Three days later, Li Hao came to the Experimental Middle School to represent No. 1 Middle School in the Xinchuang Cup Essay Competition.

When he walked into the experimental middle school, he couldn't help but sigh.

"If I knew that Xiao Ke was not in No. 1 Middle School, maybe it would be good to come to the experimental middle school, this environment is beautiful, and I can earn an extra 50,000 yuan in scholarships for nothing. ”

"It's a pity that there is no if!"

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Following the direction of the teacher's guidance, Li Hao came to the multimedia classroom of the experimental middle school.

The classroom is capable of accommodating several hundred people, and it is large and spacious.

There is a student seated every three seats to ensure the fairness of the competition.

Li Hao came to the middle of the third row according to the exam number.

He sat down early and carefully observed each student who entered the classroom.

Men don't look, only girls.

“41。 ”

“42。 ”

“43。 ”

With more and more students coming in, it is almost reaching 50 places for participating students.

But Li Hao still hasn't seen Luo Xiaoke for a long time.

His heart grew heavy.

Could it be that this time it was closed again?

In the past few months, he has gradually lost his heart after searching again and again.

Li Hao let out a long sigh, held the pen, and his expression was a little gloomy.

When the last student walked into the classroom, all 50 participating students arrived, which also means that Luo Xiaoke did not participate in the New Creation Cup Essay Contest this time.

Li Hao stood up and prepared to leave.

Seeing this, a teacher in charge of the order of the competition immediately stepped forward and asked, "What's wrong?"

"I'm not going to take the test, teacher. Li Hao replied politely.

The teacher was puzzled: "Why?"

"That's it...... Suddenly I don't want to take the test. Li Hao didn't want to explain too much.

The teacher was a young female teacher, and she seemed to see that Li Hao had something on her mind, so she continued to persuade: "It's not good to give up halfway, the result is not important, the important thing is that you can do it yourself without regrets." ”

Li Hao looked at her, thought for two seconds, and finally made a decision: "The teacher is right, I'll take the test." ”

The female teacher thought that she had succeeded in persuading a student who was on the verge of retreating, but she was also very happy.

But in fact, Li Hao was persuaded by her words, no matter whether he can find Luo Xiaoke or not, as long as he finds it himself, he will not leave regrets.

At least in the process of looking for her, aren't you trying a little bit?

On the podium, a middle-aged teacher was reading out the rules and content of the competition.

He is actually not worried that someone will cheat on the spot, after all, this is an essay contest, and there is a distance of two meters between everyone, so he reminds everyone to pay attention to the competition time so as not to miss it.

"Now, the distribution of questions and essay papers has begun. ”

Li Hao took the essay question, looked at it, and couldn't help but smile.

Sure enough, Niu Haibo is right, the final essay topics of the New Creation Cup will definitely be unusual, unlike the usual school exams.

[Speaking of love when we were students, it was exciting and funny, at that time, we didn't know what love was, but we were in love for the first time, and we had a certain curiosity about the opposite sex.

We are eager to see each other, but we are afraid of being known by the people around us, and we are also afraid of being discovered by teachers and parents, so we will write an essay of no less than 800 words on the theme of "Likes in Student Days". 】

After sending it as an essay title, many students were in an uproar.

They didn't expect the organizers of the New Creation Cup to dare to come up with such a topic.

"Oh my God, how do you write this?"

"Should I write about good aspects, or should I write about young love?"

"It's a headache! No matter what, just write my crush on the girl in the next class. ”

......

The examiner, the teacher, coughed lightly on the podium and motioned for the students to answer quietly.

Li Hao thought about it and recalled the scene when he was a freshman and secretly paid attention to Luo Xiaoke.

At that time, at the party, he always glanced in the direction of Luo Xiaoke, intentionally or unintentionally.

Once he found that Luo Xiaoke was gone, he looked around to find her.

But who had been, Luo Xiaoke also behaved like this at that time, once he found that there were girls around Li Hao, his brows furrowed, and he deliberately walked in front of him and said a few more words to show his presence.

These likes are all equal and attracted to each other.

But Li Hao also knows that when many boys choose to pursue a girl, or when a girl has a crush on a boy, there is often an unequal situation.

In that case, why not write an essay on this?

Anyway, what does it matter if you win the award or not.

In order to make the article more like the thoughts of a first-year high school student, Li Hao decided to use the third person.

Essay title: "Like is an equal thing." ”

[My brother once told me that when he was in high school, he had a crush on a girl.

One day he woke up from a dream in the middle of the night and dreamed of her.

At that time, there was no mobile phone to play at the school, and he was very melancholy.

After glaring at the bed for a moment, he jumped up and draped himself neatly on the balcony, hoping that someone would find the young man who was grieving because of his secret love.

When I got to the balcony, I found that it was snowing heavily, and there was already a thick layer of snow on the ground, and the snowflakes were still falling in the sky like ashes.

But with a blazing heat in his heart, he didn't feel cold at all.

The snowy winter night in the north was unusually quiet, and it was already after two o'clock in the morning, and there was not a single pedestrian on the street.

So he stood on the balcony in the snow for a while, and after a while of melancholy, he returned to bed and continued his melancholy......

It wasn't until a few years later, time passed, and the girl had no contact, and he was not the chicken-blooded teenager who could withstand the wind and snow in the middle of the night, that he realized his mentality at that time.

At that time, he was just a performance, except for moving himself and creating a little illusion of his infatuation, it was meaningless.

In the relationship, I often feel that I have poured out my heart and lungs, and what I do can move the world, the person who hears it is sad, and the person who sees it sighs, why can't I move the other party?

My brother later explained that when he was a student or an adult, he always used a masochistic way to create the illusion of infatuation, so that he could stand on the moral high ground of his feelings and obtain a deformed sense of satisfaction and security.

In fact, whether it is standing on the balcony on a snowy night or braving the heavy rain to give her a cup of milk tea or something, in retrospect, I often feel that it is as fierce as Qiao Feng vs. Juxianzhuang and Guan Yu riding alone for thousands of miles.

For the other party, a cup of milk tea is a cup of milk tea, which cannot carry the feelings of landslides and ground cracks that you want to place on it.

When I was a teenager, I always couldn't wait to express my love, but the result was often caught in the performance without knowing it.

Therefore, the memories of two people will be deviated, and those past that you feel unforgettable, the other party often does not have the same feeling, or even does not know.

The sign of growth is knowing how to restrain yourself.

Restrain your emotions, restrain your desire to perform, and even restrain your liking.

When she was a teenager, she liked someone and hated to turn her into a part of her body, she just said that it was cold, and her heart was already frozen, she said that she was sad, and she was immediately like a mourner, more sad than her, lest she not be able to express her love.

In fact, no one can bear the value of another person, only by being an independent and valuable person can we truly learn to love another person.

And never try to change another person, it is doomed to be futile.

It's good to be yourself, the true meaning of liking lies in mutual attraction and like-minded peers, rather than chasing and attaching.

I hope that the love of the student days is the mutual appreciation of the two, rather than chasing each other. 】

After Li Hao finished writing, he was very satisfied.

Anyway, Luo Xiaoke was not in the examination room, and there was no need for him to continue to stay here.

"Teacher, hand in the papers!"