The last time I went to Guangdong, I also saw a restaurant in a shopping mall, which was full of vegetarians, in fact, at the beginning, I found that this restaurant was full of Buddhist books, and I also came here because I found books, and I just thought about whether the books in it cost money to buy, but then I found out that it was free to read, but when I was here, I found that I didn't have enough time to read books, because I just went out to travel on New Year's Day, and for a long time I still have to come back, in my hometown, while going to work while doing some things I like, and I don't have a lot of time to go to other places to study, because such time is limited, and I can only have a month to study in other places during the winter or summer vacation, but then I found out that such a place is really good, I found a lot of books here, I have my favorite, because I like to read some such Buddhism, or religion and other books, I also took some photos about the cover in other people's books, saying that when I came back, I could find such books on the Internet, and then go to buy some books to come back to see, and it was really good to look at other people's books like this, and then I really hope to find a master to teach some of their own Buddhist knowledge, but the master's words are still difficult to find, at that time I found the person in charge of the restaurant, and they were also very friendly to tell me, then let it be fate, it is very simple.

Yes, everything depends on fate, not to say that it can be reluctantly obtained, so a lot of things still have to go with the flow, and I don't mean to be reluctant, at that time, this master added my WeChat, and then pulled me into a group, this group is all vegetarians, they are holding some activities within their ability, sometimes they also donate some money to the past, and then eat some vegetarian food, every time after a period of time, there will be some such activities, but after a long time, I found that such activities are not very suitable for me, I am a person, sometimes I find that I am really a very special person, not at all like others.

Why is it a person like me? Sometimes I wonder why God created a person like me.

I don't know why I'm such a thing, it's such a person, I don't even understand myself, let alone others will understand me, first of all, I ate a meal in such a restaurant with others, such a meal is all vegetarian, in fact, it's nothing, I eat with my husband in someone's restaurant, the meal is not expensive, 12 yuan a meal, there is everything in it, you can eat directly at will.

At least you can eat enough, the taste of the rice is still very good, but after I went, I felt that it was still a very special feeling, because such a restaurant pays attention to culture, in addition to a lot of signboards, there are still a lot of slogans about dieting or doing good deeds, and I also looked at people's signs, there is a word on it, I don't know, only to find out later that it is the word fiber, so strange, I also asked the boss of the people, the boss told me that this word is fiber, and at that time people were also in the south, so a lot of people's words are in traditional Chinese, and we use simplified words every time,I don't know that the traditional Chinese character of the word fiber should be like this.,And I was so shameless to ask.,I don't know this word and asked the boss of the family.,The boss was also very serious and told me that this is a fiber word.,I later looked at the structure of this word.,In fact, I also seem to understand it.,Tell her that this fiber word should mean to get along with each other.。

Although there are some deviations in my understanding, the surface meaning should be, the meaning of this fiber family should be the meaning of fiber, and I understood the meaning of harmony at the time, at that time the boss just smiled and said, you are right, and I don't know the meaning of this word on the signboard, and this word is also the only word I don't know, I also hope that I can know more words, increase some knowledge, and then I found out that in fact, I still have to learn more knowledge, and with such a group of vegetarians, or can improve themselves, and in it, I also saw a lot of Chinese celebrities, and some vegetarians, which can improve their self-cultivation and cause some protection for some animals or plants.

Later, I realized that such an event was actually not interesting to me, because people donate money to do it.

And sometimes I myself also find that I can, as a matter of course, donate some money, and then go to other people's places to have a meal, or do some merit for others and other things, but at that time it was the same, other people's books said that they could be given to me for free, and I didn't want to take advantage of others, and the additional words on it said that reprinting was welcome, but I didn't want to do this or should do it realistically, or buy some other people's books, so that I wouldn't feel like a person who loves to take advantage of small advantages。

But I see them donating some money to others in order to have some merit of their own, is that their merit?

Later, I also saw the definition of merit on some Buddhist websites, in fact, it is just giving money to others, which is not considered merit, but can only be regarded as merit, it is just that I have done something beneficial to others, and the real merit should not be like this, this is just my personal understanding, so I feel that such a group and such a Buddhist place and this restaurant are a little unsuitable for me, and sometimes I find that in fact, people are like this, when they feel that the surrounding environment or some things are not suitable for themselves, they can only walk away quietly。

We always choose these things that we like or that match our tastes, no matter what we are playing.

Or is it something else? Everything has to be the same as yourself, so that you will feel very comfortable, others will also feel comfortable, and when you are different from everything around you, you feel uncomfortable, and the people around you also feel uncomfortable, so why bother, you still have to adapt well, or find some places that you like and like yourself to get along with.

Just let it be.