Zhou Yongping continued to comfort: "Xingxing, it's okay, you see, the shoes are just wet, and the feet are fine, don't feel uncomfortable." ”

"Well, Dad, I'm, I'm fine. After a while, Xingxing, who forcibly calmed his emotions, said, "Dad, I don't hurt, it doesn't hurt at all." ”

Perhaps, compared to the pain in the heart, the pain in the soles of the feet is really nothing.

Whether it was whether her feet were blistered by shoes before, or whether she couldn't straighten her toes, or whether she was burned to her feet by the hot soup this time, it was far less than the pain of her longing for mother's love.

She misses her mom and wants a real mom.

She also wants to be like other friends, she can be coquettish in her mother's arms, laugh with her mother, hold hands with her mother, and walk happily on the way home under the eyes of others.

She was so eager that every time she saw the mothers of other classmates picking up her classmates from school after school, she would feel deeply out of place in the world.

It's like all the children in this world have mothers, but she doesn't.

How she wished that she could also have a mother who loved her.

However, this dream is obviously too far away.

In the dark night, the stars hid under the quilt and finally stopped controlling their emotions. She hugged the black pillow and let the warm tears soak her face.

She closed her eyes slightly, and called out over and over again: "Grandpa, the stars miss you so much." Mom, where are you?"

I heard that if you think about it day and night and dream about it, as long as you keep talking about the people you love the most, you can meet them in your dreams.

The warmth that you can't get in real life, if you can get it in a dream, it seems to be good.

She slept.

It would be nice if life was as warm as a bed, if reality was as free as a dream.

I really hope that I can always lie in the quilt and live in a dream all the time, even if I can no longer see this world of flowers, what does it matter?

Sleep, star, and never wake up again. Without this star in the sky, there will be countless stars, and in reality, without this little girl, there will be countless little girls who are happier than her.

She is superfluous in this world, and perhaps, she should become a star and fly into the sky.

Perhaps, then, she will be able to look down on the earth and find her mother.

"Stars, stars. ”

Who's calling me.

"Stars, stars. "What a familiar voice.

"Stars, stars, get up. "Immature, kind, warm, like Xiuxiu.

Xiuxiu, yes, she still has Xiuxiu in this world, and they said that they would grow up together and become each other's most important friends together. They also have to use the winter and summer vacations to make money together, and when the money is enough, they will go to the big city outside to find her mother together. There were so many agreements between them, how could she break them?

She opened her eyes, and the light hit Xiuxiu's face, meeting her eyes.

The round little face was as white as frost in the light, as soft as a peach with fine hair, like a bun, like a glutinous rice dumpling, like a shelled egg, and like a white popsicle sold in the store at the school gate for five cents......

"Xingxing, why don't you get up yet, you're going to be late for school. Xiuxiu took her hand and urged, "Get up quickly, otherwise you will be punished by the teacher for cleaning again." If we continue like this, we will become professional cleaners. ”

Xingxing nodded, his mouth was a little dry, his body was a little tired, and his feet were a little sore.

But she still gritted her teeth, rolled over and got out of bed without saying a word, and went to get dressed and tie her hair as if nothing had happened.

The swollen feet were squeezed into the sandals that my grandfather wore before his death, and they inexplicably fit somewhat.

Xiuxiu stood in the room full of clutter, looked at the strangely shaped mirror fragments on the wall, stared at the pale stars inside, and asked, "Xingxing, did your father buy you new shoes yesterday?"

"Well, I bought it. The star nodded.

Xiuxiu didn't see joy on her face, and couldn't help frowning: "Then why don't you look happy?"

Glad?

Xingxing was really happy when he received his new shoes yesterday. She was holding her new shoes and hugging her father, as if she had won the jackpot of five million.

However, her joy was glaring to her mother. Mom doesn't like to see her laugh or see her happy.

Therefore, at dinner, my mother's face will be so ugly, and she will quarrel with her father, and she will accidentally kick over the table and hit the hot soup on her feet.

Her happiness will cause so many things, now, where can she dare to be happy.

She whispered: "Xiuxiu, you go and wait for me outside, it's dirty and smelly here, I'll put on my shoes and go out." ”

Xingxing didn't think much about it, answered, and hurried out.

It really stinks.

Xingxing's room was already small, but it turned out to be full of shabby quilts, clothes, shoes, pots and pans, and other things. After the small room seems crowded, the air is not circulated, and it is estimated that even a fart can be smoked there for a day.

However, Xiuxiu has never disliked Xingxing's room, and every time she goes to Xingxing's house to play, she will always hide in the room with Xingxing and whisper without disgust.

Of course, Xingxing knew that Xiuxiu would not care about the size and dilapidation of the room, and the main reason why she let Xiuxiu go out first was that she didn't want Xiuxiu to see her swollen feet.

She's going to have to change her shoes.

The socks were quite thick when I bought them, but because I have worn them for several years, they are not only small now, but also very thin, and the fabric on them is almost grinding into wings.

But, it doesn't matter.

She sat on the small bench and smiled far-fetched as she looked at the new shoes her father bought her.

The shoes are dry. Obviously, it was Dad who helped her quietly put it on the stove last night and then quietly helped her put it back early this morning.

She put on a sock with a total of a dozen or so holes, and then under the squeeze of the cloth, her swollen feet seemed to lose a little weight.

However, even if you lose a little weight, it is not easy to fit these two feet into the new shoes that just fit.

She tried to stuff her feet into her shoes, and she burst into tears of pain.

Finally tucking the shoes in and tying the laces, Xingxing realized that the shoes were squeezing his feet, and it hurt even if he didn't walk, let alone stand up and support the weight of his body to walk.

But what can be done? It's the only pair of shoes that fit well. If these shoes are like this, then even more so the previous liberation shoes.

She gritted her teeth and stood up, enduring the pinprick pain, and tried to walk out on her normal footsteps.

"Xiuxiu, come, eat some candy. Liang Meifen was smiling in the yard and was close to Xiuxiu.