even just now, I directly knocked my colleague unconscious, replaced him, and came up here." ”

When the director team in the audience heard this, they immediately panicked.

The director slapped the table suddenly, "What's the panic! it! Continue the live broadcast! This is the rating!! continue to continue!!"

“...... In retrospect, she has been silently doing a lot of things for me, and I don't seem to have done anything for her. ”

"So, please give me time for a song. Zhuge lowered his head silently: "Let me put what I want to say...... What I want to express, my apologies, my thoughts, my everything...... are all expressed...... All I care about is you. ”

"If I didn't meet you. ”

"Where will I be?"

"How's your life going?"

"Whether life should be cherished. ”

Nanako, I'm sorry. Right now......

"Maybe I know someone"

"Living an ordinary life. ”

Now, please look at me...... Look at me, I'm right here.

"Don't let the time pass by"

"All I Care About Is You"

"Willingly infect your breath"

I won't be afraid of anything anymore.

"So I ...... Please...... Don't let me, don't let me, I'll leave you!"

......

......

"Zhuge ......"

Crying.

She sat in front of the TV, and the sudden turn of the program made her stunned at first, but the moment she saw the clumsy figure begin to appear, she never left her sight.

Covered his mouth with his hand...... Feeling that it was not enough, he covered his mouth with both hands.

"Zhuge ...... I really want to see you. ”

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PS: Underpaid (1/16) (To be continued.) )