Do you love me?

———————— reckless performance.

Interview room.

Han Wei faced the camera: "I finally realized that she said that people should pay attention to the inner meaning. ”

The voiceover speaks: "That's why you're helping her?"

Han Wei nodded: "I'm not sure I can really help her, and I'm sure she's not sure either." ”

Spread his hands and looked at the camera: "You can solve mental illness casually, so what do you need a doctor to do?"

"But I want to believe that this is the inevitable outcome of what we have achieved by facing it together and supporting each other to get through it together." We did it. ”

The voiceover was silent for a moment, then spoke: "What do you mean by focusing on the inner meaning? ”

Han Wei spoke: "I don't admire the strong, but I very much admire people who have a strong heart and firm belief and want to be strong." ”

looked at the camera: "I originally agreed with Director Song, after all, you are all for the audience and fans, but artists are also people." If something happens, the program team will be responsible. It's normal logic not to take risks and not to take risks. ”

The voiceover speaks: "But you changed your mind, why?"

"Because of her words. ”

Han Wei spoke: "I thought she was reckless, but she made me understand a truth." is what she said, being strong means that you have to do everything well no matter how many pounds or taels you have, but to be strong is to do your best to try to impact the target even if you know that you are not capable. ”

The voiceover was silent, and then asked, "Was it moved by this sentence?"

Han Weiding looked at the camera: "At that moment, this girl who is 6 years younger than me, less than 20 years old, her aura, achievements, appearance, figure, everything is not important." ”

Han Wei gestured with his hand: "It's not important. Her strong heart and tenacious character made me moved and even admired. I was at that moment desperate to help her, or not to help her. It's just that I want to be side by side with her, no matter how difficult and difficult it is ahead, I just want to go through it with her!!"

The camera turned.

Lin Feilan covered her forehead, took a few long breaths, and laughed weakly.

Looking up at the camera: "From childhood to adulthood, the most humiliating one, the most gaffe, I don't think anything will surpass today even for a long time." ”

The voiceover asks, "Shame?"

Lin Feilan spoke: "I have been educated by my parents since I was a child, and I try to do my best in everything. Whether it's studying or filming, I've always motivated myself like this. And I always feel that a person's gaffe, whether active or passive, is particularly rude. ”

Looking at the camera: "Plus I'm still a little cleanliness and obsessive-compulsive ......"

The voiceover was silent for a long time, and then said, "So you cried?"

Lin Feilan smiled: "It's not because of this that I cried. ”

Lin Feilan frowned and thought: "It's that I have a lot of things today that I have never experienced in my previous 19-year-old life." Never. ”

Pointing to his arm: "Obviously, I fainted and fainted blood, but I wanted to get through it because I was so strong, I wanted to faint and couldn't endure it, and it was very uncomfortable to want to vomit, but on the contrary, this discomfort was still comfortable, because you wouldn't faint when you vomited." ”

looked ahead: "At that moment, I suddenly understood a truth, what cleanliness or obsessive-compulsive disorder doesn't matter, I can't take care of it." ”

The voiceover speaks: "It's hard to hold on, is it?"

Lin Feilan nodded: "It's hard to insist, but I'm not qualified to say this." ”

The voiceover wonders, "Why?"

Lin Feilan spoke: "Who made you faint and faint with blood? Why don't people have it? This is your own problem." ”

looked at the camera: "Indeed, Director Song also said that it can be forgotten, Sister Bing and Sister Yun all said not to force yourself." ”

Lin Feilan spoke: "At that moment, when I was the most uncomfortable, I also asked myself why I was so reluctant to myself?"

After a long pause, Lin Feilan raised her index finger: "It was at this moment that I heard a sentence." When it seemed that I was about to fall unconscious, a sentence gave me great courage to support to the end. ”

The voiceover asks, "Which word?"

Lin Feilan took a deep breath and looked at the camera: "There is no point in insisting when the wind is smooth. It is only when adversity is on the verge of giving up several times that perseverance becomes more valuable. ”

The voiceover spoke: "Han Wei said it." ”

Lin Feilan nodded: "That is, after hearing this, I tried my best to numb myself, I didn't know how I grabbed the needle in my hand, I didn't know how to pierce the skin, my hands trembled." You can even pass out at any time. But the moment the needle pierced my skin, I suddenly felt as if something had broken through the shackles. ”

Lin Feilan spoke: "I found that the pain was not as unacceptable as I imagined, and the bright red blood was not so terrible. I was still scared when I had to get another stitch, but I felt like I could hold on. Sure enough......"

Lin Feilan smiled: "The mood is very complicated, there are grievances, there is pain, there is relaxation, there is relief, I can only express it with tears and tears." I also realized that there are a lot of things you have to go through when you leave acting. ”

Looking at the camera silently, Lin Feilan said softly: "It seems to open the door to a new world." ”

Pointing to his chest: "Open from here." ”

The camera slowly dimmed, and I returned to the hospital shooting scene.

——

"Okay, then today's medical examination is over. ”

At the moment when the applause ended and Lin Feilan's blood sample was successfully drawn, Song Hong's voiceover announced loudly.

Everyone cheered and hugged and high-fived.

If it weren't for Lin Feilan's breakthrough in the end, there would actually be no moment

"Then while waiting for the results of the medical examination, everyone can eat something or drink something. ”

Han Wei got up: "I don't want anything, I just want to go out and breathe." ”

Then looked at Lin Feilan: "Are you going?"

Lin Feilan subconsciously stood up, and Luo Chen spoke: "Let's go together." ”

Zheng Bing, Su Lingyun, and Xie Bowen also followed, but Lin Feilan suddenly grabbed Han Wei.

Han Wei was puzzled: "I don't want to go with them." ”

"Oh oh oh ~ "

The four of them turned around and coaxed, Zheng Bing smiled: "There has been a qualitative leap in feelings, right?"

Lin Feilan smiled shyly, she didn't seem to be as indifferent as before, she was always cautious in her words and deeds, and she had a little bit of the naughtiness unique to girls of this age.

"It's not...... I want to brush my teeth. ”

Lin Feilan stood behind Han Wei and spoke softly.

Han Wei understood and waved his hand: "You guys go first." ”

The four of them laughed and chatted together, and Han Wei asked the film crew: "Do you have a toothbrush and toothpaste?"

Everyone looked at each other, and Han Wei asked the doctor: "There should be a hospital, right? It doesn't need to be too good, even if it's a one-time one." ”

The doctor and nurse asked each other, but there didn't seem to be. At least there are no new ones.

"There is no toothpaste and toothbrush in such a big hospital?"

Han Wei complained and looked at the camera: "Audience fans, remember this hospital, toothpaste and toothbrush are not available for you to come to the doctor?!"

"Huh!"

The doctor and nurse laughed, but then one of the doctors did bring a new toothpaste and toothbrush. If it is not opened, it is said to be a spare.

Han Wei thanked him politely and politely: "This hospital is good, well-equipped, and pays attention to details." ”

"Hahaha!"

The doctor and nurse couldn't laugh, Lin Feilan tugged at his sleeve, and Han Wei turned around and went to the washbasin with her.

It's the common area in the middle of the restroom.

There was no one at the moment, Lin Feilan washed her face first, and Han Wei took a tissue and handed it over.

Then start brushing your teeth.

Han Wei leaned aside and waited, and after brushing his teeth, Han Wei suddenly spoke: "You seem to be a little clean." It's just that it was hidden well before, and it won't make everyone feel uncomfortable. ”

Lin Feilan chuckled: "What else is there to be clean?"

looked at Han Wei: "I vomited and wanted to faint for a while, I only had gritted my teeth in my head to support, and I couldn't remember any other obsessive-compulsive disorder or cleanliness habits." ”

Han Wei smiled: "And obsessive-compulsive disorder? Sure enough, it's the actress, and outsiders can't feel it if you don't say it yourself." ”

Lin Feilan wiped her hands with a smile, then returned the toothbrush and toothpaste to the doctor to thank her, and went outside with the other four people.

It seems that March has begun to warm up. At least not that cold.

On the way towards the four of them, Lin Feilan said softly: "Thank you." ”

Han Wei frowned: "I said that the loyal couple don't need to say thank you." ”

Feeling the sun and the breeze, the six of them stood or sat there.

Han Wei carefully led Lin Feilan to the side and sat down, and her coat was also draped over her.

Instead, they didn't sit with the four of them, they just could see each other.

Lin Feilan was still a little weak.

looked at Han Wei: "Obviously, this matter has nothing to do with you, not only did you accompany me, but also pricked yourself with needles again and again, showing me that the injection and blood drawing in front of me is not as terrible as imagined, this pain is not worth caring about." But you don't need to. ”

Han Wei spoke: "I'll be honest, if it's for the show or for the variety show effect, I may not be able to do it to this extent." But it was because of your persistence and tenacity that I instantly recognized you as a kind of person. ”

Lin Feilan smiled: "Which one?"

Han Wei spoke: "It is worth someone who has no hesitation to get through the difficulties with her." ”

"Wow~"

Lin Feilan clapped her hands lightly: "It's an honor." ”

Han Wei shook his head: "I didn't understand what you said about paying attention to the inside, and at that moment I seemed to understand the meaning of getting along as a husband and wife." I'm starting to understand why husbands and wives are still willing to work together even when they're old. ”

Lin Feilan was at a loss: "Have you thought of this?"

Han Wei looked at her: "You know there are a lot of temptations nowadays. The divorce rate is particularly high, and even after marriage, there is betrayal and cheating. Men kick out their original partners when they know more beautiful, women break up with men when they find richer, and I didn't even believe in marriage anymore. ”

Lin Feilan nodded: "That's what you said." ”

Han Wei spoke: "But now I understand that the real attraction is inside. You know that you have to try hard at the moment when you faint and faint from the needle, and tell the difference between being strong and being strong, and your appearance and figure can't attract my attention in my case. ”

Lin Feilan was very touched, she was silent for a long time, and looked at Han Wei with complicated eyes: "My mother has always been with me since I was a child, whether it is filming, life or even study, she is in charge of it. ”

Han Wei was stunned: "I know, I've heard of it." Ms. Lai, right?"

Lin Feilan pinned her hair, bowed her head and spoke: "It's like the idea that I have been instilled since I was a child that children should be filial to their parents, which is a matter of course." But at the same time, I think it's natural for parents to take care of their children. ”

looked at Han Wei: "But you, a person who is not related to me, can face it with me for me, and even in order to help me overcome psychological shadows and mental illness, I don't know if it is effective to use such a crazy way of self-harm to help me force me to give me the courage to move through." ”

Han Wei and Lin Feilan looked at each other, and Lin Feilan also looked at him until ......

"Wow Wow Wow~"

The sound of clapping interrupted all this, and it turned out that four people came unknowingly, and neither of them noticed.

"Complaining to each other?"

Zheng Bing blinked: "It's all up to the level of soul docking?"

Su Lingyun spoke: "We just said in the morning that you are a little too harmonious and respectful, and this afternoon you will make great strides to catch up with us." Sure enough, it was a C-position CP. ”

Luo Chen nodded: "This is the CP name we just gave you." ”

Han Wei glanced at a few people, and said calmly: "Ho~tui~"

"Hey!"

"It's starting again, isn't it?"

"It's so dirty, you. ”

A few people laughed and scolded, and Han Wei raised his legs to kick a few people, but of course he didn't really kick if he sat there and moved his legs.

Instead, Lin Feilan lowered her head and smiled, and subconsciously wrapped the coat that Han Wei had draped on her body.

That warmth doesn't seem to be the same as what the family gave before.