Chapter 50: The Distance Between Satan and the Angels

"One, two, three, bang, bang!"

She didn't change her heels, walked quickly back to the room, and then slammed the door shut.

Today's storm is over, and the next thing must be her own horns.

Luo Xin seemed to hold hands with Ruoruo and stayed in the room together for five minutes, after she almost digested her anger, they tiptoed out, Ruoruo went to clean up the messy living room, Luo Xin seemed to cook, but Luo Xin seemed to have agreed with her that once Luo Xin came out, Ruo Ruo had to go to the kitchen and couldn't resist.

Luo Xin seems to have always been gentle and firm towards Luo Xinyou, she wants the sister who has been shining since she was a child, not the gloomy and hysterical sister she is now.

Ruoruo swept the floor, put the broken beaker and those absorbent resins into a bag and threw them into the trash, the action was neat, and then put away all the experimental equipment, the aunt gave her heart to build that she had listened to, but she had illusions, she thought that she would always be able to restrain herself after the aunt came, but she didn't expect it to be the same trouble.

Abandon illusions and always be ready for her to go crazy.

After cleaning up, Ruoruo opened the kitchen door, picked up the dishes and chopsticks, and gave Luo Xin a hand.

During the meal, Luo Xinxiang knocked on the door and told Luo Xinyou that it was time to eat, as before, she locked herself in the room, Luo Xinxiang and Ruoruo took out some of the food and kept it for her, and the two began to eat in silence, within the range that Luo Xinyou's ears could hear, they both tried to keep their voices low, and even the sound of chopsticks touching the bowl was minimized.

After cleaning up, Luo Xin seemed to take Ruoruo downstairs to slip around, and when he left the house, both of them breathed a sigh of relief.

"She should go get a rabies vaccine. ”

For Ruoruo's dark words, Luo Xin seemed surprised at first, but now he was more unfazed, and then patiently guided.

"She's just sick. ”

"Mom, is this considered depression?"

"Do you know about depression?"

"Listen to what others say. ”

"Not all, I've checked, it should be considered bipolar disorder, and she may have stopped taking the medication on her own recently. ”

"Why doesn't she keep taking her medicine. ”

"Because the side effects of the drug are also very large, she will have nausea, stomach pain, and drowsiness. So Ruoruo, she's also working hard, let's try to tolerate her, okay?"

If she doesn't speak, she doesn't want to tolerate her mother, because what her mother gives is verbal violence, hurtful words, and she is a child, she is a disgusting child in her cognition, and a child who is not accepted is disliked by her mother because she can't please her father.

She lowered her head all the way, and the children running by next to her were infinitely energetic, only she was mournful, not talking, not fighting, and not social.

"It's your classmate over there, are you going to play for a while? Auntie is waiting for you here." ”

"Childish, don't play. ”

Ruoruo sat on a chair in the square downstairs, and was out of place with the children running around him with innocent smiles on their faces.

"Ruoruo, you actually went downstairs, do you want to play together?"

For the olive branch thrown by others, Ruoruo didn't want to take it at all, "No need, you can play." ”

The conversation was very small and the boy was not reluctant, and ran to the other side with the ball.

"Your classmates?"

"Go class. ”

After a while, she said one more word.

"It's also a single-parent family. ”

Luo Xin seemed surprised that she said the words single-parent family so easily, and she knew all the things she had never mentioned. Including depression, including single parents.

This also explains why Ruoruo is willing to talk to this child, knowing that Ruoruo is a problematic female classmate who doesn't even pay attention to their class leader.

Sympathy, she already knows the meaning of single parents at such a young age, but in a broad sense, single parents are accompanied by hardships, and she is hysterical.

"Ruoruo, is it okay to kick it over?"

The ball was kicked somehow, so it rolled to Ruoruo's feet, Ruoruo looked at the ball in a daze, she was struggling with her heart, kicking it or not kicking it.

In the end, she still chose to give up the olive branch, because, in her bones, she felt unworthy. Mom always scolds her for being annoying, maybe it won't help to kick it herself, it's better not to pay, at least don't be disappointed.

Ruoruo left the place where he was sitting, and the ball was placed there without moving, and the little boy was just about to run over happily, Luo Xin seemed to stand in front of the ball and kicked it.

"Sister's footwork is good, isn't it?"

"Haha, sister, your strength is good!"

I thought it was a warm-hearted boy, but I didn't expect it to be warm-hearted only to his peers, but Luo Xin seemed to be too strong and kicked in the other direction.

"Hey, why don't you call me Auntie, sister?"

Ruoruo turned around and pulled her away, her aunt embarrassed her again, she had been in the south for so long, and she still didn't know the rules.

"Stupid, it's said that the people here are all brothers and sisters who are not married, why don't you understand?"

"Ahh ”

"I'm not that boring, I'm afraid you'll be laughed at. ”

"Eh, but I still have a question, why does he know I'm not married?"

"You look so naΓ―ve, you don't get married at first glance......."

If this girl has always been articulate and unforgiving, Luo Xin seems to have wisely chosen to shut up.

Ruoruo, Luo Xinyou, they all need to be healed, here they can't rely on anyone, Luo Xinyou is hard to work hard in this city, if Ruoruo is indifferent to study and life every day, it is essentially a stress reaction after the three views are broken.

She understands them.

Luo Xinyou's cold violence and her output of language violence are in the same vein, Luo Xin doesn't seem to criticize this kind of verbal violence because she knows that this is not Luo Xinyou's intention, she can only do her best to protect Ruoruo, tell Ruo Ruo that she has someone she can trust, and at the same time be Luo Xinyou's listener, good and bad scolding sobbing, accept it all, for Luo Xinyou, Ruo Ruo is a teleprompter, prompting her to cut the relationship with her husband and keep tidying up, Luo Xin seems to be a tree hole, someone who can confide.

She is emotionally dependent and intellectually distant. Because she knows that the closer she gets, the more angry she will be on her, she is afraid that she will not be controlled, but she is helpless.

It's a real fear.

Unspeakable pain.

Patients with depression or bipolar disorder have low self-esteem and contradictions when they are awake in the world, and they do not want to live and cannot afford to die.

Luo Xinyou is like a huge black hole, constantly eroding Ruoruo's character, and there is only one mother's distance between Satan and the angel.

When they went back, Luo Xinyou had already finished eating and cleaned up, my sister was so proud and conceited, she never cried in front of the two of them, they just went downstairs to give her space to cry, emotions and pressure to be released, Luo Xinyou uncovered the scars again and again, and healed again and again, the whole person was no longer normal.