“...... In the beginning, everything was fine. Although the place is relatively poor, I am still with him. ”

The woman's expression was blank, her eyes were numb, and she said in a tone that did not fluctuate,

“...... When he went out to work, I would clean up the house at home, buy groceries, and when he came back, we would watch TV and eat together......"

“...... One day, he came back late in the evening, and when he came back, he didn't speak, and when he asked him what was wrong, he didn't tell him...... After a while, he told me that our house was about to expire, but we couldn't afford to pay the rent, and if we didn't find some money in the next few days, we would have to live on the streets......

I asked him, what then...... I told him, if it doesn't work, we can go back and find a new place...... He said no, he couldn't go back......

Then I was also anxious and asked him what to do...... He told me he had a solution......"

As she spoke, the woman's eyes went numb, and a smile appeared on her face as before.

......

Listening to the woman's narration, Lian Ge paused as he turned the pages of the book, didn't look back, and didn't say anything.

The old man sitting next to him sighed and shook his head.

......

"He said he had a way, as long as I went out and sold like the kind of woman who lived across the street, we could get rich quickly.

When the time comes, we will be able to move out of the urban village and move to one of those high-rise buildings. ”

The woman smiled and said,

"At that time, we lived in the bedroom, and there was a window on the side, and the glass on the window frame was broken, and I could barely use two fertilizer pockets to keep out the wind......

That night, too, the window was open, and I looked at the tall building with the lights on, and my heart was moved. ”

“...... He told me that as long as we made enough money, we would quit, and then we would go to the tall building and buy a house and start a new life, and he assured me that he would never dislike me. ”

“...... I didn't say anything, I didn't refuse...... Then he went out and called the woman on the other side and told her to teach me.

The woman looked at me, sighed, and said let me think clearly, jumping into the mud, even if I can climb out again, I will have to get covered in mud, this mud will not be washed for a lifetime, and when I said that, the woman also looked at him, but in my mind at that time, the ground flashed in front of me was the building with the lights on......"

“...... I have done iniquity myself, and I love vanity...... This is retribution, retribution. ”

The woman smiled, but tears welled up in her eyes,

Immediately after, the woman's smile was sluggish again, her eyes were numb, and she continued to narrate,

“...... From then on, where he and I lived, I also pulled up a sheet, and I stood at the mouth of the alley, wearing revealing clothes and heavy makeup, to solicit guests...... Let that fat and thin toss on me...... He stood behind the sheets, collecting the money, counting it, smiling......

In the beginning, I didn't let anyone kiss me, and I wanted to leave a clean place......

In the first month, he bought me a coat, and I was very happy, and then asked him how long it would be before we could move out, and if we could do this, he told me, soon...... Just a few more months, and he told me...... One of the guests wanted to kiss me and said that he gave me a lot of money...... Also told me that he didn't mind...... After that, my last clean place was gone......"

"He hasn't touched me much since I picked up my first guest...... At that time, I didn't blame him, because I felt disgusting myself, and I felt like a bitch who could be a good man......"

The woman looked into the distance and said,

“...... In the third month, I asked him again how long it would be, and he told me that it was almost ...... In just a few months, we'll be able to do it...... Slowly, I became numb and resigned myself to my fate, thinking that this might be my fate...... In addition to picking up customers, the most I do every day is to look at the city in the distance through that window......"

“...... One day, the police came to sweep up pornography, and I was caught, and he ran away...... When I was found, I was being pressed under a person...... When I was alone at the police station, I was scared, I thought he would come looking for me, but in the end, I couldn't wait for him...... I was detained for five days, and when I came out of the police station, I thought he would be waiting for me at home......"

As she spoke, the woman laughed again, and laughed a little maniacally,

“...... When I walked into the village again, I saw him come out of a small room with a sheet on his back, his pants unfastened...... Ho ho ho ...... Hahaha......"

......

"What a brute!" the old man who listened couldn't help but curse,

"Where is the man?"

"Where...... Ho-ho-ho......" the woman smiled on her face,

“...... It didn't take long for him to be hit by a car and killed. ”

“...... Originally, there were not many cars in the city and village, and the car that killed him happened to be a guest I had recruited before.

That day, he came to me in a car, and the man came out of a room with sheets on it, and he happened to be hit by the car and died, do you say it's funny...... Ho ho ho ......"

“...... Retribution, deserved!" the old man said indignantly.

"Yes, retribution...... Now it's my turn to retribution, my turn to be a good bitch. ”

The woman smiled and said,

"Girl......" The old man looked at the woman, trying to persuade her, but after all, he couldn't say anything.

And the woman, with the smile on her face disappearing, blank and numb, looked into the distance, and continued,

“...... At the beginning, after he died, I realized that my father was right, this person is indeed not a good thing...... But at that time, I had nowhere to go, and I couldn't go back home......

When I looked for the money that the man had put away, I realized that a lot of the money had already been spent by the man...... I moved out of that urban village...... But as the woman said, I'm already stuck in the mud...... Ho ho ho ......

At first, I loved vanity and was willing to fall...... Now it's time for retribution...... I was dying, but I couldn't even go home, I almost forgot what my father and mother looked like, and I didn't even know if my father and mother were still alive.

Aren't you funny...... I'm a bitch, I'm going to die, retribution is coming, I'm left alone in the house, no one knows when I'm dead, no one collects the body......"

......

“...... Girl, go back, go home. The old man looked at the woman, shook his head, and persuaded,

"Go home...... Where do I have a home, you see me like this, can't you see? I'm a bitch? how can I have the face to go back......" The woman's eyes were numb, and she shook her head and said,

“...... Girl, even if your father and mother are angry, you are like this now, what's the point, go back, at least you don't have to die in a foreign land, it can be regarded as a fallen leaf and return to the roots. ”

The woman listened to the old man's words, her eyes moved, followed closely, and shook her head again,

“...... I can't go back, I can't go back for a long time......"

Shaking her head and talking, the woman staggered to her feet, propped up the armrests of the bench,

"Just let me rot in the house,...... I deserve it, I've done my own sin, just let me rot in the house......"

As she spoke, the woman stepped on the lawn and staggered away.

“...... Eh, girl, ......" the old man stood up and shouted, but the woman still walked away on her own.