Chapter 189, Albert is a scumbag!
You're in control!
Wang Taika saw Yun'er obediently return to the car again, without the slightest surprise. He had already said just now that he could let Yuna stay. It's very simple, and he did it.
Wang Taika smiled and said something inexplicable: "What Wang Taika can do, I can do." What Wang Taika can't do, I can do too. ”
"You ......" Yun'er's eyes were complicated, Wang Taika knew her feelings for him, so how should she face Wang Taika? Especially in this state of meeting and deciding to break off this relationship.
Wang Taika is actually a little helpless at this time. Look at this mess that coward has made, how long will it take for me to clean it up? What are you worried about? What are you hesitating about? What do you care about the bullshit future, if you like it, you have to kiss it! If you get beaten in the mouth, you will kiss it even harder! What kind of guessing game is you playing here.
Why did Wang Taika think this way at this time?
Alas...... Wang Taika has had a problem since he was a child, that is, he can only sleep when it is dark at night, and he never takes a nap. Later, when I grew up, I was busy with a lot of things, so I also took a nap occasionally, but it was all shallow sleep, very unstable, which is commonly known as fake sleep, or sleepiness.
It was clear who was around, what was happening, and even what was being said, but I was lying there in a daze, feeling that the speed of time was sometimes fast and sometimes slow, half-dreaming and half-awake and blurry.
So...... Obviously!
Wang Taika was originally confused, Yun'er still said so many words next to her, and Wang Taika heard a lot of these words!
Well, in order to clearly distinguish the mental journey of Wang Taika here, then let's distinguish between Wang Taika and Albert.
Let's talk about Wang Taika first!
Wang Taika is a person who is hypocritical, and he knows this. But he didn't expect Yun'er to have such a day, and actually said such a thing that almost made him unbelievable when he was asleep.
From beginning to end, from the realization of today, Wang Taika didn't feel that he had any shining points in him after thinking about it, and he could actually impress Yun'er. But if it was a joke, Yuna wouldn't be like that!
It's true, Wang Taika closed his eyes and was confused, thinking about a complex question in his mind: what should he do?
Yun'er has so many measurements in the face of this relationship, and so is Wang Taika. And Wang Taika also clearly knows that he can't give Yun'er a promise, really, he can't give a word.
Fortunately, Yuna's final meaning is obvious, and she decides to give up this relationship that is destined to be inconclusive. When Wang Taika learned the news, he first breathed a sigh of relief, and then felt a little sad.
Don't get me wrong, it's not that Wang Taika is sad that he can't be with Yun'er, because in Wang Taika's eyes, there is really no place for anyone other than Victoria to exist. What makes Wang Taika really sad is ...... Yun'er at this time seems to be herself at the beginning.
There seems to be a particularly interesting loop of emotions in the relationship.
If you owe someone, there will be another person to go back. If someone owes you, someone else will pay you back. What you do to someone, whether it is hurt or given, will always be reciprocated or avenged by another person. At different points in time, the ruthlessness and affection, desperation and indiscriminate love of life are, in general, conserved.
And then what happened? And so it was, but it didn't make the slightest useful progress in solving the problem.
Well, in fact, Wang Taika also admitted that Yuna is very good. Wang Taika once said a heartfelt word to Yun'er, this sentence has probably been ignored as a joke or some strange thing!
......
"I want to know, why do you have a guilty conscience?" Yun'a interrupted Wang Taika's words and asked, "Could it be that you have any thoughts about me?"
"It's a complicated question, and I want to start at the beginning. Wang Taika said.
Yun'er asked, "I ask you, yes or no, even if it's a second." ”
Wang Taika looked at Yun'er, but suddenly smiled and said, "Seriously, a good girl like you, can anyone not be tempted?"
......
Wang Taika answered this question very evasively, but the meaning was obvious, Wang Taika...... The heart has moved, and not just for a second.
There is such a plot in Mr. Jin Yong's "The Condor Heroes".
Master Yideng asked Aunt Ying, "Do you still hate the murderer who killed your child decades ago?"
Aunt Ying replied: "Hate!"
Master Yideng pointed to the monk on the ground who was about to die: "Then do you know this monk?"
Aunt Ying shook her head: "What does this monk have to do with me?"
Master Yideng sighed: "This hatred has been buried in your heart for decades, and now you don't even know the enemy in front of you, but this hatred is still unforgettable!"
Some things have persisted for so long that they have forgotten what they are insisting on.
Wang Taika is probably the same, except for a few key points in his memory, he doesn't even remember what he said and did with Song Coriander, what he remembers is just that she is laughing there, making trouble, holding her arm and saying uninteresting things.
Wang Taika didn't even leave a photo with Song Coriander, and he didn't know what memories to use when he missed it.
And what about Yun'er? Once upon a time did Wang Taika feel moved?
I'm sorry, Wang Taika doesn't have any special impressions, and there is no special picture in my heart. Because for Wang Taika, the heartbeat is not a momentary throbbing, but a little bit of emotion injected into the flesh and bones in a slow time.
But Yun'er's predicament, so is Wang Taika. Reality, or reality! Two people can't afford to gamble, and there is no turning back.
Yuna has no choice for her own path. And what about Wang Taika?
His obsession with Song Coriander is almost the only motivation for him to survive the long years, how can he really give up one day? In that case, wouldn't he even give up the meaning of Wang Taika's own insistence?
From this point of view, does Wang Taika still have feelings for Song Coriander? Of course, every time he meets Song Coriander, his heartbeat and happiness are from the bottom of his heart, and this cannot be faked.
There are also many times when Wang Taika wants to give up, but the feeling of pain has left a feeling of pain somewhere in the body, and the thought of it will always be there faintly, and the thought that his eyes on everything will become dim because of that little pain in the future, Wang Taika is afraid. Anyway, loving Song coriander is still the best thing Wang Taika has ever done.
But are the two of them really suitable now, can they really be together?
When people are faced with two choices, they tend to choose one with greater inertia. Obviously, for Wang Taika, Song Coriander is already the inertia of his life. Unless one day, someone dies because of a speeding car, there is no turning back.
The ending is clear, Wang Taika can't let go of Song Coriander, so he borrowed the slope to get off the donkey, and took advantage of Yun'er's desire to end, so Wang Taika also chose to be silent about Yun'er, chose to ignore, and chose to be ignorant.
Yun'er chose to end this relationship, and the only thing Wang Taika could do was to cooperate, cooperate well.
So when chatting in the car just now, there was no usual relaxation at all, and even the words that came out became useless poisonous chicken soup, and Yun'er couldn't drink a drop.
I'm sorry Yun'a! You're right, although I'd love to try it out of it as I did. But life is different from movies, life is much harder.
Play stupid, our life has too many stories and too few endings. This is a very normal thing.
What is always gained is hope, but what is constantly lost is life.
......
Compared to so many complicated thoughts of Wang Taika, Albert is much simpler. In less than a hundred words, he can finish all his thoughts:
Albert doesn't like to be pretentious, he prefers to be with Yuna or Jieun-chan than Song Coriander, at least he can be himself.
The most important thing is that Albert and Queen's card are two extremes, Queen's card corresponds to single-mindedness, while Albert is ...... Scumbag, a complete scumbag.
He wanted it all!