When any explanation pales in comparison, the three words "sorry" become the only one.

When a story is told a second time, you unconsciously add some embellishments to it.

When a person loses trust in you, all your words will put a question mark in her mind in the future.

Jiang Lanqing listened to Zhang Fan's story very quietly, and finally just tilted his head in his direction, tilted his head slightly, and asked softly, "Is it?"

"That's right. ”

Zhang Fan stared into her eyes and replied, and at the same time wanted to reach out and touch her hair, but Jiang Lanqing deliberately avoided it.

When Zhang Fan saw her like this, a wave of self-deprecation suddenly arose in his heart.

"I used to be able to touch any part of your body with ease, but now you don't even let me touch a single strand of your hair, isn't that self-inflicted?"

Jiang Lanqing stood up after avoiding Zhang Fan's fingers, raised his hands above his head and made a waist stretching movement, looked up at the sun above his head and asked Zhang Fan, "Do you like me first or like her first?"

"You are the first girl I fell in love with in my life. ”

Although he knew that Jiang Lanqing, who was facing away from him, couldn't see his expression at this time, Zhang Fan still replied with a very serious look.

"Forehead ......"

Jiang Lanqing deliberately prolonged his voice and never said anything superfluous.

The world fell silent, and time passed silently.

After a while, Jiang Lanqing put her hands behind her back, leaned her upper body forward, and gently stood on tiptoe to step on the floor tiles under her feet.

There is no pattern to walking forward, stop-and-go.

Zhang Fan looked at her like this, and the corners of his mouth couldn't help but show a smile.

"If possible......

It's just that his lips are slightly open, and he can't say the rest of the words after all.

However, these words made Jiang Lanqing's footsteps stop, and he suddenly turned back to Zhang Fan and said: "As long as you cut off the relationship with that girl named Bai Xue from now on, I will act as if nothing happened today, you didn't betray me, and I don't have to forgive you, we are still a natural pair in the eyes of parents, teachers and classmates." ”

Jiang Lanqing said this in one breath, because she was afraid that she would not have the courage to continue speaking if she paused.

Her pride will make her continue without hesitation.

Zhang Fan looked at Jiang Lanqing, who was in tears, and shook his head gently. She told me the same thing, and I refused. ”

"Hah...... Ha ......" Jiang Lanqing showed a mocking smile on his face, and looked at Zhang Fan with a complicated expression.

After a while, he pretended to show a sudden realization, and asked Zhang Fan with a narrow face: "Who said that the eldest wife, who is the little wife, and who will be the little wife in the future?"

Zhang Fan also smiled. "I will love you all the same. ”

"Phew, Zhang Fan, what you said is like no one likes me Jiang Lanqing. Jiang Lanqing spat out very unladylikely.

Then he wiped his nose with the back of his hand, and said loudly: "Zhang Fan, you are dreaming, even if she promises me, she will not agree to you, I, Jiang Lanqing, have not been so self-loving." ”

"I was just dreaming, the first dream was shattered, and the second dream I was looking forward to. Zhang Fan whispered, and then added. She hasn't said yes yet. ”

"Oh, it seems she knows a little bit of shame. Jiang Lanqing smiled again, stopped and began to move forward. "Zhang Fan, I know you won't continue to lie to me, but do you think I should be happy or sad?"

"Happy. After Zhang Fan answered, he felt that he was extremely shameless.

Jiang Lanqing's footsteps stopped again, looked back at Zhang Fan, took a deep breath and asked, "If I break up with you, will you just fly with her?"

Zhang Fan didn't answer in a hurry, but walked to Jiang Lanqing's side, also took a deep breath, hugged her into his arms, and said in her ear.

"If it were possible, I would...... Going back to the past, I will let go of the regrets in my heart, or maybe I won't go to you again, just wait for the passage of time, and one day I will appear in front of another girl, no matter what, I will not have the first unrealistic dream again. ”

Jiang Lanqing pushed Zhang Fan's body hard, and gave up after finding that he was still being hugged tightly, and after a few seconds, he also hugged Zhang Fan's waist hard, and said with his head on his shoulder and choked.

"But you did, not only did you make me look like this, but you still don't admit your mistake. ”

"I'm sorry. Zhang Fan whispered.

"I don't want you to say I'm sorry, I just want you to leave that girl ruthlessly, and finish the rest of this life quietly and sweetly with me, if you live up to the time, I will live up to you. ”

Jiang Lanqing never thought that his most numb and humble words would be said in such a situation.

After speaking, she raised her chin, looked at Zhang Fan with tears in her eyes, and asked sadly: "Okay, okay? I have accommodated you like this, can't you think about it for me? How can I agree to share you equally with others." ”

Zhang Fan looked at her, his lips moved, and he couldn't give up after all. "I'm sorry, I can't turn back unless she hates me. ”

Jiang Lanqing asked in a low voice, "Then should I beg her to let go now?"

"She asked me the same thing, and I said you wouldn't let go, and I wouldn't let you leave me. ”

"Zhang Fan, how can you be so despicable and shameless, you are trampling and tarnishing my love for you here, how can you let me love you in the future?"

Jiang Lanqing finally let go of the hand holding Zhang Fan, closed his eyes and thought about it, and finally showed a bitter smile on his face.

"Zhang Fan, are you sure that you will eat me?"

Without waiting for Zhang Fan to answer, Jiang Lanqing hugged Zhang Fan's neck again, bit his lip hard, and only let go after feeling the warmth from the tip of his tongue.

Then he wiped the blood on his lips with his fingers, and said proudly: "I said, if you dare to bully me, I will bite you and cry, and I will do what I say." ”

Zhang Fan didn't want to explain that he didn't cry because of this, so he was silent for a few seconds and asked softly, "Are we over?"

Jiang Lanqing shook his head. "No, I'll wait for her to give up. ”

Then he said casually: "If she doesn't give up, the three of us will be lonely for the rest of our lives, you and her don't want to leave me to enjoy happiness." ”

"No, I ......"

Before Zhang Fan's words were finished, his lips were kissed by Jiang Lanqing again, this time she kissed extremely softly, and at the same time said softly: "Let's do the last step today, otherwise you probably won't have a chance in the future." ”

"Nope. Zhang Fan refused.

Jiang Lanqing smiled, opened his eyes and stared into Zhang Fan's eyes, raised his hand and gently brushed his cheek, and then bit his lip hard.

After letting go of his teeth, he said slowly: "Even if I agree to your absurd request in the future, I will never love you like this today, nor will I give you countless opportunities like now, and even put aside my pride to beg you, do you really want this?"

"There's no way around it. ”

"I might empathize and let someone else take my first time, don't you care?"

"I'm not going to let that happen. ”

"I'm not a puppeteer who manipulates you, how can you guarantee this?" Jiang Lanqing smiled.

"Because I'm sure you won't do it. Zhang Fan stared into her eyes and said.

"But I don't believe in love anymore, Zhang Fan, I'm really a very bold girl, you know me. ”

"Well, I know, but I still believe in you. ”

Jiang Lanqing didn't say anything more, sniffed and said, "If you want to believe it, believe it, anyway, I won't treat you as well as I did in the past, because you have belittled me like this." ”

"I'm sorry, I really regret it. ”

Jiang Lanqing stretched out his hand and wiped Zhang Fan's cheek, and said with a sad expression: "Actually, you love me more, don't you? You just feel guilty about her, at least she hasn't bitten your mouth, and I often do this." ”

"Maybe so. Zhang Fan himself didn't know the answer.

After Jiang Lanqing heard his answer, his heart suddenly felt a little better.

While sniffing, he wiped his tears with his fingers and said, "There is a sink over there, let's go wash our faces, and then go to your house for dinner, your mother made braised pork ribs that I like to eat, I can't let them see that we are quarreling." ”

"I'm sorry. Zhang Fan hugged Jiang Lanqing into his arms again.

"You don't need to say these three words, I just don't want my parents and your parents to be sad, after all, they all think that we will love each other for the rest of our lives, and when we ate hot pot yesterday, we fought over who would take care of the children in the future. ”

Jiang Lanqing said as she sniffed, and she found that her vision had become blurry again.

Then he pushed Zhang Fan away again, and walked towards the sink alone.

The tap water in the middle of winter was very cold, but Jiang Lanqing washed it very carefully and carefully.

After washing his face, he asked Zhang Fan, "Can you still see that I'm crying?"

"You can see it. Zhang Fan replied.

"Oh. Jiang Lan nodded.

then bit his mouth hard, and then said to Zhang Fan: "That's it, when the time comes, I'll say that I was bitten by you and cried." ”

Zhang Fan looked at the blood coming out of her lips, what could he say at this moment?

Nothing can be said.

"Li Junhong warned me this time, I didn't want to believe it at the time, how ridiculous it seems now. ”

Lu Jing watched Zhang Fan and Jiang Lan eat slowly and methodically, couldn't help but glared at them, and said angrily: "Don't study with those couples on TV if it's okay, you deliberately bite the skin of your mouth when you kiss, now you know that you regret it, right?"

"Got it, Mom. Zhang Fan hurriedly agreed.

After Jiang Lanqing took a bite of food, he smiled at Lu Jing and said, "Auntie, Zhang Fan had a lot of fun with his classmates in the morning, and built two beautiful snowmen, and I will also go to build snowmen in the afternoon." ”

"Yes, I'll help you peel two carrots for your nose later. Lu Jing said with a smile.

"Thank you, Auntie. ”

The sky was brighter in the afternoon than in the morning, and when Zhang Fan and Jiang Lanqing came to the dam behind the Qingjing Nunnery again, a team of very cute snowmen snuggled together had been piled up on the snow.

Jiang Lanqing looked at the name on it and read it softly.

"Poor little shark. ”

"Damn Zhang rotten bastard. ”

After seeing Zhang Fan looking at him, he said with a smile: "Don't worry, I'll take a look." ”

After speaking, she walked to the complete snow on the other side alone, and said to Zhang Fan at the same time: "You are waiting for me there." ”

Jiang Lanqing only built a snowman, which was written.

"Kikyo. ”

She won't like Kagome anymore.

After a moment's hesitation, he confronted a dog next to Kikyo and wrote "Inuyasha" on it. ”

Then he looked back at Zhang Fan. "Next time, let's build a snowman together"

After a pause, he pointed to the snowman snuggled tightly together and said, "It ended up like this." ”

"Definitely. Zhang Fan agreed.

Jiang Lanqing left after speaking, Zhang Fan looked at the two pairs of snowmen and left with him.

"I'm home, I'll contact you from now on. ”

"Good. ”

After bidding farewell to Jiang Lanqing, Zhang Fan walked and stopped alone, and finally sat down and dialed Li Junhong's phone.

"You don't have to carry the burden I gave you, Bai Xue knows. ”

"I'll just say you're going to be exposed, there's no such thing as an impermeable wall. ”

"Who knows. ”

Zhang Fan looked up at the sun in the sky, a smile of unknown meaning appeared on the corner of his mouth, and then continued: "Do you drink? Drink two glasses with me." ”

"Beer does. ”

"Just beer. ”

"Where are you, I've come to you. ”

"Riverside Gardens here. ”

"Don't do anything stupid, Zhang Fan. Li Junhong's voice was a little eager.

"No, I just want to see my past. ”

Zhang Fan sat on the bench he used to sit on and whispered.

The white snow on the top of the green mountains in the distance is smeared with a faint red in the setting sun.

Beautiful and bleak.