Chapter 183, Personal Thoughts
“...... , Why do I always feel that Sister Yirou today is really not quite right, although it is not a big problem, but I just feel that Sister Yirou today is really a little strange, why, Sister Yirou's tone is so indifferent today, obviously I haven't done anything wrong, what is the reason?"
After hanging up the phone, Li Mu began to ponder, because today's Shanggong Yirou is too strange, Li Mu has never seen such a Shanggong Yirou at all.
However, even if he thinks Shanggong Yirou is strange, the current Li Mu doesn't know at all what point Shanggong Yirou is strange.
Although Li Mu felt that today's Shanggong Yirou's words were really a little cold, but Li Mu felt that this kind of thing was completely justified, after all, Shanggong Yirou at that time was really a little too eager, and Li Mu could feel it through the screen.
Therefore, Li Mu felt that the reason why Shanggong Yirou was like this should be because of this situation, otherwise, he would not be so indifferent.
"emmm, if it's because of this, then, besides, is there anything strange about Sister Yirou?"
Li Mu thought about it, but still didn't find any other places, so Li Mu was also very helpless about it.
Because he didn't find anything, Li Mu couldn't do anything, after all, as the saying goes, you have to prescribe the right medicine, if you don't know what the symptoms are, then Li Mu doesn't know what to do.
Although it is said that Li Mu now has more or less a little feeling, because the Shanggong Yirou in that state just now gave Li Mu an inexplicable familiar feeling, although Li Mu thought that he had never seen such a Shanggong Yirou at all.
"emmm, forget it, why did I start thinking about this kind of thing that I shouldn't pay attention to for the time being, emmm, forget it, let's think about it first, what I should do at the moment, I think, Sister Yirou is also because of this, so she didn't choose to say anything. ”
Li Mu thought about today's Shanggong Yirou's words and deeds, and then thought about the words and deeds of Shanggong Yirou usually, and suddenly felt that there was nothing bad about this look.
Li Mu felt that Shanggong Yirou was sometimes a little too strange, not that there was anything strange, but Li Mu felt that sometimes Shanggong Yirou sometimes did not look like a girl at all.
"emmm, emmm, why did I start thinking about the story again, anyway, what the hell is going on, why am I thinking about it all the time now, what is the reason for this? ”
Li Mu was a little at a loss, or in other words, Li Mu was a little unclear about his current self, Li Mu didn't understand why he said that his current self would become like this.
"emmm, what's the reason??,Why?,I'm like this?,It's really a little weird.,Obviously, I didn't like to think like this before.,Although,In a way,,I'm not cranky.,But,I always feel that I'm too strange now.。 ”
Li Mu still couldn't understand why he became like this, and Li Mu even began to doubt whether he would really be as Elis said before, because he had the answer to the question of truth and ideals in his heart, and then he began to have some changes.
However, Li Mu felt that this was completely related to the change in his personality, so no matter how Li Mu thought about it, he would not feel that his cranky thinking could have a little connection with this.
"Alas, I think, it should be me recently, I'm too idle to panic, otherwise, I wouldn't have this kind of thing thinking about this and that all day, emmm, think about it carefully, I'll think more, this situation, it's completely recent, it's not happened before, if you say, what kind of difference is there between me who is drunk and me before, then, it must be, I've been too idle recently. ”
Li Mu thought about why he was in such a situation, and then contacted the difference between the recent and the previous ones, and finally came to a very hasty conclusion, that is, Li Mu felt that his current self was too idle and panicked, and he couldn't find anything to do at all.
Although it is said that when he lived with Gongsun Xiaoyue before, Li Mu was also a little idle, but at that time, Gongsun Xiaoyue often gave Li Mu some supervision.
Li Mu thought to himself, if at that time, there was no Gongsun Xiaoyue to supervise Li Mu from time to time, or to say that he taught Li Mu a good lesson from time to time, then he might be too idle at that time, and then he would think about it from time to time.
"emmm,Then it feels like it's still very good to have a personal supervision.,Although,Maybe in many ways.,More or less there are certain restrictions.,But,Under this kind of supervision,Maybe there will be a lot of benefits.,Otherwise,Now I'm still like before.,Maybe it's still the same as before.,Although,Now I really don't know what to use to describe it.。 ”
Thinking of this, Li Mu couldn't help but laugh at himself, the reason for his self-deprecation was entirely because he was so idle that he was too idle and panicked because he had nothing to do.
Li Mu silently asked himself: "Could it be that I really can't do anything?" Obviously, there are so many things to do, or rather, there are so many things I should do. However, I do look like a person who has no pursuits at all, as if I live for others all day, and I think that I should find out now, or rather, I should confirm the reason for my existence. ”
Li Mu thought about it and felt that what he should do now should not only be for others, but also for his own sake, because he is not completely living for others.
Although he has a entrusted job now, it does not mean that Li Mu himself must need to think about others all the time now.